nen chat vs me ko day, ko chat vs me chac tu ky mat, lam j co ai dau.

hôm nay ngay buon that day, tu dung nho lai nhieu chuyen, dung la m da dai, cuoc choi von di ko cong bang va m la nguoi dc loi, dau phai moi minh minh. moi nha moi canh, moi dua moi so va hoa ra, chung no cung nhu m vay, m nen trong vao dau day, trong vao gia dinh vay. m co the tin vak gia dinh mot lan nua ko, co le la ko, boi vi sau nhung chuy...

i just want to say I'm sorry for everything

Wonderious

Sitting here in the after hours of the night, I realize my heart's a mess that i can't make right. Is it love or lust you longed for? The answer was never revealed as you walked out my door. Will you come back to me to stay, Or did those feelings you said you felt go away? Remembering the touch of you so close to me, Lingers in my mind killing m...

2:38am

This is the part I don't like. This is the part where everything hits the floor again, and I have to pick up the pieces. It's not the picking up part that's the hardest- it's trying to figure out how to put the pieces back together again. I once read that when something breaks, it's challenging to put the pieces together again because bits of th...

Re-Shoot? Whaaaat??

Phone rang this morning. Client I love. French. Men's underwear stuff. "We don't like the pictures. The lighting is off." I'm pissed. The lighting is very good but I did rush send them 1000 images without adjusting or picking through them at their request. "The lighting is off. They are too bright." I'm fuming now. I know that the pics are...

Before you go to sleep, say a little prayer..

Second bro comes home

And just like that I think my head just exploded. His unreasonable thinking smh. One thing my brothers have in common is that they think they're older so they can yell at you as if they're "authority" -.-

We can turn the locks and hide the keys in a sickest form to protect them and me. You can bar the windows but keep in mind, we're all dangers to ourselves if we feel inclined. So lock the doors, toss the keys, and shut me in to protect myself from me.

14th December 2013- 31st January 2014

Going Vietnam tomorrow~ I'll try my best to update here and there ^^"

In two years I see myself still being a spiritual woman and putting God first. I'll be in college continuing my dreams of becoming an Elementary teacher. Relationship wise, I hope to be with someone I'm serious about; who loves God and loves me. But life happens and we can't control what will be thrown our way.

Hey Guys!!!!

This is the 1st time I've used an online diary!!! But, it's really cool. Luv Ya Bunches, Becca

#1

I'm just hoping this is safe, I can't trust anything or anyone with my feelings etc so I figured writing a diary would help. I'm generally creative and love writing anyway but I would rather write a paper diary, but I don't really want anyone's hands touching it, it's personal therefore I'll use a nicknames for my/any names.

I have a follower. Yay! May the odds be ever in your favor.

18일(수), 알파벳(AlphaBAT) 싱글 앨범 발매 예정 cr. Instiz CAN YOU NOT. I'd be cursing right now, but I don't. so omgggg. A single album, uugh. Let me cry a river ; u ;

Well..hi there everyone :) I really don't know what to say here...I guess its just a place for me to babble about random things? If I ever talk about people on here, I won't be using my friends real names, and you won't see any pictures of me..ever..or soon anyway, I think that is something I'm going to keep private until I'm ready x

If I was to deal with what I am dealing with right now months ago I probably wouldn't be here to write about this. Does that mean I grew stronger? if it does, why do I hurt so bad and have no way to release it?

I'm getting really tired of losing people.

Numbers

When did the world start revolving around numbers? Everything around us is measured down to a number. Everything we own we bought for a "price". Every year OUR numbers change as in our age. AGE ...How important is your age to you? How does it positively affect you and how does it being you negativity? Has it ever affected your love life? Is the...

Yadaaah. This is my first time writing an online diary, haha. I don't even know what to write as a first entry, so just, poop. ㅋㅋ

I want to be somebody else

I want a job that's fun and kushy, but that pays me well. I want to have children, I want to be able to figure life out more easily. I want to be free of my worry. I want to have a lot of friends like I once did, and an active social life. I want to get rid of this feeling I have in my gut, like there's always something wrong.... I want to s...

Working on my marriage...

It's hard, very hard. Part of me wants to leave so bad, other part wants to stay because of fear of being on my own. I don't want to hurt him, or everyone involved. He woke up...Did not reply to my "morning" because he "does not" talk that early. I picked his clothes for work, ironed them for him. I feed the cat, went outside to start our cars...

I'm tired of working for dumb-shits and crooks.... I need a real job

Am I just destroying everything I touch???

Maybe.

And maybe one day, she'd like to see me. In which i will patiently wait for that invitation... Maybe the stars just arent what i believed they were, and they really are panning things out as they should be. I always say things like "i never thought this" or "i never thought that" ... All because i felt misplaced like i need to be with her instea...

Maybe.

And maybe one day, she'd like to see me. In which i will patiently wait for that invitation... Maybe the stars just arent what i believed they were, and they really are panning things out as they should be. I always say things like "i never thought this" or "i never thought that" ... All because i felt misplaced like i need to be with her instea...

Will You?

Are you exactly like everyone at your High School? Losing your virginity freshman year, dating unreasonable assholes and disrespecting staff at your school are you a jerk like that? If you are get a life, I felt like this needed to be told.

L-O-V-E

YOU AND ME

Baldini

Today I woke up to breakfast cooked by my wife. I went down to the shop to talk to my assistant. After that I went up to my office to work on copying some perfumes. So far no luck matching the smells. Hopefully tomorrow brings better luck.

BIRTHDAY IN A MONTH!!!!

THISS YEAR MY BIRTHDAYYY IS GONNA BE A PROPER BASH, LAST YEAR I WAS JUST SITTING AROUND IN JEANS AND A HOODY - TIRED, THE YEAR BEFORE WE HAD GANGSTER THEME AND THE YEAR BEFORE THAT WAS HAWAII THEME AND THE YEAR BEFORE THAT WAS FASHION THEMED... BUT THIS YEAR THE THEME IS BOLLYWOOD!!!!!!!! HERE'S SOME PICS OF MY OUTFIT, THEME, HAIR AND ACCESSORIZE