The New Beginning

Hello my name is (well not my REAL actual name) is Neko-Chan, I'm new to this website and I'm hoping to have a great time!! Anyways today is one of "those" lazy days, hell even my best friend who is always active is in a lazy tired mood, lol you're probably saying what's her name? Bunny-Chan..Yes me and my awesome best friend nickname ourselv...

I'm on top of the world, eh...

I'm always gonna support and what's best for others. Who doesn't want their loved ones to be happy and well? I hope the same for anyone and everyone, and that they're happy too and is cared about from the distance.

This Kid

So my little sister got a new boyfriend and he was kinda my best friend from when i was in high school but i left early because of some issues and now shes coming home talking about him all the time and telling me how much she "LOVES" him its only been a few months to be specific 2 so theres not much for them to know about each other its not li...

Somewhere in Time

Silently listening to the melody in my ears; each note depicts the longing no one hears... the untold story of a love in silent phase; no one knows that my heart is in displaced... Gone were the days when I held you in my arms; kept are the memories that keep me warm... Weeks turn to months, months turn to years; all the days have gone by the ho...

Her eyes shimmered as she glanced across the rippling water. Soft, within the dreams that drifted across her sleeping mind as she wandered. Far, far away. A small silver winged bird settled on a branch of dark red berries and let out a soft high note, the sound weaved carefully through the crevices of her mind until it reached the small area whe...

Trust

The mutual bond that pulls two personalities together to make a friendship. An acknowledgement of companionship and a belief in the strength in the other person to hold you up through hard times.

Not a great dream

On Wednesday I had a dream and Brady was in it. We were in a building together near a club. I remembered I had to run off somewhere. When I came back, there were a bunch of people and there were a drunk lady who got run over by a truck. My parent took me home. I ask my brother where was Brady at. He says that he went home early. The moral of my ...

I still believe it's you. Not on our timing, but God's timing. q:]

“Our tongues can’t compete with the rapid thinking of our brains, our words come out slow and slurred. The pen is our haven. There is a lot of fear buried into that little pen. It holds all of our agony, our torment, our blood and our heaven.” ― Coco J. Ginger

A disco ball (shattered mirror) shines more than a mirror. -Mint Tea Leaf

Kati decided to spread rumors about me, only because I did something I do every day... tease (in a friendly way) Ty. I was holding the door closed so he couldn't come in, and he manages to yank it open and slip between the door, wall and my hand on the door knob. I have a hand on the door frame and of course one on the knob and both my hands are...

Dating...

Frustration, headaches, discouragement...these are all just some symptoms of dating. I've been in relationships for most of my adult life, so just the idea of meeting new guys and having to start over with every new person tends to be exhausting. Perfect example...a couple of months ago I actually ventured out to one of the dreaded online d...

"Remember how far you've come, not just how far you have to go. You are not where you want to be, but neither are you where you used to be." Have faith & take one step at a time.

As a moon lit beam falls to grasp the night astray, i know that this precious moment is the right to stay. As the dawn light burns to a day, our time trickles further and further away. Oh, how i love our love. our deep, true love, forever for all to see. Some with fury, some with none, forever it should be. But oh if only you believed i was for ...

COLORS BOTHER ME BECAUSE THERES NO WAY TO DESCRIBE THEM AND I THINKL IFE WOULD BE FINE WITHOUT THEM. BUT THEN I REMEMBER I WOULDNT BE ABLE TO SEE THE GLOW IN YOUR EYES OR THE SPARKLE IN YOUR SMILE AND THEN I REMEMBER I CANT DESCRIBE MY FEELINGS FOR YOU, EITHER. BUT THAT DOESNT BOTHER ME AS MUCH. SO MAYBE, JUST MAYBE, WE DO NEED COLORS, AFTER ALL...

God, I really miss you. I miss talking silly with you and randomly admiring you. I miss worshipping you. Adoring you. Showing you I love you. Im sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. I do love you. I'm tired of talking about boys and school and drama. i want to talk about how amazing MY GOD IS AND HOW GRATEFUL I AM TO LIVE IN...

What would I do without Jesus? Nothing. What would I be without Jesus? Nothing. g

I don't like having crushes. As a matter of fact, I hate having crushes. They take my strength and force me to replace it with vulnerability. They take my care on friends or school and force me to place it on whether or not I get a text back. Whether or not I'm noticed by him. And in the end, the very end, they take my heart and rip it from my c...

I love JESUS! g

My mind is haunted with self diminishing thoughts.

I want love.

I sit in tunnels. Talking to myself. The echo makes me feel As though I'm not so alone.

But my dear, the whole world is sad.

If your going to be with me, your going to have to deal with my crazy facial expressions and my gnarly laughs. My hormonal rants and my strange nighttime moods. My morning look and obsession for shoes. My girl drama. And most of all, your going to have to stoop down with me when I'm at my most humane and keep up when me when I'm at my most divin...

It's gotten to the point where I can't cry anymore. I can only bring myself to tingly nostrils, the lump in my throat, and foggy vision. But the tears never fall. The sob never sounds. The tingle goes away. But the pain still remains. It always remains.

Behind her pale smile, Is an everlasting frown. And resting underneath her white skin, Is blood Dying to come out. Pouring out of her eyes, Are rain drops of emotion. One is sad. One, is furious. She says to herself "you've messed with the wrong girl." For the truth is, you have. This girl is mighty. She is overpowering and full of beauty...

Grab my hand, And come with me; Into the night, Through the forest. I am not Who you thought of me I am not Who you want me to be Come closer. Look into my eyes. Don't tell me That is beauty. Ah hah! Don't lie! You fooling bastard I refuse to believe your tricks. All these years I've despised my face. All these years I've tried to hide...

I don't know you. But you're amazing. Not amazing like me. But amazing like you.