Parents

Parents don't understand anything they say they love you but then they turn around and say mean and rude things up in your face and mean it.

:'(

parents are hypocrites

whatever

you know that saying.'' sticks and stones may break your bones but words will never hurt me''. well no that's where there wrong, words can hurt people, really bad and maybe cause them to commit suicide, so be careful what you say.

Crush

Okay, dang it. He's really cute. He came late to class, like always -_-" And he was sleepy, it was so adorable to watch, omg. He was closing his eyes when the teacher was giving the lecture, and he missed a big part of it and looked like a lost puppy, uuuuughhh. ♥

June 13th to Now.

Lingering arm on a cliff, all those tales, nothing but plastic bliss. Care beyond words you said, shiver colder, our connection dead. Our blood reciprocated, on your palm and mine, shedding and inundated. It takes two I know, like a painting, shattered Vincent Van Gogh. Singing aimlessly into air, hymn of sorrow, remaining just a stranger's star...

so much has changed.!

babe theres so much things to info you about! i miss you of course? every journal i put that LOL!. but well so lately I've been trying to focus on me. I know your doing the same with school and stuff. i really miss hanging out with you doe. school is getting hectic but i think i can manage babe. i miss sleeping near you LOL!.. REMEMBER when i ki...

parents

they don't understand how frustrating my life is already and they just trying to make it worse. im at war with myself at the moment and i'm just totally drained.they don't know that i'm suffering,that i have scars and cuts from where i hurt myself or that i regally think about ending it all. i feel like shit. also they need to stop trying to mak...

010112<3

babe i miss you rawr... i remember we use to go gym together and swim together i would scrub ur back and shit... fuck that shit was fun.. u would massage my feet inside the jacuzzi.. agh babe i fucken miss you.. i hope this year my birthday wish comes true.. because i just want you.. i miss you already... its a little more then 4 months... boo b...

Music is life

I'd be dead without music

Blagh

ur parents say they love you and other shit then when u do something wrong they throw ur past up in ur face like ur not even there.

This was a bad idea. As much as I tell myself to stop letting people in, I definitely let way too many people in and way too easily. I have to start making sure people earn it. If not, I'll be the one attached and the one that is left alone. That's how it usually happens anyway..

Nobody's Perfect

nobody;s perfect i may not be the most beautiful, the sexiest, or the girl with the perfect body, but i don't pretend to be someone i'm not. I'm good at being me. I might not be proud of some things i'v done in my past, but i'm proud of who i am today.

bullshit here bullshit there bullshit everywhere.

don't depend too much on anyone in the world because even your own shadow leaves you when you are in darkness.

ppl say they fucking care, well if you fucking care then say up in my face and look at me in the fuckin eye bitch

fuck ppl they say one thing and then do another bitch hello i have a fuckin mind unlike you.

Doing fine.

A lot has happened since I last wrote. most days were okay. Some were much harder than others, but i got through them just fine. In that time though I decided that I would stop talking to him. I deleted our conversations, and just for a good laugh I changed his name to "The Past". He text me once but i didn't text back, and refuse to do so until...

I don't know you. But you're amazing. Not amazing like me. But amazing like you.

why me?

Im so confused...hes not the guy you think he is hes different...he cares but in his own way and idk how to explain it but he does...and I wish he would drop everything and come to me...its my fault and now i have to pay the price i gave up the perfect guy and he went to a girl that doesnt even CARE about the cute things he does for her and im s...

Hurt

This is my first note in my public diary. When you first see me, I would appear to be a happy, healthy, and fun-loving girl. I am very much into beauty, and love shopping and all that @!#$. I get comments all the time that, "Oh I wish I was happy like you!" or, "Oh, but you wouldn't understand, you are so innocent." These comments would not anno...

Fuck It All

thats all i have to say. Fuck it.

New to this site.

I don't even know why I got this account. I am exploring new ways to express myself, I guess?

Everyone starts somewhere. It's where you go from there that matters.

Just push through it

Maybe I shouldn't give up. I can do this. I can live, I can be happy. I don't need to let other people influence my life. I'm going to be happy. I can do it. I just need to push threw through these next couple of months then when I see my grammy I can tell her everything that I'm feeling and hopefully she'll let me live with her.

I think i might cut again

Dear diary, since i have found out that my stepdad and my mom might date again i think i might cut again its just I cant believe she chose him over my trust!! idk if ii can ever trust her or him EVER again. i feel like since she obviously dosent care and shes the person that gave birth 2 me that maybe my life isnt worth living. At least for now ...

January 3

Just the beginning of becoming the best ME !!! Breakfast: egg white omelet, 2 toast, coffee