Chapter 15

I like trees and grass. They are so wide and tall and open that it seems like the world isn't so small and that there is so much left. I also really like beaches because they are sandy and salty and fun.

Chapter 14

I am afraid of a lot of things. My biggest fear is how I will die, but since I can't change that I am more afraid of heights. I get very scared on roller coasters and on high buildings. My stomach gets butterflies and I get very scared. I think fears are important to make who we are.

Chapter 13

I think that society does have a responsibility to children. Today's youth is tomorrow's adults. So I believe that people have a responsibility to keep children safe. I think people should have had more regard for the Vargas children and should have cared for them more. This I think would have made a change in the children's lives.

"If you love deeply, you're going to get hurt badly. But it's worth it." - C.S Lewis

I am beautiful no matter what they say. Words can't bring me down

Surrounded

I don't have any mortal enemies. I don't do things for attention and I'm not annoying. I don't mither people but I make the effort. I'm not a push over but I'm not a bitch. People seem to like me. Most people, anyway. I get smiled at by people my age. I get plenty of likes and appreciation via social media. My friends seem to appreciate my pres...

Le Sigh

So... I've been in a strange mood... Not really depressed. Probably more scared but it's coming off grouchy and angry and snappy. I know why.... I am terrified of being in a relationship that may last. It really does scare me. Soon (like in two days) I will be coming up on my 8 month anniversy and... well.. that's big... because I've never made...

DICISIONS, DICISIONS

Well, I have decided to do a day-by-day of events that happened in my life. I think is is a good way to help myself get rid of all my scars and heal. So even if it takes me months telling you my life story, I will. No one deserves to sit with built up anger and pain. It only brings hate into you heart and speaking of experience, hating the world...

Don't feel or think limited when you know you have full potential. random thoughts @ work aha.

"If your eyes could speak, what would they say?"

Surprised my brother came home tonight. But then he would pop in randomly, lol. We're not close but I'm glad he's doing well as far as I know. He was watching me play mvc 3 and I asked if he wanted to play. When we were little we would always play games together when we were close. We played a few rounds and beat each other hehe. not always do w...

I don't know what to do anymore. You say you love me and that your love is the reason why you don't let me do things. It's gotten too far . I can't handle it anymore. Yet, I love you. Almost four years with you. I remember when you weren't like you are now. I don't know why were together. We claim it's for the love but maybe we both gave up so m...

Sometimes I forget how much I do enjoy and love playing video games. Yesterday was my 1st time doing a tourney. At first I felt overwhelming, being around with those who calls themselves gamers and yet I don't consider myself one. Yes, I like to play but I don't need to claim myself one for something I enjoy time to time. We played a variety of ...

Charles Goodyear

"Life should not be estimated exclusively by the standard of dollars and cents."

Photograph (n)

A magical transporter that takes you back to the moments where you were most happy.

Bravery

Bravery is having the ability to follow your conscience more closely that the crowd. Standing up for what you believe in, not what everyone else does.

2 day adventure away from Home

Okay... so all good stories start with LARPing in my opinion. Which it did. Vampire LARP started up, and I started with my good friend Thomas who has been my person I go to for sanity/insanity... He's a Malkavian (crazy/psycho vampire) red head... Anyone who has played World of Darkness knows this is a chaotic mixture. Still makes him amazing....

I don't know you. But you're amazing. Not amazing like me. But amazing like you.

Hurt

This is my first note in my public diary. When you first see me, I would appear to be a happy, healthy, and fun-loving girl. I am very much into beauty, and love shopping and all that @!#$. I get comments all the time that, "Oh I wish I was happy like you!" or, "Oh, but you wouldn't understand, you are so innocent." These comments would not anno...

Fuck It All

thats all i have to say. Fuck it.

Cut

Why do I cut? I am not an old cutter; I would not quite say I am addicted; Last time I counted I had 25... I started in Dec- beginning of Jan. Only when I'm stressed I normally cut... Or when i'm lonely...which is always... I think I hate myself.

why me?

Im so confused...hes not the guy you think he is hes different...he cares but in his own way and idk how to explain it but he does...and I wish he would drop everything and come to me...its my fault and now i have to pay the price i gave up the perfect guy and he went to a girl that doesnt even CARE about the cute things he does for her and im s...

Her name was Princess

Her name was Princess. I met her through my other friend. We became close by talking on the phone, frequently. At that time, I wasn't sure if either I like her or I just like talking with her. My friend and I sometimes visited her from San Francisco to Newark. There was a time that I tried to get hooked up with her friend, but she ended up with ...

New to this site.

I don't even know why I got this account. I am exploring new ways to express myself, I guess?

ahhhh

the hardest thing to learn is how to be happy by yourself. i need people. i crave people. i hate people. and i rely on them for my happiness and i always always wind up getting crushed. i don't know how to find my own happiness.

Everyone starts somewhere. It's where you go from there that matters.