Dirty Little secret

Who and what i am in irrelevant, i don't matter but it's okay i just want to express my feelings without people knowing who i am, i don't want people to worry or to "judge" me my psychologist said this might help, to write everything i feel out, she said it might help so i am going to try.

Good... and bad

Well I got into that school. Wow, its so different than I imagined it. Sure, I'm having loads of fun- in moderation. I did Nanowrimo, which was great, but with the stress of school came breakdowns and eyes aching to cry (but I can't cry). Things seem to never go my way, and I get too stressed out too often. I really just want a day at home, one ...

Equality

There's something wrong with the way people understand equality. Well not really, but here's how I look at it: one man is rich, the other is poor, that's great. Why? Because if neither of the two are poor, then what else is there to a rich luxurious life? Maybe its best poverty doesn't end; for some of us, we learn to become compassionate human...

Dear No One,

And no im not talking about the Tori K song. I suppose im speaking to my own eyes here on this page. Which is relaxing to me. So self... What are you going to document now that the door is closed and the curtains down... Lets start with how i feel... Im happy. Im everything i guess. I never in a million years thought id be in the position i am i...

Sure bro

Go ahead and bite my head off. F*cking hell. At least I even came out! I said what the hell to the weather not you, you douche. Getting pissed off when you just get home. I don't need your shit!

Forsaken

In deserted places, we seek shelter in the outmost reaches of places, and the more we search, the more desperate we become. And we look up for direction, seeking for a sign or something. But all we see are clouds, no definite figure but that's when our minds play tricks on us and we begin to see things and shapes. And thats what stands, in this ...

This shit hits me hard sometimes...

I am defiantly a lot better than I used to be..but when my depression hits, it hits hard. It fucking sucks too. One of the worst parts about the whole thing is knowing that I'm going to live with it forever because of the damn chemical imbalance. Then you get that feeling that you want/need to talk to someone about something in the worst way..bu...

Most people

I just came back from school today and I had drama. Ms. E caught someone passing nots. It was my friend boyfriend and a girl. The girl was asking for answers for the test and if he was going to kiss my friend. I think my friend is going to dump him hard!

A Sparkly Christmas!

With the festive season upon us, most of us have started shopping for our Christmas party outfits. It's the one time of the year when you can really go all and out sparkly - more is more! If a glittery dress is a bit over the top for you, the. Why not add sparkle to your accessories, like on a belt, bag, or jewellery? Another popular way to ad...

When I look back on when we first met, I realize you had me at hello, you stole my heart, took off with it, and never gave it back. I love u!!<3

I love you more than anything and i hope i never lose you. You are the best thing that ever happened to me! I love you baby!

They think I'm an addict ._.

I understand i messed up, Drank too much and at the wrong times. It's true for a while I didn't give a fuck about anything and anyone. My world was crashing around me but as long as I had my friends,my alcohol, and my mary jane I was fine. My parents freaked. They didn't know what they do.. so they sent me to an impatient drug abuse program I ag...

Turning 15

This is going to be a great week. On sunday I turn 15, and on monday I get my permit...hopefully. A lot of people think New Years is where you start fresh, I agree, but I think turning a new age is starting over, you waited a whole year! A lot of things can happen in that year, Let me tell you I can not wait to start over. As far as I am concern...

Consumers, they don't really care if there are 9,000 data centers or two data centers as long as they have confidence that we're going to protect their data and they'll have access to it when they want to have access to it

Go After Her

"Go after her. Don’t sit there and wait for her to call, go after her because that’s what you should do if you love someone, don’t wait for them to give you a sign cause it might never come, don’t let people happen to you, don’t let me happen to you, or her, she’s not a television show or tornado. There are people I might have loved had they go...

MAKE YOUR OWN DIARY

I think making a diary is like having a yearbook and looking back at the memories. I like making lists about myself once a year and seeing what changed. If you have time maybe you should make a diary.

Chicken/sweet potato patties

1lbs of chicken and sweetpotato 2- Blend it on a food processor add 1-tbs of olive oil 3- Mix by hand and add chopped half onion, 1 Jalapeno, hand full of cilantro 4- "Choice of salt and pepper and crusted flax seed" 5- Bake in the oven at 350 for 15 mins

L-O-V-E

YOU AND ME

Baldini

Today I woke up to breakfast cooked by my wife. I went down to the shop to talk to my assistant. After that I went up to my office to work on copying some perfumes. So far no luck matching the smells. Hopefully tomorrow brings better luck.

Will You?

Are you exactly like everyone at your High School? Losing your virginity freshman year, dating unreasonable assholes and disrespecting staff at your school are you a jerk like that? If you are get a life, I felt like this needed to be told.

Introduction

Well lets start with a lilttlebit about me. I am 28 years of age and my name is Rudy. I work in video and recording arts. I have a baby boy, he is 2 and his name is Adam. He makes me really happy and helps get me through my life with one thing. Love. I also have a step daughter (Emily) which I have raised since she was 2 years old. Now shes 7 so...

Cheese Cookies!

I'm making cheese cookies today and it's going to be really fun... Yum!

Writing...

Horse Tails It was a dark and stormy night. The black stallion whinnied to his herd. The killer was coming! What could they do but run! They had to escape, but what could he do? They ran with the stallion in the lead. They heard a gunshot and one horse was gone! Dark woke up from his dream. The same one every night. Was it his destin...

Cookies Went Well

Yayy! The Cookies that i made turned out great! They look soooo good and I can't wait to eat one.

Within

We know the answer to the questions people ask for the most part or do we? I will always love my ex. She is a sweetheart and wild and that's my total opposite I feel completes me period. Dec 9th will be our official 3 months not being together. I knew the ans to her awesome question but the 2nd chance one is different. I have not moved on bc I k...

What Do I Look For In A Model?

I get asked a lot what do I look for in a model. Sure, I like girls that fit the model height/weight requirement but even more importantly I like girls who are body proportionate. You can be 5'2" and shoot with me. Height isn't everything. I like girls who look like their photographs. One of my biggest pet peeves is when a model chops off her...

Unkown Feelings

Last night was the most depressing day of my life. Not only Knowing my great grandma was birthday was yesterday and she wasn't here with her family to enjoy the day with us. I still couldn't understand why God choose her and why she had to go how she went. He helped her recover from cancer why would he take her from us yes leaving us to cry and ...