Furthest I've gone...

The closest I've ever gotten to a kiss is a 5 minute hug with a guy i had a crush on. it was really sweet and he said "that was nice" and i blushed. Im actually not that close to him which is why we could never really have a relationship. I also realised that he is kind of a dick. Only likes girls who are really hot and he thinks i'm a stoner be...

My generation

You might think it's quite odd being quite concerned about my love life at such a young age. I think I'm mostly influenced to get kissed because so many people my age are already dating and have gone a lot further (Which i'm not planning to) but I feel like theres a lot of pressure to live up to these expectations. I actually hate my generation,...

About me

i'm not going to tell you much about myself because I want to keep this diary mostly anonymous but here are a few facts: My name is Sophie and I'm 14 years old. I've never been kissed before, unlike most people my age.

Hello there my lovelies!

Hello there my lovelies! here's a little introduction to my public diary. My main purpose is to share stories about my love life and to gather together all the girls out there who have never been kissed and to share stories.

Comparisons.

It's so difficult for me to stay away from negative comparisons. Comparisons aren't always harmful to oneself, but it really depends on the person. Many people, when comparing and contrasting themself to a different individual, better themself and only improve. We see this a lot in sports. Yet, I don't seem to do that. When this act of comparing...

(October 3rd 2009) Giving up but looking back

So I gave up on chasing after Matt. Although he has been my crush since the first day iv'e met him. I remember the first day like it was yesterday. Okay that sentence sounded pretty cheesy:/ Oh well. Well it was in the 6th grade and I had to transfer one of my classes due to lack of spaces available for me to be in the class. That screwed up my ...

(September 27th 2009) For Reals???

Today i'm just so MAD! Alyssa just thinks that she can dump Mathew like that and try to be my friend again. She hurt me by doing that to me and I told her that I couldn't be friends with her because of what she had done to me. I also bad for Mathew. He didn't deserve what she had done to him. She had absolutely no reason to be a b***h to him or ...

Thinking

So I thought that after they broke up it would be different. That he would go back to being the guy I used to know and like. HAA I was so wrong. He became a player and in the past three weeks he's switched at least 4 girls. He's hurt me so many times and I cant seem to get over him..I don't know if I still think he will change but at this point ...

Stuck

Have you ever just been stuck? Theres always that one guy that you should probably go for so you know your heart wont be broken at the end but no matter how hard you try you just cant seem to like him? And the guy who's broken your heart so many time you just cant seem to get over? I realized I KNOW that Ill be heartbroken but I end up still goi...

Essay 2, my final dream - detectives retire early

Running Header: PRACTICAL RISK ASSESSMENT TECHNIQUES 1 Practical Risk Assessment Techniques Monica Sandoval Kaplan University EM530-01 Dr. Bryan Taylor April 9, 2014 Practical Risk Assessment Techniques 2 In toda...

Vlogging

Do you guys like that? Cause I enjoy watching and making them but like I don't think there's a youtube channel that started with vlogging or only does vlogging O.o -cries- If diary.com allows videos in the future, I may result to that though. But for now, photo and text updates :)

the harsh truth

Ever get when you just think about one person for days on end, your thinking about what there doing & your future, and maybe your not an item and just friends? Well boys and girls should not be friends, one always ends up falling in love with the other and its going to hurt..

April april april

Time to digress and stay focused yet things get at me that I can explain. best way to put it down when the thoughts start flowing and you get kind of stuck writing/typing is sometimes the best thing, need to calm down and play things right because the way I'm thinking won't let me sleep at night, so this April as soon as you've came please pleas...

eggs

dear diary i hate my mum she keeps telling me off and YEA I ATE SOME FREAKING MINI EGGS IS THAT SUCH A PROBLEM i didnt do anything else

Creation - Day 7

Dear Diary, Too tired to finish earth project!!!!!! They're on their own now. Hope they don't kill each other. (Will check back periodically to see if they fall for "Forbidden" fruit prank. By me!! This'll have my son and HG in stitches!) Love and lols, God

Creation - Day 6

Dear Diary, Day number 6 since starting diary. Been a long journey! Crowning achievement so far is making Honey Badger! WOW, that thing is indestructible. Wouldn't mess with it myself! Also made clever bipedal ape guy. He got horny so made him a female. He got pissed about using one of his ribs. To be fair, could've just materialised what I ...

Creation - Day 3

Dear Diary, Made the perfect beach and had a blast on it (literally) as I got heavy sunburn! Now people will think I'm non-white !!!!!! :( I'll recover for most of today. Tomorrow I’ll sort out the Seasons. I'm knackered and angry. Feel like taking it out on women. Made plants to give morally conscious people something to eat later. With ...

