pulling doubles this week. cramps. need coffee q:[ looks like no sleep for me qxP I got this!

In An Instant

Everything has changed so quickly. Feelings and situations shouldn't be able to do a 180 at the drop of a hat. 48 hours ago I was on cloud nine and life was great. But now I feel an ache in my chest and I cant stop crying. The high wasn't worth all this pain.

relational physics

PHYSICS:For two separate bodies to remain attached, either both needs to apply some force or one needs to apply enough force while other rests...if this one body is putting more than enough force for the required attachment, it starts pushing the other body away... Replace the word 'bodies' by 'persons' and the theory will fit well in a gene...

relation of PAIN & PLEASURE

How confusing it becomes sometimes.... wish to get some unachievable pleasure will only give you pain...there lies nothing more pleasant than that and no pain is bigger than pain of not getting it...interesting thing is, its only some real pain which can distract you and relieve you from pain of not achieving that pleasure

Chapter 15

I like trees and grass. They are so wide and tall and open that it seems like the world isn't so small and that there is so much left. I also really like beaches because they are sandy and salty and fun.

Chapter 14

I am afraid of a lot of things. My biggest fear is how I will die, but since I can't change that I am more afraid of heights. I get very scared on roller coasters and on high buildings. My stomach gets butterflies and I get very scared. I think fears are important to make who we are.

Chapter 13

I think that society does have a responsibility to children. Today's youth is tomorrow's adults. So I believe that people have a responsibility to keep children safe. I think people should have had more regard for the Vargas children and should have cared for them more. This I think would have made a change in the children's lives.

"If you love deeply, you're going to get hurt badly. But it's worth it." - C.S Lewis

I am beautiful no matter what they say. Words can't bring me down

Surrounded

I don't have any mortal enemies. I don't do things for attention and I'm not annoying. I don't mither people but I make the effort. I'm not a push over but I'm not a bitch. People seem to like me. Most people, anyway. I get smiled at by people my age. I get plenty of likes and appreciation via social media. My friends seem to appreciate my pres...

Le Sigh

So... I've been in a strange mood... Not really depressed. Probably more scared but it's coming off grouchy and angry and snappy. I know why.... I am terrified of being in a relationship that may last. It really does scare me. Soon (like in two days) I will be coming up on my 8 month anniversy and... well.. that's big... because I've never made...

DICISIONS, DICISIONS

Well, I have decided to do a day-by-day of events that happened in my life. I think is is a good way to help myself get rid of all my scars and heal. So even if it takes me months telling you my life story, I will. No one deserves to sit with built up anger and pain. It only brings hate into you heart and speaking of experience, hating the world...

Don't feel or think limited when you know you have full potential. random thoughts @ work aha.

"If your eyes could speak, what would they say?"

Surprised my brother came home tonight. But then he would pop in randomly, lol. We're not close but I'm glad he's doing well as far as I know. He was watching me play mvc 3 and I asked if he wanted to play. When we were little we would always play games together when we were close. We played a few rounds and beat each other hehe. not always do w...

I don't know what to do anymore. You say you love me and that your love is the reason why you don't let me do things. It's gotten too far . I can't handle it anymore. Yet, I love you. Almost four years with you. I remember when you weren't like you are now. I don't know why were together. We claim it's for the love but maybe we both gave up so m...

Sometimes I forget how much I do enjoy and love playing video games. Yesterday was my 1st time doing a tourney. At first I felt overwhelming, being around with those who calls themselves gamers and yet I don't consider myself one. Yes, I like to play but I don't need to claim myself one for something I enjoy time to time. We played a variety of ...

I don't know you. But you're amazing. Not amazing like me. But amazing like you.