Im not waiting for an apology

I know you will never apologize. I didnt expect an apology. I wanted one. But I decided to forgive you by myself. Of course you probably dont think you did anything wrong.

07 May 2014, 12:10 AM
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Antisocial (The quiet girl)

Im not a very social person, since I was like six I've always been told to keep my mouth shut by my stepdad. Way back we used to always go to his friends parties and they would always say I wish my kids were like yours (me and my brother would always just sit and not say a word while other kids ran around and broke things) , when we watched movies we couldnt even breath or else he would yell. Anytime we talked he would get mad. Then as we grew up we werent allowed to go anywhere or have peopl...

06 May 2014, 11:45 PM
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I tried for a long time not to place blame, well im done with that.

06 May 2014, 11:36 PM
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Go for it! Rebel

Do what you want when you want, im not saying go do drugs or go have sex, but enjoy the good times, speak out, stand up for what you believe in, tell people how you feel, do sports, if your parents are as strict as mine and literally dont let you do anything be a rebel once in a while and go have fun. Trust me you dont want to be 17 and never have gone to one school game or one school dance, prom just passed and I couldnt go.

06 May 2014, 11:35 PM
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I still take the class we met in, I cant ever focus I just think of you, I see you everywhere. I guess I taught you would keep taking that class. But you switched schools. Wow. You switched schools, and I know it was because of everything that happened. I mean you live right in front of the damn school.

06 May 2014, 10:54 PM
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I will not allow myself to fall in love again, shoot I dont even have to try to not love anyone else. I look at some of the hottest guys around me and I feel nothing. Absolutely nothing, I`d rather stare at you. And everyone told me you were ugly inside and out. But I just had to be stupid. So stupid.

06 May 2014, 10:49 PM
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I just cant stand all these people... ughhh

06 May 2014, 10:43 PM
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Just keep trying!

05 May 2014, 10:41 PM
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so no more academic honors for me, why because im an idiot

01 May 2014, 10:13 PM
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Right now I love you But now I don't

01 May 2014, 10:11 PM
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One minute and then

one minute i'm crying because i miss you, and the next i feel nothing and care about nothing

01 May 2014, 10:11 PM
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i was just as bad

i did stupid things to, i guess. my life is stupid so add that to the whole situation and it calls for a disaster

01 May 2014, 09:26 PM
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What sucks the most

it really sucks that he wasn't that bad of a guy, and he was always telling me to behave and bla bla bla and to apologize to my mom, and crap like that. But i guess people just lose interest especially when you never talk to them and you never hang out with them, literally never. we only hung out that one time ONE time and that was for ONE hour because i lied to my mom, i told her i was going to retake a test haha. and i don't have a phone so we never really got to text eachother. So then i ...

01 May 2014, 09:21 PM
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Low point

why do i always fall down over and over again, i'm so tired of myself, of my shit, its crazy how i believe in the power of the mind and stuff, but i can't seem to make it work for me, i stand in front of mirror and tell myself to be happy that nothing matters and i dance around my room, just so that the next day i feel like complete shit, like today.

01 May 2014, 09:15 PM
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stupid stuff

i hate life, i hate my life, i hate me, i hate myself so much............ i fucking miss him, i fucking hate this feeling...... i opened the door to the car while my mom was driving i really wanted to jump out, there was a trailer right next to us, but i didn't cause im a fucking coward. i just want to DIE, but i can't ever do anything

01 May 2014, 09:05 PM
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Happiest Time

the time when i was the most happiest was when i was texting him, yeah a lot of people can relate i guess, you know when you have that stupid smile on your face all the time. hahahahaa ohhhh man i miss that feeling

22 April 2014, 11:31 PM
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This Annoys Me

I promise I am not a terrible person. Anyway i hate when people say "there are people who have it worst than you, just be thankful". SERIOUSLY!!!!!! is that the best you can do to make me feel better? Do you really want me to feel better because other people suffer too?

22 April 2014, 11:09 PM
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Just me

I love too much and care so much more, that's my problem.

22 April 2014, 11:03 PM
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I NEED SOME

MOTIVATION

22 April 2014, 11:01 PM
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Well Then

I'm just going to stop. It's not healthy, it's not that I still like him I just hate that he enjoys life more than me. blehhhhhhhhh ughhhh, hahaha I'm not puking

15 April 2014, 12:21 AM
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