Creation - Day 5

Dear Diary, Made sea creatures today. Gave dolphins a permanent smile even when they're sad (who would know now? lmao). Made some of them mammals just to fool everyone later (trolololol)!! Made birds. One plopped on head. Will unmake them later. Totes upset, G

Creation - Day 4

Dear Diary, Did the Time-Is-Different-For-Myself thing and experienced one year in a day! The four seasons were nice! Hate summer sunburn though. And winter frostbite. Spring hay fever was gay (mean this in the properly used derogatory sense) and autumn was unpredictable in terms of garbs to wear. Actually might be regretting making this who...

Creation - Day 2

Dear Diary, Went down to earth, but place was super foggy! Will fill with headless horsemen later! For now, brought water vapour together to form oceans and rivers (sidenote: where did the vapour come from in the first place? no idea lol) Went for a swim and cooled off a lot! Really forgot the anger issues for a day, you know! Didn't have a ...

Creation - Day 1

Dear Diary, Woke up in complete darkness this morning, stumbled about and stubbed my toe. Got annoyed and invented Light. Saw the chaotic state of the universe, so decided to group stars and planets according to worship potential. Made earth. Place has a lot of potential! Will fill it with cool stuff tomorrow! Regards, The Big G

Change.

I think it is time for change in my life. It time for me to be happy with myself and feel good about myself. I want be the girl who is not embarrassed to be out in public or the girl who rather stay home cause she does not feel pretty in what she is wearing. I want be confident and loving to myself. It is going to be a long journey but I am goin...

today is my friend davids birthday i hope he has a great birthday day and yesterday was my nigga ronald donalds birthday yerp!!!!! thats the stuff but on a completely different note i like xavier oliver. soo cut!!!!!

would anyone actually miss me if i went and never came back i dont think so

dear diary there is someone out there for everyone apparently but i will never find him i am just someone that will always be alone everyone is happy in but me but im to much of a cowerd to end this horrible life

i really miss my dad i just feel like he was the only one that cud really cheer me up and now he is gone :-(

Umntu ondim uyalunywa :( And no, I'm not hungry!

Who Am I..?

I know I have been diagnosed with server depression and anxiety. I know I have self harm issues and I have tried to kill myself. Knowing I have a very low self esteem and the fact I can never believe any compliments given due to the years of childhood bullying as well as verbal and physically abuse from my mother. I don't care for attention nor ...

Depression; Truth or Stereotype?

Many people explain depression as just a mental illness of constantly being upset and emotional. Is that really the truth or just a stereotype? I don't know if you will agree with me but in my opinion depression is different to everyone, it isn't just a mental illness. It is a period of someones life. A battle of life or death, it can either ...

Past 2-3 days

Just a quick overview since I haven't been updating. I can't really remember anymore -slap- but like we went korean bbq and had a "study" sesh and lol idk anymore. But I'll be posting photos up tomorrow :) see you then.

I don't know you. But you're amazing. Not amazing like me. But amazing like you.

why me?

Im so confused...hes not the guy you think he is hes different...he cares but in his own way and idk how to explain it but he does...and I wish he would drop everything and come to me...its my fault and now i have to pay the price i gave up the perfect guy and he went to a girl that doesnt even CARE about the cute things he does for her and im s...

Hurt

This is my first note in my public diary. When you first see me, I would appear to be a happy, healthy, and fun-loving girl. I am very much into beauty, and love shopping and all that @!#$. I get comments all the time that, "Oh I wish I was happy like you!" or, "Oh, but you wouldn't understand, you are so innocent." These comments would not anno...

Fuck It All

thats all i have to say. Fuck it.

New to this site.

I don't even know why I got this account. I am exploring new ways to express myself, I guess?

Everyone starts somewhere. It's where you go from there that matters.

Just push through it

Maybe I shouldn't give up. I can do this. I can live, I can be happy. I don't need to let other people influence my life. I'm going to be happy. I can do it. I just need to push threw through these next couple of months then when I see my grammy I can tell her everything that I'm feeling and hopefully she'll let me live with her.

I think i might cut again

Dear diary, since i have found out that my stepdad and my mom might date again i think i might cut again its just I cant believe she chose him over my trust!! idk if ii can ever trust her or him EVER again. i feel like since she obviously dosent care and shes the person that gave birth 2 me that maybe my life isnt worth living. At least for now ...