Don't Regret I said ..

I have always said don't regret. Accept and move on. But I can't help to regret the things I did with you. Why did I ever fall in love with you? Why did I ever give myself to you? Why did I ever give you a second chance? Why did I kiss you in the parking lot? I don't want to regret but I regret ... You..

18 December 2014, 02:40 AM
l
love
comment

What the hell do I do

It is crazy to think that around this time last year I began talking to you. I remember feeling like an idiot because you were the big Senior and I felt so small and innocent. I remember trying to impress you and how bad I was at doing that. But I do remember that none of that mattered to you. You were interested in me and that's all it took. We were in Geography class together and I even switched my classes so I could stay in it for the second semester. Things were smooth at the start and I ...

18 December 2014, 02:29 AM
l
1 love: TheLifeandTimesof
1 comment: TheLifeandTimesof

Turning 18 (2)

past, no more it's not a big deal. Life is life and being 18 pushes you into it. Your parents a are in full prepreation mode so that you are apt to succeed on your own. Being 18 comes with opportunities and responisibilities.

07 October 2014, 11:54 PM
l
love
comment

Turning 18

turning 18 was just another year to me but I came to realize after my birthday had passed that it was much more than that. I realized the age of 18 was more of a bridge for my parents. They came to realize that I'm not their little girl anymore and soon I'll be on my own. With that being said soon my chores and actions weren't a small deal anymore. They became a fortaste of how I would act in the real world. Yes I still live with my parents but in the community I am an adult. No more mistakes...

07 October 2014, 11:53 PM
l
1 love: jiejie
comment

I understand

"because i was in love then."

07 October 2014, 11:48 PM
l
love
comment

You're different (2)

and hurt me again? I will never know but only hope something good will come out of this. He wants me back and claims he loves me. He claims he never has stopped but the girl. That girl made you stop for days and weeks. I knew it would happen but I couldn't accept it and I still can't. I would love to continue what we had but what we had doesn't exist anymore

07 October 2014, 11:47 PM
l
love
comment

You're different

"Take me back" a text I never thought I would receive but realized it was inevitable. The not good for me boy I was head over heals with and exploited my love to hurt me deeply and I was the one who couldn't forgive. There could be no understanding about such an action against someone you claim to love and care for. I can forgive but cannot forget. So as days pass and arguments deepen but dwindle my heart yearns for you again. Why must my heart fall in love for a boy that is no good.

07 October 2014, 11:45 PM
l
love
comment

What I look for

I want a guy who will: -Take me to the park when it's a beautiful day -Compliment me only when I look good -Tell me his likes and dislikes -Surprise me -Do anything for me no matter how cheesy it may be -Take me on drives when I need to clear my mind -Lay under the stars with me on a clear night -Show me off to his friends and family -Stay up until we resolve a fight -Be by my side when my medical issues get in the way -Help me stay positive and strong -Make me smile no matter what

31 July 2014, 02:37 AM
l
2 loves: BoardingLife,MuskanJain
1 comment: MuskanJain

How Do I Do This?

I never realized how hard it was to sit down and write about the joys and confusions of love when I am with you. How do I put into words the true happiness that you have given me all the while I explain the hurt ive had to bare too.

31 July 2014, 02:19 AM
l
love
comment

Looking Forward to a Blank Wall (2)

We just know there is no use of trying to achieve something when its already been determined impossible.

31 July 2014, 01:18 AM
l
love
comment

Looking Forward to A Blank Wall

Growing older to most means looking forward to an extended curfew and the ability to do things you werent able to do before. In my family we don't look forward to the "cool things" about growing up simply because we know that's not what we're going to get. Instead my siblings and I look forward to another year closer of being able to move out and make our own decisions. Do we wish things were this way? Of course not. Like all other children we wish that we had a special bond with our parents.

31 July 2014, 01:17 AM
l
love
comment

5 steps back 6 steps in

As time has passed, I have come to realize the person that you truly are. All along I believed and bragged about this glorious man who filled my every desire and never ceased to stop amazing me but as I am taking a step back I am realizing you are not at all what I made you out to be. Your face grew unfamiliar by each step as well as your touch. The longing to be with you started to diminish and your words started stinging be like a bee. Five steps back now but already six months invested. I'...

10 July 2014, 05:41 PM
l
love
comment
Journal_pane_9208481403930580

Respect and value yourself enough to do whatever pleases you and makes you happy the most. Don't live your life trying to please others.

28 June 2014, 05:43 AM
l
4 loves: blaqkn8,arielaunnah,BoardingLife , ...
comment

Don't Take Her For Granted (2)

10. She will give up on trying to make you love her because she finally realize that she deserves better. And you will miss her. Miss the way she cared about you. Miss the way she loved you. And you have lost her. So don't take any girls for granted, if you love her, let her know before she gives up.

28 June 2014, 05:41 AM
l
love
comment

Don't Take Her For Granted

When she gives up on you, it's obvious. 1. She will not try to catch your attention. 2. She will not fight for you anymore. 3. She won't reply to your message as quickly anymore. 4. She won't try to keep the conversation going anymore. 5. She will not care anymore. 6. She no longer get jealous. 7. She will flirt and talk to other guys. 8. She no longer care if you care or not anymore. 9. She no longer goes to your profile and whine to people about how happy you are talking to other girls.

28 June 2014, 05:39 AM
l
1 love: BoardingLife
comment

Wrong to Right 2

turn around. Stop and think. Who's really going to care and understand the worth in what your doing? Who's going to feel that reward of new trust and new boundaries? No one will but you. Sometimes It takes a wrong to make a right. And a right to make your wrong feel a little bit more innocent.

28 June 2014, 05:31 AM
l
love
comment

Wrong to Right

After spending so much time trying to regain what you previously had and trying to make things right again you find yourself in another bad situation with wrong written all over it. You're stuck. You can't dig your hole any deeper and frankly you really don't want to, but you've met the dead end that only goes down. Things won't change unless you realize that being stuck in that situation gives you the perfect time to make a right. It may only go down from there, but you still have the choice...

28 June 2014, 05:30 AM
l
love
comment

Look Back

There comes a point in life when you can't move forward until you look back. You can't move on until you really notice and accept what has happened. It's never bad to look back either. It's life things happen and you have to evaluate it. So look back on your past and accept all your rights and wrongs. Look back and learn from your mistakes and learn what continues to make you happy. You can't move on without knowing where you are mentally and phi scaly.

24 June 2014, 04:32 AM
l
love
comment

Sometimes love isn't enough when roads get tough.

24 June 2014, 04:29 AM
l
love
comment

Part (3)

change in how you talk. Make a change in how you act. Every word you say, every move you make, effects you and effects the rest of your life. Little things change the big things. Remember that and do something about it.

20 December 2013, 02:39 AM
l
3 loves: the-first-step-is-always-the-hardest,shy_beautifulgirl,akira1995
comment