Para que lo pienses

Sólo por hoy hagamos de cuenta que nos queremos. Por un rato finjamos que somos aquello que no somos y que no vamos a ser mañana. Ni nunca. Corazones rotos buscando soldarse con el fuego de un soplete provisorio o corazones absolutamente solitarios y descomprometidos envueltos en llamas heladas y cuerpos sudorosos. Entradas y salidas constantes....

Tóxico

Quise eliminar lo tóxico de mi vida. Aunque me dolió, te tuve que borrar a vos. Te volviste dañino para mí y a la vez indispensable para poder seguir, o al menos eso me hice creer para poder seguir justificando tus errores. Sos bueno y malo a la vez, pero una vez leí que si un hombre te hace bien y mal al mismo tiempo, es porque definitivamente...

Una herida profunda

Durante mucho tiempo estuvimos unidos por un dolor y un sentimiento. El sentimiento se puso viejo y dejó de ser lo que era. Ese sentimiento se hacía llamar "amor" y ese dolor se hacía llamar "necesidad". Teníamos un amor que todo el tiempo decías que lo sentías en cada parte de tu ser, un amor que no cualquiera encontraría como lo hiciste vos, ...

Carta de una casi suicida

Las voces no paran. No dejo de pensar que estoy muy sola. No sé si confiar en mis amigas o en mi familia, ellos realmente no me entenderían. En realidad, nadie en este mundo me entendería. Trato de escribir las últimas ganas de vivir que me quedan... No quiero morir pero tampoco seguir viviendo así. No voy a cometer los errores que hacen todas d...

Morir un lunes

"Sí, pero quién nos curará del fuego sordo, del fuego sin color que corre al anochecer por la rue de Huchette, saliendo de los portales carcomidos, de los parvos zaguanes, del fuego sin imagen que lame las piedras y acecha en los vanos de las puertas, cómo haremos para lavarnos de su quemadura dulce que prosigue, que se aposenta para durar aliad...

"COME BACK TO US, PLEASE"

Come... Come back... Come back to us... Come back to use, please... Every line’s a trigger for the memories when you’ve suffered angry voices loss of choices violence in the air smell of blood everywhere Monsters looking human yet they loved causing torment (and damn, they still do!) You were forced to flee leaving your home country... Come.....

"THE LANGUAGE OF SILENCE"

HER: We speak the same language. We talk everyday. Yet we still don’t get each other. Most of the time, it’s you who talk, talk, talk and want me to listen and understand. No arguments. When it’s my turn to say something, you always have reasons not to listen. You say I’m too demanding. You say I’m not like I used to be. The truth is, you’ve bee...

Fuck!

And yet again, I am having this moment of pondering about my life. I feel like a mess! I'm so fucked up! This life is too damn worthless for me! I have a job which is suppose to be a noble one, but who cares?! People don't even bother seeing the importance of it. Even my own fucking parent don't even care. Like, what the hell is that kind of job...

I always do

I am feeling emotionally dejected. However, I cannot ever truly feel like this emotion deserves anything other than a few hours at best. What’s it mean to be dejected over love? Maybe it’s normal. Probably. I wonder when it will stop feeling trivial, if ever. The idea of a dating app brings me to the worst version of myself, and I don’t want to ...

I dont want to mess this up. I cannot lose you

3:00 am Straw-ber-rita's and homework is my definition of finals weeks 2018

Romatically

Wooo. I just wanted to take a minute to write something down. I should write more often. I would really love to figure out why I act the way I do romantically. If I could really pin down why I do what I do, maybe I could get a better grasp on my own emotional feelings that inevitably happen. My hope is that I can only get better at it, as is tr...

"TRANSFORM"

Are you ready to be what you’ve always wanted like dreams inside your head instead of nightmares causing dread? Are you ready to get up and walk instead of inching a crawl to run faster to fly higher to go after what’s better? Are you ready to come out of your darkness to stop feeling restless to take risks as bravely as all warriors? Are you...

खुद को हारना चाहता हूँ

एक यही सोच रोकती रही दोस्तों से लडने से के कही जीत गया तो सब कुछ हार ना ज़ाऊँ. बहोत कोशिशे की इस रिश्ते को संभालने की बस अब खुद को हारना चाहता हूँ अपने आप से लढ कर.

Let Go

It's almost been 4 months now, since I decided to just leave it all behind. No single word was given. I tried to just not give a fuck anymore, "again", and luckily...I guess I managed it now. It was so hard for me before but I thought to myself, I don't care anymore. I already accepted that I'm the bad one here and that set me free. I may be evi...

ALMOST 2 YEARS LATER. HELLO HELLO HELLO!

Oh how life moves on and times change but one thing will always stay the same.... bad habit are hard to break. And over the years ,while my habits have changed one thing has always be certain you and are are estranged and no matter how i try to cope and deal that will never change.

"HUNGER"

You travel wherever you like, leaving your trails of mess behind I bet you have more than a bite enough to clear your mind Someone’s rights you still hold You know how much you still owe However, you pretend you’re already somewhere better while your abuse of power has left many struggling with hunger... R.

