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Orange

When I was a child, I remember being attracted to the color orange so much. It just looks so good to my eyes. Not a lot of people likes this color, maybe because it's too bright or something. As a child, I was a free spirit and I was always happy. When I was growing up, my color preference have changed. I liked pink, then after a while I hated it and I really dunno why. When I was a teenager up to my early 20's, I loved blue so much and also black. And now, in my late 20's, I began to love or...

17 January 2018, 05:12 AM
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It's nice that this is working again ^^

17 January 2018, 04:57 AM
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ATTACHMENT

I am not in love, I'm just attached because nobody ever made me feel this way but him. 11/17/2017

17 January 2018, 04:41 AM
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BECAUSE THIS IS MY FIRST LIFE

That is the title of the Korean drama I am watching right now. It's the most relatable drama I've ever seen so far. It conveys a roller coaster of emotions, emotions familiar to people like me. People who doesn't have much experience about love and people who thinks love is overrated. It's funny how I can relate to both characters, and it's funnier how I can relate those characters with what's happening/happened to me and the guy I like. Yes, I said it. I like him. No matter how hard I deny i...

17 January 2018, 04:36 AM
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BIRTHDAY

It was my birthday yesterday and I chose to go to work instead of relaxing at home, but I didn't regret it a single bit. I was happy, I rendered care and saw babies born at the same day with me. I was also with my friends at work who I know loves me. Although it was only the 3 of us, it was amazing! 10/20/2017

17 January 2018, 04:33 AM
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Friends

So I'm friendly with everyone at work but I'm also someone who ain't afraid to speak my mind when I find something wrong. I guess they see me as someone outgoing but also someone not to be messed with. I actually like that a lot. I think it's actually my goal to be branded that way at work. I don't like people having hard feelings on me but I also don't like it if they depend on me. That's why as much as possible I don't want close attachment from anyone at work, but I guess a few of them are...

17 January 2018, 04:31 AM
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Better

So I'm feeling more better now and I replied to him as well. I dunno why but still just can't let him go although I am already so done with him. I don't think I still love him tho. I think it's because no matter how much he disappoints me, I know he's still there, he's the one who will never ditch me for no reason, maybe he's not always available but I know I can always count on him. I know this has been going over and over for a year now and I also think I'm stupid, but what can I say, thing...

17 January 2018, 04:31 AM
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Reply

He's back, but I'm so done with him. I'll just leave it at that and shut my mouth before something bad happens, he knows I'm not well anyway. 10/06/2017

17 January 2018, 04:30 AM
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I am Loved

Well I guess I shouldn't be feeling lonely coz my parents loves me so much. They proved it a lot of times already and today they did again. I know they spoil me, especially my dad. I wanted some coke but I'm too lazy to go out, so my dad and mom went out and got it for me instead. With all the love I get from my family, everyone would definitely say that there's no point in me getting depressed. Of course I understand that as well. But I guess this is what depression is, it's an illness, just...

17 January 2018, 04:29 AM
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Done

This time I'm really done with him. Even though I don't have feelings for him anymore, I still wanted to stay friends with him, but he still keeps on disappointing me. I'm done! 10/04/2017

17 January 2018, 04:28 AM
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The Diary Guy

I saw this guy sitting next to my mom at the food court, I was ordering a coffee at the moment and already find him cute, but what's unusual about him is that he's not there to eat, he was there writing something. When I finished ordering, I sat next to my mom, and of course I checked him out some more. And there I found out that he was writing on his diary.o.o That was odd coz he's a guy and the place was let me say not a really appropriate place to be writing on a diary, plus at this day an...

17 January 2018, 04:27 AM
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Meh.

After almost 2 weeks of unintentionally not talking to him, my feelings just faded without any effort. I didn't even feel like I couldn't breathe like I used to when he told me he likes someone else now. I don't even care if it's real or if he's just trying so hard to make me jealous like he usually do. I'm so glad I moved on.

22 April 2017, 11:58 PM
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FU!

So I just blasted off earlier! I couldn't help it! I won't let anyone step down on me! The fuck do he think he is?! That fucking guy! I would punch his face if I could! I'm glad I did not hold back and told him what I think, so he'll know that he's got a disgusting attitude! I really hate that fucking rude guy! He's sooooooooo stuuuuupppppiiiiiiiddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

05 April 2017, 05:00 PM
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-_-'

27 March 2017, 01:47 PM
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Okay.

07 March 2017, 06:02 AM
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And good job for surviving!!!^o^

05 March 2017, 04:44 PM
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Because of what happened, I just realized my greatest fear..and this is it.O_O''

05 March 2017, 03:55 PM
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After all the hurtful things I've said and done, he's still not letting me go and forgave me in an instant. I guess I should try my best to trust him more and stop trying to push him away...

05 March 2017, 03:47 PM
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...and we are back together.♥ I really thought it was the end, but he has proven himself once again.:) I used to think that lovers who always argue but still chose to stay with each other are ridiculous, but now I understand why...^^'

05 March 2017, 03:42 PM
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He's the only one who can make me do crazy things!>.<

05 March 2017, 03:39 PM
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