Today Dec 10, 2013

Its been 1 month and 2 days i haven't see you. Jon it made me really sad today.. Ive been trying to hold my heads up high and trying to stand tall and straight and act like nothings wrong.. when i just lost the guy i truly love. I know you might not ever feel the pain i feel. but constantly lying about ur happiness is worse then every cut i put ...

Just Once More...

Once more... Not again, should I? Should I start that Once more? Cutting deeper, Slicing more... I though it was over, Will anyone notice? No, not again, I can't. The pain, They see, They laugh and judge. Why? Why does it have to be this way?

Stuck in the middle

Yesterday, I decided I wanted to create a blog. I have just started the series Awkward where the main character runs a blog about her life and I thought I might give it a go, even if no one reads it! It's just going to be something for me to do in my spare time and so I can post everything that goes on in my crazy life! This is titled 'stuck in ...

At 3:30 AM..

It's at this 3:30 time, that all the feelings in your heart pour out. He finally told me "I love you" once more, and I felt my world brighten. I've missed him.. He can feel himself getting better and I will finally have him back

Stay

How come nothing good in life ever stays? I feel like everyone is leaving me and I don't know why. All of my old friends have moved on and I guess they are "too cool" for me now. "Super rich kids with nothing but fake friends." That quote describes my entire life. My old friends think they are the shit because they skip class and hang out with g...

Boy problems. SHOCKER

Knowing a boy has complete control over a situation is absolute hell. He can drop you in two seconds. It's terrifying. A guy can know you so well and some can use that as an advantage. I think using the trust a girl has in you against her is the biggest dick move you can do. It happened to me once. It's one of the most hurtful things. ATTENTION ...

Untitled

I hate telling this story because I know I will eventually end up in tears even before I finish but...... here goes. Back in 2009, I fell in love. Hardcore. Madly, deeply, passionately, in love. His name is Alexander, 18 at the time, and I was 16 or 17. And I put him first in everything I did. I guess you can say that's where I went wrong. Any...

Everyone wants you to change without looking at themselves first.

Studying for my English exam and watching The Walking Dead. All I need now is Blue Bell's mint chocolate chip ice cream. Mmmhmm

HELP!!!

OMG!!!! im so freaking mad the most popular girl at school embarrsed in front of my crush !! she laughed while i cried im so scared for tomorrow

Well today was like yesterday.

The wife told me she had a lesbian dream.... I wouldn't mind watching my wife get it on with another woman. That would be pretty hot actually.

There's That Pain Again

That pain in my chest. It's back. He refuses to tell me what happened.. What went wrong between Friday night and Saturday night. Was it something I did... Something I said. Please tell me so I can fix my mistakes...

Happy

I'm not unhappy. I'm very happy. My family is great and rich but money isn't what makes me soo happy. I have a great boyfriend who love me and show it no matter who's around! I've been really moody but overall im happy. Have a good day dolls

Sleep.

it's not sleep that scares me. It's the hours of tossing and turning, Battling with my mind to stop thinking about everything that haunts it. It's the restlessness and the blood shot eyes,hiccuping sobs and uncontrollable sniffles. It's the uncomfortable and frustrating reality that shreds me into pieces every night before sleep can find it's ...

You may be going through a lot, and you feel like giving up. But before you give up, look in the mirror, what do you see? I see someone so brave and perfectly imperfect. Dont ever think that you arent good enough, or you arent worth it. You are beautiful no matter what people say! Someone out there will appreciate you for who you are

The Way (My Version)

I love the way you tell me that I’m beautiful, and the way you make me laugh like no one else. I love the way you move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me on my face. I love the way when you take me to the park and put your hands around my waist as we watch the sunset together and feel the ocean breeze. I love the way you'd sing ...

THE HOBBIT IS OUT!!!!!

THE HOBBIT IS OUT I CANT WAIT, GONNA GO CINEMA'S TOMORROW TO GO WATCH IT WITH MATES OR MAYBE SISTERS AND FAMM X

EXAMSSSSSS`

SOOO frustrating, i got a cold, soar throat and a cough and am proper sick but got my exams too. NIGHTMARE!!!!! usually i go with the flow, tension free and just try my best but chemistry is my enemy hate it and it hates me too - no matter how much i try it dont get into my brain grrrrrrr!!!! mum fed me garlic (ewwww) and made me have turmeric m...

Some say trust is earned and some give the trust until it's broken. Well, I have broken the trust that was earned. And now honestly Idk if it heal over time for me to try and rekindle what we had. However it's worth the try and hopefully me being persistent will pay off and it will show that I am as real as they come.

The heart that you said beat for me, was a lie.

It's not that I hate my life, I just fucking hate the direction it's going in.

Will You?

Are you exactly like everyone at your High School? Losing your virginity freshman year, dating unreasonable assholes and disrespecting staff at your school are you a jerk like that? If you are get a life, I felt like this needed to be told.

L-O-V-E

YOU AND ME

Baldini

Today I woke up to breakfast cooked by my wife. I went down to the shop to talk to my assistant. After that I went up to my office to work on copying some perfumes. So far no luck matching the smells. Hopefully tomorrow brings better luck.

BIRTHDAY IN A MONTH!!!!

THISS YEAR MY BIRTHDAYYY IS GONNA BE A PROPER BASH, LAST YEAR I WAS JUST SITTING AROUND IN JEANS AND A HOODY - TIRED, THE YEAR BEFORE WE HAD GANGSTER THEME AND THE YEAR BEFORE THAT WAS HAWAII THEME AND THE YEAR BEFORE THAT WAS FASHION THEMED... BUT THIS YEAR THE THEME IS BOLLYWOOD!!!!!!!! HERE'S SOME PICS OF MY OUTFIT, THEME, HAIR AND ACCESSORIZE

Dear First Love,

As much as i wanna forget about you i cant, I miss "us" more than anything. I wish you could see how i felt. I want to forget about everything but i'm not sure if i can...