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Dear Dad

mom told me you were no good. i didnt listen to her i always made sure your name was clean. i faught with her for you .

17 July 2014, 06:53 PM
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Kicked out

I was kicked out the other day. All because i ran away. i needed to be free. i needed to breath. i did not cry. im staying there until they find a new "home" for me. im packing my stuff and ready to leave. i am no longer welcomed and they are making sure i know it. like i said that place wasnt home. i have a good boyfriend now and hes all i have left. All my family does though is find a reason not to like him. i just need to be 18 already a few more months and im gone

03 April 2014, 03:45 PM
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Finally

im officially happy ! <3

31 October 2013, 05:33 PM
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My daughter

30 October 2013, 12:36 PM
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Will you ?

You say you love me but how long can a person love ?

30 October 2013, 11:33 AM
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This place

alot lately ive been thinking of death. but i dont want to die, its just always seems to be there. and thats what keeps me from getting close to people i never know when they are going to leave. i never know if they will leave and that constant wonder drives me insane. it still hasnt clicked that my aunt it gone. drugs killed her or even maybe a broken heart i know that killed my uncle. maybe both of them. how many die from a broken heart ? i wonder. ive hurt alot of people and it scares me b...

30 October 2013, 11:31 AM
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Yup

i feel like ive hit rock bottom pretty hard. my life is becoming a roller coaster and i cant seem to get off the ride. I pretend im happy on the outside so maybe one day i can believe it.

30 October 2013, 11:27 AM
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Letting go

hardest thing ever

29 October 2013, 01:58 PM
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This is how i feel right now.

im so fustrated that im going to start crying my stupid fucking ex of 4 years need to like go away

29 October 2013, 01:55 PM
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Fighting

Me and my ex girlfriend just got into a huge fight in the hallway. shes lucky i was getting held back.

29 October 2013, 12:55 PM
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It gets better

28 October 2013, 03:36 PM
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28 October 2013, 03:27 PM
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Borderline Personality Disorder

This is me.

28 October 2013, 02:36 PM
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Not mine

This place i live is not my home. Its my aunt and uncles house where my 3 little cousins live. This is not mine. These people have become strangers. i moved in unexpectedly one day when my mom became unstable. i will be here until i can no longer stay. but it will never be home. i may call it home but it will never be. home is where me my mom and sisters are. i dont care if we lived in a car. that would be home. thats all i have known for so many years. i feel like home doesnt exist anymore. ...

28 October 2013, 02:33 PM
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Why ?

why would you do that to me? i was so little. your great niece was only 8. innocent and sweet.Then you ruined it. you let the beer take over and you hurt someone so close to you. that looked up to you. you touched her places without her permission. you ruined her. the family will never be the same. she stopped dating guys until a month ago. you mad her look at guys like they are dangerous. but at the same time she kept having sex with them. she got into drugs and her life went down hill. she ...

28 October 2013, 02:28 PM
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unborn.

mommy's sorry she couldn't keep you. she sometimes cries about it. Mommy regrets it so much. She wishes she could hold you. you are about 3 now. Living with your new family. She hopes one day they tell you where you came from. She hopes they let you know she love loves you very much. You use to cause mommy so much pain. i bet it was worth it. Its hard seeing little kids and knowing she will never see her own ever again. No one knows about you except mommy's friend Oscar. Shes hoping he keeps...

25 October 2013, 06:11 PM
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" When your alive no one notices you, but once you die everyone freaks out and acts like they are something their not"

25 October 2013, 05:46 PM
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Torn

im so torn in three different ways and i don't know what to do. Girls don't attract me anymore except for this one girl named Jasmine. Shes 20 and she lives up the street from me. I've known her a very long time and my family likes her. she has taken me out on dates. Every weekend with our mutual friends. Then there is this guy Oscar that i go to school with. hes in my English class and i have a crush on him and he feels the same way about me. I havent dated a guy in a long time and yeah. i t...

25 October 2013, 05:29 PM
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Her

i love her . we were together for 4 years. we went through alot of pain and drama and legal shit. we would stop talking but we couldnt stay away from eachother . i love her and there isnt anything that could change that . we have hurt eachother alot on purpose. we arent healthy together. i abused her. more then once . she deserves so much more. we cant be together ever again. we only destroy eachother

18 October 2013, 01:16 PM
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