What's Family?

I don't know what family is. I don't know what love is. and I don't know what life is.

You are fucking kidding

I'm always the one who gets hit, and my brother is the fucking angel. every single time.

I Fear Myself

Sometimes my own thoughts scare me.

What's Sad

It's sad when the people you know become the people you knew.

He didn't even say hi

I saw an old coworker and he's like 6 years older than me but why couldn't you just say hi? You just looked down. i wonder if he saw me before i saw him. hmmm

You Do You, I'll Do Me

Fuck you very much you conceded douche bags (A, C, and M). When you need me again I won't be waiting around for you. I hope you enjoy the good times while they last, just don't regret anything from the past.

I'm Such a Negative Person

haha thats funny. today actually turned out to be an ok day. haha. Silly me always being negative and shit. I'm not even going to stress about my grades they really don't show my intelligence at all, because academically I'm fucking smart. So Fuck School and Fuck those grades. Now if you are talking about roads and highways yeah I don't know shit about that man I can't even drive yet.

It's too much to handle

I hate myself

Now I lay me down to bed hoping that I'll never wake

I'm Nothing

Fuck Life

Help Me

help me help me help me help me help me help me help me help me help me help me

Trying to be positive sucks

i just feel like shit right now, i'm so lost, alone, broken. i just want to die, and what is worst is that when i feel like this i can't even sleep i just think. i hate thinking.

Our Old Texts

i deleted all of your texts and messages, i kind of wish i hadn't. :'(

Destroying Myself

i'm dumb as fuck, this whole year i destroyed the only thing that was good about me, now i'm failing my classes and it's the last week of school. i'm so overwhelmed with all these finals and sat's and act's and i need to get a job and buy a car. omg :'( i did this to myself, i could have been stronger, but NO i'm fucking weak minded and stupid.

Didn't Sleep at All

Once again a night where you own my mind. I just want you so bad. I miss you terribly so. I just lie here thinking of what we could have been. Its been two years and I'm still here. I'm pathetic.

I Love You Mom.

Yeah i get mad at you sometimes, and yes you are a bitch to me at times, but i know you tried and i know you're tired. i'm sorry you aren't happy, i'm sorry you have to work your ass off like no other just to pay the bills. Just hold on, what i'm going to do is for you, i want you to still be here so you can finally LIVE.

Crazy Fact # 2

I get in trouble for doing my homework.

Crazy Fact # 1

I wasn't allowed to read from 6th grade to 10th grade.