financial advice as well as twitter buddies

Open a brokerage and Invest in vanguard vti/voo fund,,penny stocks when you buy vitesse semiconductor for 50cents and sell for$10, read "buffettology","reading financial statements for dummies, buy"stalwarts" and hold. sheknowit pinterest as well as website...tathiessen aka actress tiffani thiessen on pinterest....follow stilettsandskin,tashami...

fashion wishlist and travel bucketlist

labrancaro,peakblackness,chocolatehighhh on tumblr....armednyc,houseofsundy,mixedswim,mrforeverfly, shoproyaleast,shopmarkkit artnectar.com,moviemarket.com,stylist.com..papafragras beach in milos greece, blue caves in zakynthos greece....27 surreal places to visit before you...on buzzfeed...nastygal and asos and ashro are great sites...pool on t...

books wislist etc

books Their Eyes Were Watching God by Zora Neale Hurston The Mists of Avalon by Marion Zimmer Bradley The Time Quartet by Madeleine L’Engle (Wrinkle In Time, etc) A Taste of Power by Elaine Brown Song of Solomon by Toni Morrison The Awakening by Kate Chopin The Anne Shirley books by L.M. Montgomery Mufaro’s Beautiful Daughters by John Steptoe Hi...

favs

poeticchef1,omars_kitchen are great chefs.....thepoeticchef.com,poeticchef1@gmail.com, omarskitchenusa@gmail.com, omars-kitchen.com, camaraaunique is a great makeup artists,powerful-art.tumblr, vhs-80.tumblr.com, look up orysa,lifeoftheparty,bbs25 and in-my-closet,verabrabrasil,jacque-reid all on polyvore...brands****lipsy.co.uk has affordable d...

exercise...

i'm proud of myself that i am actually putting forth a real effort.

Vegas

meetup,grouper,class,girlfriendcircles,girlfriendsocial,socialjane,bookclub, (las vegas -ghostbar at thepalms,(rhumbar-spanish trampoline,pineapple chipotle margarita,scorpion bowl at mirage),lavo beer garden,voodoolounge,breathelasvegas,breathe the oxygen bar....Mermaid lounge,hyde bar,the peppermill,thebeautybar,fatburger open 24 hrs,stripburg...

6 pack abs..

Why is it so hard to achieve you? I have been trying to get you for the past 2 months and I only have the upper ab? That's not fair!

I got up at three am this morning. Well I woke up, I didn't mean to get up. One minutes I'm dreaming and then I started having more alert thoughts. After a bit it suddenly occurred to me that I'm awake. I tried to go back to sleep for a couple of hours but I gave up around five. It happens far to often.

Hungry!

Hungry for accomplishment. I need to keep going, I won't be like this forever. I better do good now! Everyone just stop bothering me.I'm happy being alone.

No time!

No time for social life these days. Engineering is keeping me busy all the time. I think it wants me to suffer a lot. Like get punched and kick 100 times before I get up and live a good life.

tuesday july 28 2014 1:40am

So apparently I like writing in my diary on tuesdays lol so ill try writing everyday on that day. Anyways, things are going pretty good. My back is kind of sore from work, I could really go for a massage right now. Special and I are taking the kids out to the beach on friday im so amped about that. Havent been to the beach in so long. We had a b...

Monday, July 21st;

So! I went on a first date for the first time in my life today. Yeah, I never had a "first date" with my last boyfriend of 4.5 years. haha crazy right? Whatever the point is, is that he was VERY sweet and paid for everything. He walked me to my car, and kissed my cheek when he said bye. I tried so hard to make conversation...he didn't really say...

So I two calls about jobs that are local to me. It's crazy to me that I'm looking for work anywhere but where I'm living yet all my job offers are coming from my immediate area. It's as if my resolve to move is being tested. I don't know if I should take a better job in Utah or keep looking untilled I find something in Tennessee. I don't curren...

I've discovered the worst possible feeling. It is the feeling induced by a lack of purpose; a lack of passion. I feel as though I'm in a battle against time, yet I don't know what it means to "live each day to the fullest." That's where I am right now. I'm lost, I need something new to excel at or else I drown in negative thoughts of hopelessnes...

Right now I wish I knew who you are more than ever. I want to meet you. I want to have memories with you, of you. I want to fall for you. I want to laugh with you. I want to know who you are. I don't want to wait but I don't know where to begin to find you. What if I already met you? I just want to know. The mystery of the future is killing me.

Whore Moans

I think I'm just lonely and horny a lot and I just miss attention I was thinking the other day about contacting Chris to chat and meet up for sex because i missed it with him and i know he wants it. He said me a drunk text saying 'I'd like to take advantage of your drunken state' well because that's fucking sexy isn't it! I just miss having tha...

Instagram! Poof! Just add water.... and there's your gram, and mine!

Dear cat, I understand that you are a natural huntsmen, but please stop leaving dead rabbits on my porch. Unlike your family, I do not feel the need to eat them.

Facebook reminds me why i disaprove of so many of my so called friends. I might delete myself from it.

Today Foolish by Superchunk is my favourite album. Even tho No Pocky For Kitty is a straight 10. I miss having to wait 4 weeks for my records (vinyl) to be shipped from america to scotland,theres a lot to be said for anticipation.I,ve never downloaded any music from the internet its the equivelant of cyber sex.

Bully.

If there was an easy way to fix major, debilitating personality flaws, I would do it in a heartbeat. Watching myself hurt everyone around me over and over without fail tears down my self-esteem. And I can't support myself on a feeble pillar of self esteem. I've been focusing too much on my flaky self-image instead of working on my presentation ...

follow me on instagram!

I'm revealing my identity. Lol follow me @mayra929 to see what I look like

I don't know you. But you're amazing. Not amazing like me. But amazing like you.

Hurt

This is my first note in my public diary. When you first see me, I would appear to be a happy, healthy, and fun-loving girl. I am very much into beauty, and love shopping and all that @!#$. I get comments all the time that, "Oh I wish I was happy like you!" or, "Oh, but you wouldn't understand, you are so innocent." These comments would not anno...

why me?

Im so confused...hes not the guy you think he is hes different...he cares but in his own way and idk how to explain it but he does...and I wish he would drop everything and come to me...its my fault and now i have to pay the price i gave up the perfect guy and he went to a girl that doesnt even CARE about the cute things he does for her and im s...

Cut

Why do I cut? I am not an old cutter; I would not quite say I am addicted; Last time I counted I had 25... I started in Dec- beginning of Jan. Only when I'm stressed I normally cut... Or when i'm lonely...which is always... I think I hate myself.

New to this site.

I don't even know why I got this account. I am exploring new ways to express myself, I guess?

Fuck It All

thats all i have to say. Fuck it.

Everyone starts somewhere. It's where you go from there that matters.