Old me

When I was a little girl, I used to get along with everyone just fine. Making friend with people in school was just as easy. Also relying on them was what I do until I left them. I had to rely on myself. I even used to believe people so easily. That is just the old me.

That feeling

You know that feeling in the pit of your stomach after sending a risky text, but its one of those texts you have to send, well yea ive got that feeling right now. I hope things work out.

Day Three

Well two going on three days have past and still no word. I gave him an extra day because I thought maybe he was busy, but still no word. I talked to jordanna and apperently she hasnt really gotten to relay the message. So im going to give one last attempt at trying to be his friend for jordanna sake and if still nothing after this this, at leas...

almost there! pull through and keep it together!

1st semester of senior year done! got straight A's this semester (=4.8 gpa schedule) and now i just got to keep going, pull through, second semester, maintain my straight A's and i can get the award for straight A's all 4 years of highschool(5 ppl got it last year, 2 ppl 2 years ago), and the prestigous stole i get to wear for graduation from CS...

school is an overtime job-enough said

random thought: school is 8hrs/ weekday + hours and hours of homework. school at 8am, get off 3pm, and do homework till 11pm T.T

Smoking kills.. doesn't love ?

I mean the amount of days you don't even want to be in love, the stress it gives you, all heart breaks, tears, pain, this can not be healthy for us. Yet again we go for it. And they say, the worse it is for you, the better it tastes. Everyone talks about, sings about, writes about, lives about ..love, it's probably number one desired of all th...

Introducing Queen Quita

Hello everybody! I'm Queen Quita. What Wayne say is true I'm way sexier than Nita smoke hella dro talk fast like a cheetah ice cream sweet but yay I'm sweeter Bum b****** get dropped when I come thru got a bad 1 with me we be fun times 2 I'm a grown ass woman do what I want to do September Virgo Favorite color navy blue Go ham for my f...

Working hard till the end

Right now. I am in school. My top priorities is school. Being in school is very tough but I have to do my best to be motivated even though I feel like leaving my soul because my mind is so far away from school. I don't know who can relate to me but I feel really depressed.

Taking side

When there is nobody on your side that is when you feel really hopeless but I don't realize there are going to be people who has different opinion of what I say. They got their own opinion just like I got my own. Whatever they say, I just got to accept it. This is how it is.

Loyalty & Technology

Thinking about my parents and other parents that I know of I've noticed some society changes in my generation. The key point that screamed out to me was Loyalty. Does such a thing exist in today's modern generation? Although my parents might not sleep in the same bed together but they are still together but I wonder if that is healthy for any re...

I don't know

Ermm hey! I don't know what is going on but i feel like everything was a HIGE mistake. Maybe i cared too much. Maybe i was too naive, i think stupid is a better word. But i feel Iike we all make mistakes right? Until yesterday i was full of regrets, i use to think if i had done something different maybe i wouldn't be in this situation right now...

i cant lose!

we hanged out a lot after the first one and through those moments it was the best i was getting to know how funny he could be and how jerk he can also be. it was great i was happy my friends noticed the change in me they started to tell me i might be losing i was freaking out questioning myself was i?it was so awkward to see him after that like ...

Hello.

Hello.

we started...finaly

It was December. I remember it like it was only yesterday he and i decided to hang out at the park we sat on the swings laughing and having a good time it was sweet<3. My dog was with us and it was close to the time I had to go home and me and him where just walking my dog was pulling me everywhere though and it was funny. my dog went around our...

Pain

Getting spacers in my teeth is such a pain considering I can't eat anything

Idk

Well I've moved on. I'm not gonna be stuck on the same guy that doesn't care about me. Well there is a new guy and the old guy texted me a while ago asking me if I want to hang out and you know what that means..but it's okay cause I lied and said I wasn't home. But the thing is I'm horrible at relationships. I just can't seem to let anyone in. A...

I hope the website ppl see this

we should be able to add videos to these, like a video diary =P anyone agree?

So, I'm Married...

I couldn't be more happy, sad, mad, confused? Anxious and exhausted. I'll try forever to be loved the way I deserve to be. I love him more than I could ever explain. That thin line though, it is a pain.

Today I feel like...

I am: Worthless, Obnoxious, Psychopathic, Invisible, Misunderstood. That last word really sums it up.

thoughts while home alone

Never thought this is how I would be at 25. Matter fact I don't think I thought I was going to make it to 25. Between ulcerative colitis guns abusive parents and drugs.. But yet here I am and now what do I do?Live they say but what does that mean? what kind of life do I really want to live and do I really have a choice in it? So many things hav...

Wish

I wish I had apathy. I wish I had a reason for hating things. I wish my parents would leave me alone especially my dad. I wish loved ones wouldn't have to die. I wish I won't have to die someday.I wish I wasn't weak. I wish I could forget about the stuff stressing me out. I wish I wouldn't have to pretend to be happy and upbeat. I wish wishes ca...

Reality

I come to realize that, I don't talk a lot with any body in real life nor I hang out with a lot of people, yet I make random friends online to make myself feel better to have more friends when in reality I do not talk to any of them. Also I don't have a lot of friends but I rather be friend with myself first than make friends with people who won...

Chapter 7: Laughter

I resemble my mother and my father the most. I get told a lot that I have my father’s eye shape and color, while I have my mother’s mannerisms. I do agree with both, but I think I take after my mom the most. She has impacted me the most, more than any other family member, tradition, or any other thing. My mom’s personality is very hard willed an...

Chapter 6: Our Good Day

A good day with my friends has many options. Sometimes it is nice to have a day to just relax, listen to music, and munch on some food. I really like those days because even though it is not the most exciting ,they are a necessity. I live my life at such a fast pace that when I get the chance to have a social and take a break it is so nice! Alth...

Chapter 3: Boys & Girls

“The boys and the girls live in separate worlds.” What I think the author means by that is that the girls and boys think of other things. It has been sterotypical that boys think of sports, fighting, and other masculine things. While girls think of everything girly and pretty, without having intention of hurting anyone. I think the way that appl...

HAPPY DAYS FOR ALL!

Soo, school has started up, and I am getting back into routine. It's been awesome so far. I do not feel over whelmed and see myself enjoying every minute of it. I have been way happy. It's been awesome because when I am happy, I am incredibly motivated. Motivated me is sexy and fun and outgoing and all of the things I have missed about me. /hug...

I don't know you. But you're amazing. Not amazing like me. But amazing like you.