"HUNGER"

You travel wherever you like, leaving your trails of mess behind I bet you have more than a bite enough to clear your mind Someone’s rights you still hold You know how much you still owe However, you pretend you’re already somewhere better while your abuse of power has left many struggling with hunger... R.

"THE SOCIAL STATISTICS SLAVES: About Perception, Generalisation, and Stigmatisation"

Statistics exist because of researches. They’re conducted by humans. They’re done to identify problems, find solutions, and discover scientific and social-based facts or findings. For example: in Indonesia, more male students are in the engineering faculty while the female students are mostly in the linguistics faculty. Most women spend more tim...

"STUPID OR PARANOID?"

Dear Society, I hate how you make girls like me feel stupid for believing so easily everytime some guy shows an interest in me Get a grip It doesn’t matter anyway I can still lose with what I choose If I accept him and he hurts me, you’ll call me stupid You’re being a pain when you tell me to use my brain (Well, I do!) Then you’re being conde...

"OVER MY SHOULDER"

Want to know what safety is? It’s not how I should be locked indoors like some jewelry piece I’m not and that’s a boring analogy I’m human Treat me like one Safety is when I fear no more wherever I am no need to look over my shoulder, being left alone wherever I stand It’s respect for my personal space instead of causing me to suffocate Don’t...

Be still and breathe

"THE PLOT PIECES CALLED 'LIFE' "

When I was a kid, TV shows and books were my greatest addictions. (Well, besides chocolate and rock music.) I’d enjoyed all the plots, which have inspired me to start writing my own stories. Unfortunately, back then I didn’t think that my life was that interesting. I was just a kid, after all. Still, that has stopped me from writing. Look, you c...

"THE HIRED DIGITAL WARRIORS"

Create your own stories for the sake of your guts and glory fiction or real depending how you feel Social media a perfect digital platform to your eyes an online playground where cyberbullies bring you down Check out the players and thickening plots fuelled by raging fire If you need more, get the desperate for hire as long as they’re ready to...

"THE UNBELIEVABLES"

People are amazing. Sometimes they can be so unbearable. How? Like I’ve mentioned earlier: their quick change of hearts. They can be one thing now and another the next, quite rapidly. It doesn’t matter if they claim to be consistent. This is also why we need to be careful when it comes to passing judgment. Never say never. Don’t you dare claim t...

"I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE"

I know what you did I know what you did to her You’ve broken her to bits but she’s a survivor You took what she’ll never get back an innocent life lost along the way I’d nearly had a heart attack when she recalled those awful days She said you were actually lonely an overgrown, scared little boy from an unhappy family but that was no excuse to...

"THE TWISTS AND TURNS"

Sometimes it’s safer to claim that not all your writing stuff are good. It’s even better that you don’t claim yourself an expert at anything. Perhaps I’ve already written something like this before, sometime in the not-too-distant past. Oh, well. It won’t hurt to write this again as a friendly reminder. Some friends have openly complained about ...

"THAT STRANGE SATURDAY NIGHT WITH THE CHARMING WARLOCK"

The Ex-Guardian of The Isolated Castle had never expected to see him again. Alas, there he was that Saturday night. It was a strange night of that weekend, indeed. The Ex-Guardian’s original plan was to enjoy poetry. Then walked in The Charming Warlock. He wasn’t alone, though. Another woman was with him. Great, The Ex-Guardian groaned silently....

Ella

Dime, ¿por que eres tan bella pero tan fria? tan compresiva pero tan distante, tan dulce y tan despiadada, tan esperanzadora pero tan fragil,tan dificil de alcanzar, tan efimera... Cuando creo poseerte desapareces abandonandome en un mar de lagrimas.Y no soy el unico, todos quieren poseerte pero nadie lo ha conseguido jamas.. Siempre te vas sin...

La nada.

Estar tan ciega y tener miedo a perderlo todo cuando no tienes nada.

I never felt like this before

Falling in love. It's called "falling"... I guess that's what it is, just wondering around with someone you like until you suddenly fall. You look around for someone to tell you what happened, but you can only hear a voice inside your head saying "I told you this was going to happen...". You actually think you've fallen in love before... but yo...

Quiero ser guapa,inteligente y trabajador. Quiero llegar muy lejos por mis esfuerzos quiero llegar a ser lo que más quiero luchando por ello!! Quiero sacar partido a las armas que poseo! asi que tengo que dejar de ser baga por que la juventud se acaba y no quiero ser una fracasada que por baga no pudo conseguir nada y es pobre! seré rica, porqu...

es como si todo siguiera igual, las mismas sonrisas, las mismas bromas...todo

Primer beso

Estaba completamente oscuro. Su brazo estaba sobre mis hombros y me tenía totalmente abrazada, mientras que la película del Hobbit empezaba. Sinceramente no le entendí en lo más mínimo. Sus labios rozaban mi cabello, y estiré mis labios hasta alcanzar su mejilla. Él fue más listo, y alcanzó mis labios. Fue de esas veces que no comprendes a la ...