Some say trust is earned and some give the trust until it's broken. Well, I have broken the trust that was earned. And now honestly Idk if it heal over time for me to try and rekindle what we had. However it's worth the try and hopefully me being persistent will pay off and it will show that I am as real as they come.

The heart that you said beat for me, was a lie.

It's not that I hate my life, I just fucking hate the direction it's going in.

A secret

If you asked, I would say yes.

Choose friends wisely.Do not be so quick to call someone a friend.

Lost

i can't really sit there and tell you who i am. even if i did i wouldn't be able to. as much as i try to find out who i am i can't. i feel as if am not loved am not real. to me there is no point in life. why? why, do we like to live. there is no one here who loves you no one. and there is so much hate that one can't handle.

dreams

Sleeping is the best part in life. Better yet dreaming is. there are million of dreams ones that you can't understand and ones you try so hard to remember but can't. Have you ever sat there and asked your self what your dream was three days ago, if you have you would know the answer is, you can't remember anything. i always wanted to redo a drea...

Who am I?

Who am I? I didn't know how hard of a question this was until I was assigned to write about it. That's when I realized that I have no clue who I am. I'm lost between who I want to be and who everyone else wants me to be. I don't think I'm that special. I don't have a magnificent story about where I came from or what I'm proud of being. Yea I'm a...

For a peaceful afternoon <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fo1FI5E6HuM Honestly speaking I want this played at my funeral .-.

Hello World

I am new here for selling something fahsion. so help me in http://www.jewelhall.com

It Gets Worse Before It Get's Better

So, Nana is in the hospital because she had a stroke and I am beyond tired, and hungry and exhausted. Watching her wasting away kills me inside. And then people feel that they deserve a right to gripe at me because I am being a bitch? I have spent a total of over 24 hours with her in the allotted three days since her stroke. Trying so hard to he...

-sighs- we were meant to go out today

But cause mum was pretty reluctant, he didn't bother and cancelled. So when I come back from Vietnam we'll go out again. God I can't help but worry that he's just going to get over me or something :(

Sweet addiction

Oh sweet addiction, take this pain and everything I feel. Even for just a bit, it’s such a wonderful bliss coming from my lips.

Alone but surrounded

Have you ever been in a room full of people but still felt alone? This move has taken a toll on me and my emotions. I miss "Mine" SOOOOOO much. He is getting busier and busier by the day. He only has time for me at night. Maybe its because i'm use to having him on call 24/7 but sadly enough i miss that. I don't want to seem too needy and smother...

+ E N E R G Y

I am grateful for this abundant world we are living in.

Right In Front Of You

After all you put me threw you still expect me to still want you? And to take you back? You don't see what your doing, do you? Gosh...Open your eyes! Its seriously right in front of you.

xo

So far this trip has been everything. Cole got what he wanted. My hair has definitely been up in a bun. I have ate well. I've gotten great rest. I even cried for an entire hour and a half watching The Best Man Holiday laid up in his arms. He's got the sweetest love. Two days left until we both come back to the states. I think we are going to go ...

The only thing Adam Levine has ever done that I have enjoyed is die in the last season of American Horror Story.

Dear Diary

Ah, it's vac. And I thought it was going to be difficult being away from my bhabha but it's been okay. I got to see him pretty often. But now he's gone :( I don't miss him as such but I just wish he wouldn't be so quiet. It's frustrating. I cannot wait for him to get back. It sucks that we won't be together going into the new year.

It's just too damn cold...

Will You?

Are you exactly like everyone at your High School? Losing your virginity freshman year, dating unreasonable assholes and disrespecting staff at your school are you a jerk like that? If you are get a life, I felt like this needed to be told.

L-O-V-E

YOU AND ME

Baldini

Today I woke up to breakfast cooked by my wife. I went down to the shop to talk to my assistant. After that I went up to my office to work on copying some perfumes. So far no luck matching the smells. Hopefully tomorrow brings better luck.

BIRTHDAY IN A MONTH!!!!

THISS YEAR MY BIRTHDAYYY IS GONNA BE A PROPER BASH, LAST YEAR I WAS JUST SITTING AROUND IN JEANS AND A HOODY - TIRED, THE YEAR BEFORE WE HAD GANGSTER THEME AND THE YEAR BEFORE THAT WAS HAWAII THEME AND THE YEAR BEFORE THAT WAS FASHION THEMED... BUT THIS YEAR THE THEME IS BOLLYWOOD!!!!!!!! HERE'S SOME PICS OF MY OUTFIT, THEME, HAIR AND ACCESSORIZE

Dear First Love,

As much as i wanna forget about you i cant, I miss "us" more than anything. I wish you could see how i felt. I want to forget about everything but i'm not sure if i can...