Bye bye love
He's the one person I can unload on. He's the only one who can take my sh*t and move on like nothing happened. He's my sounding board, my therapist and my garbage dump. I pick on him because I can't pick on anyone else. I pick on him because, unlike everyone else, he'll still be there when I am irrational, neurotic and completely out of line.
You accepted the way I am and understood my complicated personality, I am grateful for that but I feel bad at the same time. I don't think I deserve someone like you. I'll just end up hurting you, we already know things between us won't be easy. I want you to be the one to let go coz I just can't let you go. I really don't wanna hurt you!T^T But I guess we'll just have to enjoy the moment and accept our fate in the end.
I'm so happy with my life right now, and I'm very thankful to my family, friends, colleagues, and of course our dear God. #blessed
I thought I was over him but then there he is, still making me smile, laugh, and feel special. How could I get over him when he still worries about me, still comforts me when I'm tired and cares for me when I'm sick?!T^T I'm starting to think of him again, the numbness is slowly fading away. Why?!T^T I don't want this! I think staying friends with him was not a good decision. Huhuhu!>_<
There's this one guy who's energy is too much! I hope he'll just tell me what's up, instead of staring at me intently every single time coz it's starting to feel creepy.O_O
So things ended the way we didn't want to, but at least we're still friends and not strangers. 行かせていただきありがとうございます。