I AM SO STUPID!

I'M THE STUPIDEST PERSON IN THE UNIVERSE!!!!

13 April 2014, 07:24 PM
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I Hurt

Everything and in Everyway, it hurts. It hurts less everyday because I tell myself to just put the pain away, I hope one day I don't have to feel pain.

13 April 2014, 07:03 PM
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Laughing and Crying

I've come to the point where I laugh while I'm crying when I think about how shitty this world is, how shitty my life is, so on.

13 April 2014, 06:58 PM
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I'm a lost cause

I ruined my mom's life, now i'm ruining my life. and the funny thing is I know I don't have to and I don't want to. but at the same time I don't care . I've fallen down hard, and I just won't get up.

13 April 2014, 06:52 PM
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My Dream

I want to be a surgeon. haha and everyday that dream seems to be getting farther away from me. I guess I don't really want it that bad after all. I'm coming to the point where I REALLY DO NOT CARE. I have no motivation, no support, nothing to look forward to.

13 April 2014, 06:51 PM
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College

Less than a year till I have to go to college, I'm probably going to have to stay in this town, but maybe I'll go to another part of the state. bleh whatever

13 April 2014, 06:49 PM
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I'm the Biggest Procrastinator

I should really do my hw......... ummmm why? It's not like I have a chance to go to Harvard or something, I used to, but then all my problems starting piling up and me being an emotionally weak person, I ruined myself, I ruined my life. Shit!!! I'm so stupid.

13 April 2014, 06:47 PM
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Society

society is so messed up. but I bet you already knew that didn't you? ughhhh this world it frustrates me. Humans just make me so mad!!! I know I'm a human but I hate myself. I try so hard not to judge, not to blame, to be considerate, not to be as cruel as everyone else on this planet seems to be. But then you can't be nice because people take advantage of it. Why does life have to be a fight?

13 April 2014, 05:48 PM
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Undefined

I am not a girl that could ever be defined. There are so many sides to me, which makes it confusing and hard to know exactly what I want, and who I am

13 April 2014, 05:46 PM
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I'm Trying

if I wasn't trying I wouldn't be here. it's starting to hurt less when I see him posts things about his new gf. But I do believe I won't ever be in a relationship again, I really don't want to. It's still the same routine of having really absolutely crazy happy days and the next day just sucks, but I'm trying to make everyday a happy one.

13 April 2014, 05:34 PM
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What should I do mom?

Recently when my mom says if I was your age I would be doing so much and not waste my time on shit like you, I say okay tell me what to do mom cause I really have to idea what to do so tell me exactly what to do. She says well first I would get a job, and that's the only thing she actually told me to do.

13 April 2014, 05:16 PM
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:'(

05 April 2014, 10:46 PM
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</3

05 April 2014, 10:46 PM
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They Just Piss Me Off!

My mom and step dad are so tired of me. Damn I'm tired of myself. My step dad says its all in my head, no shit!!! It's fucking psychological. If I could fucking control how I feel don't you think I would of chosen happy.

05 April 2014, 10:45 PM
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I've always needed you

How could you just walk away, you've never done anything for me, you've never given anything to me. and its not like you couldn't because my mom has busted her ass off and given me enough to survive and every once in a time to live. Every time she's angry she says " you're unthankful I've done so much for you, why don't you go talk back to your dad who hasn't done shit for you" . I know she's just angry but it hurts like hell.

05 April 2014, 10:43 PM
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Seriously!

05 April 2014, 10:42 PM
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I Can't fix my own problems

.... but i seem to give good advice because everyone wants my advice.

05 April 2014, 10:41 PM
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Leadership? haha

According to a very prestigious organization I have leader ship and academic promise and I was nominated to go to this thing, but the tuition is $3,000.... I've made the choice of not trying to get the money, which is due in 30 days. Funny how just an hour ago I was trying so hard to find fundraising ideas and just preparing, but now it's over. :'(

05 April 2014, 10:33 PM
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Seriously tho.

05 April 2014, 10:12 PM
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FML

Why am I only a few months from turning 18 and I just started getting permission to go places.... I just stayed the night at somebody else's house a couple days ago for the first time ever!! I'm really glad I took it into my own hands to start leaving after school and going other places rather than home, even tho my mom called the cops on me and I got into trouble it was totally worth it. I only did it a couple of times and I wish I would of done it more often.

05 April 2014, 10:06 PM
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