Ordering pizza

Bro: what do you want? Me: I'll eat anything Bro: you say that now but when I bring it home and you see it, you just eat the other one. Me: meatlovers Bro: I'm sick of meatlovers. If you're not going to take my f*cking opinion, don't b*tch out in the first place.

Doormat

It seems even when I mention how I feel in letter, she pushes it off. Like she does in person. I love her but how can she love me, she doesn't show it. She says she loves me but does she really mean it? I am afraid that the only way she will ever tell me she loves me and try is when she hurts me so bad I want to leave her. Is that what I have to...

Tried to stay up late, but I don't see that happening anymore. Gonna try and get some shut-eye now. Zzzzz

I LOVE DRAMA

What if I have some idea of love in my head and it's just totally wrong?

ATM

Delirious. Restless. Confused. Stressed. Tired.

Live anyway

My whole life I've been telling myself, "don't be afraid." And it's only now that I'm realizing how stupid that is. Don't be afraid. It's like saying, "don't move out of the way when someone tries to punch you," or, "don't flinch at the heat of the fire," or, "don't blink." Don't be human. I'm afraid and you're afraid and we're always going to...

I'm just a little girl, with thousands of thoughts.

Alive

I'm not a person I'm a people Lots of them; Happy girls Sad girls Girls dark like the ocean And bright like the stars with ten pillows at once Girls who don't sleep at all Girls who laugh And girls who cry Girls you like And girls you don't The problem is Nearly all of them Are tired of being Alive

And while all of us are drowning She holds her breath So we can breathe And keeps an empty Open heart Just as the door Through which we leave And kindling our fires With words euphoric And dizzy Like gin She lights each one of our candles And forgets to leave Any matches For her.

Sometimes we expect more from others, because we would be willing to do that much for them..

Super sick in bed. Whoever is reading this, I love you so much and God loves you too. I hope you are having an amazing week. Remember, you are beautiful. Please don't ever try and look like the people you see on television, in the magazines, or on posters because it's fake. It only causes an unhealthy mind about how you see yourself. You are per...

Before Saturday

It's Friday and it'll be the last time I get to hang out with friends in Australia before I leave for Vietnam on Saturday. It'll also be the last time I see 'him' before leaving for Vietnam -pouts- I'm starting to over think again.

How many people have that one friend you love more then the rest?

No matter how many times you ignore my heart, i love you more. <3 <3

How do you tell someone you love that you love them without making a fool of yourself?? <3

School is officially out!!! I solemnly swear that I will be staying up late and sleeping in, from here on out until January 12th. Capiche? ...Capiche ;)

Last note was a longgg one so I'll keep this short. Life is full of too many temptations...some are worth it...some are really worth it...and some...well they just aren't. The hardest part is figuring out which is which...

However...

There has been plenty of moments when I have thought...'I should write that down' and then just forgotten. So an update on my life for all my many many readers (HA)... Once again let down by someone I was beginning to trust, friends seem none existent, although I have become close to someone I never thought I would. Uni is great, some pretty coo...

Been A While...

It's true what they say I guess...the first entry of a diary is always 'I'll write in you everyday' or something similarly cheesy, and then after that..nothing! So I guess i jinx myself really. I was supposed to write a journal...that clearly worked out...

I'm Just Not Me Today

I'm tired and exhausted. And I am still worrying about my Nana even though she is home now. So obviously she is gonna be okay. But part of me isn't convinced. And I'm trying to find a job. But can't seem to get one. I have a headache. And just want to sleep... :c This is just my crappy day and I'm not sure of how I feel. It is indescribable.

Today Dec 10, 2013

Its been 1 month and 2 days i haven't see you. Jon it made me really sad today.. Ive been trying to hold my heads up high and trying to stand tall and straight and act like nothings wrong.. when i just lost the guy i truly love. I know you might not ever feel the pain i feel. but constantly lying about ur happiness is worse then every cut i put ...

Just Once More...

Once more... Not again, should I? Should I start that Once more? Cutting deeper, Slicing more... I though it was over, Will anyone notice? No, not again, I can't. The pain, They see, They laugh and judge. Why? Why does it have to be this way?

Will You?

Are you exactly like everyone at your High School? Losing your virginity freshman year, dating unreasonable assholes and disrespecting staff at your school are you a jerk like that? If you are get a life, I felt like this needed to be told.

L-O-V-E

YOU AND ME

Baldini

Today I woke up to breakfast cooked by my wife. I went down to the shop to talk to my assistant. After that I went up to my office to work on copying some perfumes. So far no luck matching the smells. Hopefully tomorrow brings better luck.

BIRTHDAY IN A MONTH!!!!

THISS YEAR MY BIRTHDAYYY IS GONNA BE A PROPER BASH, LAST YEAR I WAS JUST SITTING AROUND IN JEANS AND A HOODY - TIRED, THE YEAR BEFORE WE HAD GANGSTER THEME AND THE YEAR BEFORE THAT WAS HAWAII THEME AND THE YEAR BEFORE THAT WAS FASHION THEMED... BUT THIS YEAR THE THEME IS BOLLYWOOD!!!!!!!! HERE'S SOME PICS OF MY OUTFIT, THEME, HAIR AND ACCESSORIZE

Dear First Love,

As much as i wanna forget about you i cant, I miss "us" more than anything. I wish you could see how i felt. I want to forget about everything but i'm not sure if i can...