Holidays

For many years the holidays were always very important to my family and I. Even when we didnt have any way to purchase gifts, we always spent them together. We always had big family dinners, music played on the piano, decorating, the works. In 2004 that changed. The morning after thanksgiving, at around 1am, so an hour after thanksgiving day ended, my grandfather passed away. He was my best friend, my teacher, he was everything to me and my family. He was 92 when he passed away because of a ...

19 November 2013, 09:37 PM
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Very tired

It has been a tough couple days. Semester is coming to a close and so much to do. Job searching continues as well as getting no help in the damn house! Sometimes I just want to throw everything out and tell them they can buy their own shit but if it sits there for more than 3 days, it will get thrown away again. I know that is not going to happen, but it would be nice!

10 November 2013, 04:38 AM
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Sometimes

I think, sometimes, that there is no point in having children...I live with two grown men and it seems as though they are more childlike than most kids! Am I the only damn one who knows how to use a broom? Am I the only one that knows how to wash dishes? Just because I dont have a full time job for pay, doesnt mean that I dont work my ass off! I would like some help sometimes around the house. Yet when I ask for help, even if it is just once or twice in a week, its nagging! Bullshit! I have p...

03 November 2013, 08:45 PM
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Where to start?

Well I am a thirty something, full time student. I have been with my husband for 7 years, finally married May 2013. I love my husband, but I am unhappy right now. Not because anything he has or hasnt done, its just something that I cant control. Since I was little I have always known that I wanted to be a mother, with 4 or 5 kids, one or two by the time I was 30. Here I am, 30 years old and no baby. We have been trying for 10 cycles to get pregnant and nothing. Its disappointing every month...

03 November 2013, 03:09 AM
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Going Crazy

I dont know why I started this stupid thing, but I guess I needed somewhere to vent. Im not even sure how this works or how Im going to say what I need to say. How do I voice something that I didnt even want to acknowledge within myself? Guess we will see.

03 November 2013, 02:50 AM
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