I'm not better
Sick. Stupid. I hate myself. Stress. Make it stop. Keep me away from sleeping pills to calm myself.
I can get up at the butt crack of dawn for a exercise classes, but 7am for math? UGH. I'm so tired.
I signed up for beginning weight training right after zumba. Now I have lots to do. I am going to make people so proud and amazed.
I did good this morning. I packed a lunch of salad and Juice. I had Juice for breakfast, and some coffee. I need to find a way to ditch the creamer. I hope I can keep this up. I want it so bad.
Back to school
No creative title today. Just back to college life. I have Zumba this term in attempt to lose weight. I've shaved my head until I reach my goal weight, so the questions and looks well remind me of my goal. I have to do amazing this term. I have to.