October 30,2013 9:05pm

Ok, so today was i gues ok i cried alot tho, more than i have ever cried before. I even cried alot yesterday. Crying seven times in ome day should be a world record but who am I to have the say in that. This student had me and my enemy face each other today, she told us that we needed to stop what was going on so we did, we are not friends or even close but we are ok. NOW all I have to deal with are the people who constantly mess with ME. I am done being my happy cheery self, I am going to be...

31 October 2013, 02:07 AM
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October 29,2013 5:35pm

Just believe ME when I say that I don't have an ATTITUDE. You don't know how stressful school is right NOW, I wish I could talk to you but I can't. Your my mother you are the one who is suppose to recognize when you see something wrong with ME seriously. I don't have an ATTITUDE mom. I am HURT, depressed and stressed out everyone wants something from ME but I am to stressed to delivery. Pretty soon I want be able to deliver anything that people want nor need. I am sorry for the way that I hav...

29 October 2013, 10:41 PM
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October 28,2013 8:01pm

I just got done watching a movie, I haven't really had anything to eat besides POPCORN if that even counts. I am so SAD but yet I know I can't let my depression take over ME because if I do I will DIE, and I've thought about I don't want to DIE yet I did before but not NOW, but I don't make those choices GOD does. I am suppose to read five chapters of this book I am reading for language arts but I have not even gotten started on it. My conferences are tomorrow I told my MOM that she had to go...

29 October 2013, 01:05 AM
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October 28,2013 4:09pm

I just got done cleaning my room after school. I had to clean it because my 4 year old sister messed it up, and my mom just let her. She had done this for about two to three weeks when I went back to school, but when my mom had to replace all my jewelry and more my sister has stayed out. But NOW shed is back to her usually which makes me angry at my mom. My mom had gotten angry at me last week because I didn't clean up and I won't be cleaning up anything for NOW on unless I actually make the ...

28 October 2013, 09:15 PM
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October 27,2013 7:37pm

Hmmmmm...... I sit here on my bed wondering where has the time gone, it's already Sunday and tomorrow I have to face my worst enemies (YAY not). Me trying to get into a good catholic school but I also have to keep my grades up and stay on track of my home work and projects due. Well tomorrow is a new START for my new look. I know I shouldn't change myself for anyone, but when you are getting talked about because you wear UGGS or some type of a designer item well that seems to happen a lot. Wh...

28 October 2013, 12:34 AM
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October 27,2013 11:07am

I've never really shared my poetry to the public but here's to first timers. I watch as U mock me repeatedly, hurting me in front of your so called FRIENDS. I try to fight back but U push me down so far into a dark HOLE, I thought U were on my side defending ME your FRIEND but......I guess I was wrong.... U are FAKE!

27 October 2013, 04:02 PM
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October 27,2013 10:58 am

I don't really want to go back to school, all people do is judge,judge, judge. Some give me compliments but most just JUDGE me on what I wear. My mom bought me some UGG boots and I've been wearing them to school like ALL the time. Well my friend told me after the second period passing bell that a bunch of people are talking about me and weather or not my UGGS were FAKE. I was sad to hear that, I almost cried but I kept my head high and ignored it. I am still trying, but I have told my best fr...

27 October 2013, 03:58 PM
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October 26,2013 8:44pm

So much I want to say so her I go. Your blind sided not thinking clearly I obviously care for you and give you.... It doesn't matter now you have chosen to run after her, but when you realize and open your eyes to see that I am the one you wanted and needed all this time, well.... let's just say I won't wait 10 years for you to finally notice.

27 October 2013, 01:39 AM
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October 26,2013 8:35pm

I am empty no more as I take the last heart wrenching plunge from you, you make me feel worthless like I am a BITCH on the streets when all I am is a 13 year old teen who wants to feel safe in her own school. You drain me out making me weak at the knees you spread rumors faster than venom can spread through your veins, and then you wonder why.... why I don't like you.

27 October 2013, 01:31 AM
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