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I hate him..

Every time he talks about her tho. I just feel like shit! How can someone be so fucking cruel. He fucking followed me around until I like him and then he just leaves me hanging. What the hell is wrong with him? and Why me?

05 April 2014, 09:33 PM
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People

.... they think I'm smart, that I'm happy, someone asked me how I stay motivated. Motivated???? Me???

05 April 2014, 09:26 PM
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I want to be the person who doesn't care about anyone or anything? But how can I change who I am? I'm sure that in time all the shit I have to take will get me there.

05 April 2014, 09:22 PM
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Daydreaming

I do this more than half of the day. It's just so nice to get away from my life. I make my own little perfect life. But when I open my eyes reality smacks me across my face. Then there is also the fact I waste valuable time. I don't even know what to do either way.

17 March 2014, 02:00 AM
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Can't Let Go

I taught I was over you. I guess not. I wake up every morning and the first thing I think of is you. When I'm trying to go to sleep I can't because I'm thinking about you.

17 March 2014, 01:54 AM
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What the Hell?

Some days I just want to never wake up and somedays I feel so motivated and I feel like I can do anything.

17 March 2014, 01:46 AM
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3/10/14

I always push people away when they start getting close then later I wish I would of held on to them. Shit. I'm a dumb ass bitch. I always do this.

10 March 2014, 08:40 PM
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3/5/14 A Year Ago

About a year ago I finally learned to listen to my brain instead of my "heart" when it comes to guys, because I have been very stupid and gotten hurt so many times and soooooooooo bad. But yeah lesson learned, Thanks guys.

06 March 2014, 01:34 AM
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