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Dear Rebel,

My head has been in the clouds for days. A never ending stairway towards - I don't know. Trust me, my sister, that this is only temporary. Join me in the clouds? No, alcoholic fathers, no judgmental record labels, we don't have to run. The clouds, stars, and sunsets are the only places we don't have to hide. We won't have to hide forever. We should find other ways of communication. I will email you when I get a chance. Stay safe. We'll find each other again. ~Eli

06 April 2015, 02:51 PM
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Dear Rebel

I'm tired of having feelings for a boy I want to punch square in the face. I'm tired of having friends who want to talk about themselves and not care about your feelings. I'm just tired. I wish it was different for me, for you, for us. I'm tired of seeing his face and him hurt me. I hate all the power that he has over me when he is doing nothing.

13 October 2014, 08:34 PM
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Song of the Day

Sail by Awolnation A song with few lyrics and yet takes my breathe away. I listen to this song when I'm happy, sad, angry, depressed, ecstatic. It makes me wonder what they were feeling when the lyrics "Maybe I should cry for help, maybe I should kill myself." actually were spoken. Out for everyone to hear and be recorded in history forever. These lyrics will never die through my eyes. This song makes me want to grab a full throttle at 4:30 in the morning, lay down in the road and watch Nick...

29 September 2013, 11:59 PM
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Live For You

I dont live for the people on this earth to talk about me behind my back. I dont live for people who dont appreciate me. I live for me. Nobody else in this world will determine what i make out of me. I am a victim of bullying but its okay. They dont impact my life. I dont even know there names of the boys that bullied me, thats how much there not apart of my life. But i know so many things i can be happy about it life and they are not apart of it. So im going to go do my homework, wear my hom...

22 September 2013, 08:12 PM
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BLOW OVER!!!

Don't worry this feeling you have will blow over soon. The world feels like its about to fall on your shoulders, but trust me, its not. So your behind a few pages in homework, you'll make it up. Who cares if your not losing anymore weight, your friends will always love you for you. Is it really that big of a deal you don't know your lines yet? I mean you'll know them like movie quotes soon anyways! Come on, you really think you need a date to go to homecoming? Take your bestie and jump around...

17 September 2013, 02:56 AM
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I Just Appreciate A Good Butt Whooping

I love video games. They put you in an alternate universe where you can do what ever you want & not pay the consequences. You steal a car ~ you get points for being awesome. You slice off three zombie heads at once ~ your get Sparkle Hunting points. I wish I could go larping </3

30 July 2013, 06:46 AM
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Drop the Attitude, Put Down The Phone, And Strum The Guitar

Why? Why is it so hard? Why is it so hard for you to be true to yourself? I take a look at my life and realize that I'm nothing like I wanted to be. I always say to express yourself and don't care what other people say about you. I do express and I don't care but I still live a life the way I don't want to live it. From now on my dropping my attitude toward my mom. I'm going to put down my phone a little more, and I'm going to learn how to play my bass. I hate not being who I really want to b...

30 July 2013, 05:45 AM
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