Monday the 21 of April 2014

A sunny day, the day I was finally going to go home. Yesterday my grandfather called me we told me that the family and him are going to come to seven mile beach. I was so excited when I heard that but after my aunt heard it she said " why do you have to go, your sisters are sick. Come back to fairfield cause we are having a bbq." I don't like ...

4-23-2014

small steps. Each small step takes me closer to my goal. Both in weight loss and in love. We shall see what the next few months will hold.

Worried Confused & Upset

So I'm a little upset because I went to my Patient Portal to review my results and it said no results. So I was a little disappointed that they weren't there because it had been over a week. So I just started looking through the tabs, and I came across the Tasks/Tools tab and clicked it out of curiosity. I came across an Ambulatory Summary of my...

Not sure what write. I tend to whin a lot and a lot not times I forget, so I find myself venting in my diary. I work in a restaurant so I meet a lot of diff ppl plus work with some stupid ppl. There parents should have killed them at birth.

So he's bae?

Okay, so ex-bae and I were on the phone the other night, and we were having a heart-to-heart moment. We've had these a million times, but none of them were serious, just bullshit.

Is Life Really Unfair? 4.22.14

Dear R- Is life really unfair? Well i dont know what do you think? Ive probably said the word unfair so many times that it comes out naturally. Were we chosen to be tortured, is it just me? Is it just you? Well that i can say, no. There are people in the world that are going through something similar to you. Once again you are never alone. Life ...

Tyler

Theres's a boy named Tyler.I meet him at st.judes.He's my freind.We play with are stuffed animals and it's fun.We play with the dinosours.They have them in the waiting rooms.We like to draw and make pictures together.We made a sail bout.With a little seaggle.he was flying.Are moms are freinds too.His moms name is Rebbaca .

my family

My mom's name is jenna.My dad's name is lucis.I have a baby brother named Kiloh.He's lazy.He sleeps all day and crys alot. And there's my wonderfull dog Kaly.My name is Hallie.

my name is hallie

i have rhabdomyosarcoma .It's a solid tumer of muscle cells.I'm 6 years old.I have a dog.She's 3.Her name is kaly.She's a yorkie.I love her so much.I can't run with her.It make's me feel bad.She does so much for me and we hired a dog walker.Kaly sleeps by my feet and wakes me up every day.She makes me laugh and loves to play.Kaly is hiper and j...

people mistake my kindness sometimes. I have to be nice to you because your in the room. my mind though thinks of them as glass. I love that most about myself. that I have a sense of finding the good and bad people. its like a look they give in their eyes. if I see passion then they seek potential. if I see fear they need guidance. but most of a...

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Wasting Time.

Every year of school prepares us for the next. All of the years spent in elementary school lead us into middle school and then onto high school.. college.. and finally we've ended the preparation process to begin our careers. We spend roughly seventeen years in school (if you continue on to do complete four years of college). It's all for what w...

Happiest Time

the time when i was the most happiest was when i was texting him, yeah a lot of people can relate i guess, you know when you have that stupid smile on your face all the time. hahahahaa ohhhh man i miss that feeling

Just me

I love too much and care so much more, that's my problem.

Bleh

im so bored what to do what to dooooo????

I NEED SOME

MOTIVATION

Catch up

So i haven't written in awhile so quick catch up: *Guy C from my previous notes turns out his decided to see someone else.(His worried because I'm a V that he'll cheat on me, secondly he says I'm absolutely beautiful with an amazing personality just not the one for him?? What BullShizas) *My brother and i decided to give up swearing; every-time ...

Sometime's we d0n't realize h0w much s0me0ne mean's to us until we lose them c0mpletely. ,'

This is quite strange to think, As this joyous night turns to be empty. This night seems to have been altered, Of massive clusters in the night sky. I knew that you're the missing piece, On this perfect moment of my life. I want to have you back again, But it was already too late, As I was caught in the middle of nothing. And when I gained back ...

strange new world

new sounds, new surroundings, new everything! i want to do everything new and forget the old. but sometimes the old is comforting and i cry for it and miss it.

nothing to do

this is the dream! why is it so hard to find peace and feel content here? it's what i always wanted and now i have a taste. but i keep wondering what i should be doing and how much money i'm spending and why i'm not reading the books i said i would read or starting the painting i said i wanted to do.

Who says?

I'm no beauty queen, I'm just beautiful me.

Honestly, I feel really useless in this family. I mean, I'm the eldest, but I'm not the best example for my sisters. I really don't see why I was brought into this world, because as far as I can remember, I've been cursed at to be useless. I understand I have my flaws, but I never thought it'll be that bad. I don't have "Asian" good grades, I'...

This is so frustrating.

This is like the first time I ever overslept. I'm missing one English class because of this, but there's that woman who just keeps on saying how I'm ruining my life. Well thank you for always being there lowering even more my self-esteem everytime.

Makeup Cases are a girl's best friend!

Have you decided how you will carry your makeup yet when you go away this summer? Now is the time to find the perfect makeup case for all your cosmetic essentials, preparing ahead of your holiday. Most people have regular makeup cases whereby they are soft and flimsy, and they end up with breakages or spillages and there ends up being a mess o...

I don't know you. But you're amazing. Not amazing like me. But amazing like you.

why me?

Im so confused...hes not the guy you think he is hes different...he cares but in his own way and idk how to explain it but he does...and I wish he would drop everything and come to me...its my fault and now i have to pay the price i gave up the perfect guy and he went to a girl that doesnt even CARE about the cute things he does for her and im s...

Hurt

This is my first note in my public diary. When you first see me, I would appear to be a happy, healthy, and fun-loving girl. I am very much into beauty, and love shopping and all that @!#$. I get comments all the time that, "Oh I wish I was happy like you!" or, "Oh, but you wouldn't understand, you are so innocent." These comments would not anno...

Fuck It All

thats all i have to say. Fuck it.

New to this site.

I don't even know why I got this account. I am exploring new ways to express myself, I guess?

Everyone starts somewhere. It's where you go from there that matters.

Cut

Why do I cut? I am not an old cutter; I would not quite say I am addicted; Last time I counted I had 25... I started in Dec- beginning of Jan. Only when I'm stressed I normally cut... Or when i'm lonely...which is always... I think I hate myself.

Just push through it

Maybe I shouldn't give up. I can do this. I can live, I can be happy. I don't need to let other people influence my life. I'm going to be happy. I can do it. I just need to push threw through these next couple of months then when I see my grammy I can tell her everything that I'm feeling and hopefully she'll let me live with her.