cleaning my room

when i feel like starting a new chapter of my life which occurs every now and then, i always start by cleaning my room. in this case, i want to be able to feel comfortable and organized in order to be productive. by cleaning i reduce my list of mental chores that cause me to be distracted. this morning i cleaned my sheets, set up new one's, cle...

personality traits i don't like about myself

i am clingy, i don't enjoy being alone or at least i havent learned to do so yet. i want to feel secured so i ask a lot of questions on the what where and how's. i am a failed comic in my eyes, i love laughing but overshare too much when i feel comfortable or when there's a silence. i ask a lot of questions to engage conversation , sometimes its...

sometimes it goes wrong again

what could I possibly say about the last diary entry on this page? it has been three years... the aspect of time really changes my perspective on my evolution. eventhough it feels like im still stuck in the same sand. i have been avoiding writing,music,movies and anything i used to enjoy in order to block out some parts of my thoughts. i feel l...

sad … now holding the pillow sad now my tears roll down my face sad no one is holding me sad to not know I'm enough sad is he even coming home sad am I going to find myself once again alone sad …...

4:08 AM Torshavn Faroe Islands

Some Random thoughts I am reading research methodology and learning about these academic terms. I am calm and relax,thinking about my past, and about my journey. in last few years i changed a lot.Now i don't care about many things

IT HURTS

So, I just watched a movie that made me feel so bad!! My tears won't stop falling and it's like breaking my heart into pieces! It made me remember all the buried memories and pain! It also made me remember the happy moments, and that made it even more painful!!! But I don't regret watching it, it's a slap in the face kind of movie, but it is ind...

А меня смерть поджидает/ За воротами твоего рая/ Там, где обрывается наша нить - страданья/ И я - выброшенный на берег дельфин/ Плавниками песок загребаю/ И высыхаю/ Без тебя. Без воды/ Повтори ещё раз моё имя/ Когда я порог преступаю/ Когда я нахожусь за гранью/ За стеной из бетона и ила/ Что нас разделяет/ Твои руки полны воды - / ...

Jaw tremor

do you need it to stop?

Friends

True friends speak painful truth about faults & mistakes through loving words to a person that they cannot bear to see a stain upon

आईना

हमने तो सिर्फ आईना दिखाया किसी को धूल नजर आई तो किसीने खुदको बिखरा हुआ पाया.

लफ़्ज़ों से दोस्ती

सीख रहा हूं लफ़्ज़ों से दोस्ती करना. दिल के ज़ख्मों को होंटों से छुपाये रखना. छुपा रखे हैं आंखों में सैलाब कई. बहोत मुश्किल है नमी को छुपाये रखना.

Neutral

We are living in a time when *Either U R with us or U R against us* People have *Forgotten a word Neutral* If you have an opinion which is not to someone's liking then U R asked *To Shut up* Transition from *GOD WORSHIP TO PERSONALITY WORSHIP*

Allah

लगता है किसी दोस्त की दुआ काम आ गई. After the accident on Pune Expressway today I realised that Allah is nearer to me than I am to myself; my existence depends on the nearness and the presence of Allah. I just took the name of Allah and Miraculously the wheel got entangled in wire and the car came to stand still. The car is damaged but we all a...

Learning to Control my Temper.

I think I have been trying my best to control my temper my whole life, it's probably the most difficult thing for me to do. I don't even know where my anger issues came from, but I do know that both my parents are not the patient type as well. So I guess it's the genes? Hmm.. I'm just lucky I have those understanding people around me. I really t...

LAS VEGAS 2018

"Your song" - sountrack

दिल

खत्म कर लेते है तुम्हारी कमी, लिख कर नाम तुम्हारा अपने दिल में. ..... खत भी वोह हम पढ़ लेते है, जो फाड़ देती हो लिख कर अपने दिल मे.

Thiago Almeida dos Santos

Hey estou com sua conta escrevendo um diario, a senha e a mesma.

-Hablamos mucho de Jesús, por que no estamos reflejando a Jesús

Change

This could be the kind of blog that inspires people, a blog about a girl who choses to lose weight for her, not for anyone else. But no. I chose to run and sweat like a pig for that one person. That one person that decided to share a little of his time with me, that one person who in less than half an hour turned my world upside down... So, now ...

Not a back-up plan

So like I already said, I have a really complicated relationship with my best friend Finn. We like each other a lot and I'm very into him, something he knows. We hold hands when no one sees us, we hug, we talk and we already have kissed for a game we played. So we flirt a lot. There is just one problem: he treats me like his back-up plan. There ...

Broken hearts and wild childs

If someone asks me how I feel, I probably will say everything is fine, but honestly, I've never been so broken in my life. Yesterday was the worst night in 2013, and I've had a lot of those nights. Finn told me he thinks it's better to stop our benefits. No hands holding, no sweet words, nothing... He said I deserve someone who wants me and only...

Alice in Wonderland

I don't get it why Alice left Wonderland. Wonderland seems amazing. No parents, a talking cat, mushrooms and cakes which make you grow and shrink. Seems all pretty great. When she left Wonderland, nobody believed Alice. Why would you leave the people who are nice to you, to go back to the mean people in reality? If I was Alice I'd never go back.

"Kisses from France"

I hate Sociology. I didn't always hate it, but I do now. It just says “if your parents are appropriately rich, you've got nothing to do in order to succeed, and nothing to complain about”. The truth is, my parents are appropriately rich. They don't make me do anything, don't care if I marry someone poorer, like we see in these lame movies, don...

I am now talking on a site with people who have a broken heart.. It helps too, you know? To hear other stories, that are way more difficult to handle..

This is life

Sometimes, you just have to say to yourself "This is life", get up and move on, walk on the broken pieces, once your heart or soul, moving on because you have to. You may not want to, you may not be able to, but at least you're standing, walking... there is no time to heal your wounds, nobody cares about the blood you're shedding, because they d...

I don't want to studyyy