I WANT A UNIQUE LOVE STORY BUT NOT A FORBIDDEN ONE
During all those times you haven't talked to me, I felt like I'm not important to you but I just tell myself that maybe you're busy. When I meet our friends whom you always talk to, I always hear them telling me that you often talk about me. Because of that I am sure that you never forgot about me, but why don't you talk to me? Why aren't you showing your face to me? Why?! I guess you really are hiding something from me and I hate that!
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now... There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how... U_____U
I love it when people open up to me because it means I'm trustworthy. I like listening to stories, it gives me different emotions and it wakes up my brain cells. I am one of those people who can take secrets to my grave!;)
S**t!!! I hate what I'm feeling right now! I was so happy earlier but then this guy (a not so very close friend) started to tell me that my guy best friend has been mentioning me to him all the time. They became close during the review for their examinations. I hate it when he suddenly said it's a pity that my best friend wasn't there with us because I'm there and he said that my best friend likes me but not only as a friend! @#$%&!!! I didn't even know how to react on that, he even said it i...
They say shopping relieves stress, but I guess it doesn't apply to me!>_<
My friends say: √You got nice skin and beautiful legs, you should wear more revealing clothes. √Your feet are so cute, go grab some heels! √Put some makeup on, you'll look stunning. √Don't be so rough, guys won't like that. √Just be more feminine, go out and explore the world, you'll definitely meet your destiny! My family say: √You need a make over! √It's always hard to pick a gift for you because you don't like girly things! √You're already a professional, act like one and wear proper cl...
You've been holding my heart for 12 years! Please let it go!TT___TT
I have this one friend who is so "super" in every way! She's super noisy, super straightforward, super naughty (she made me cry twice!lol), super crazy, but at the same time, she's super sweet, super caring, super loving! She's also super pretty, super sexy and super witty! She has a super beautiful singing voice and I often tease her super old (cause she's 9 years older than me ^^). She always super encourage me and super make me laugh! She's super one of a kind that's why I super love her!;)
I dunno.. but all I know is, I wanna push myself harder this time! If my cousin can do it, then I'm pretty sure I can do it too! Shower me with more patience and determination oh Lord! Thank You!!!:)
Daydreaming Daydreaming all the time Daydreaming Daydreaming into the night Daydreaming Daydreaming all the time Daydreaming Daydreaming into the night And I'm alright
I changed a lot to become the person I am right now and no one could ever make me go back to my old self but me. It's obvious that my family doesn't like the way I am, I couldn't blame them if they think I'm weird because I haven't told anyone the reason why I became this way in the first place. But I don't care what people think because if I hadn't changed maybe I'm still suffering from anxiety attacks till now. I was always afraid back then and it felt like I'm just a step away from losing ...
I don't know how many buckets of sweat got out of my body during the wedding! I was so uncomfortable wearing a gown but I tried my best to endure it for the sake of my cousin! Damn, I was the maid of honor but I couldn't do my obligations well because I couldn't even move well!^^' I'll be sure to hide the next time someone wants me to take that role again!!x)) Anyways, I'm just glad that it's all over and I'm happy seeing my cousin happy!;) ~I'm gone for two days and I missed my bed so much...
You really love to insult me huh?!?! You better make sure I won't be more successful than you someday because if that happens, I'll call you DIPSHIT every single day!!!!!!!!!!!!! Be prepared!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ugh!!!>_<
My brother is so stubborn, that's why he always screw up! He never listen to anyone and now he's miserable and he's been telling himself that he's stupid! ~Well, guess what bro? You are!!!
Everyone is busy for my cousin's wedding, all of them wanted to participate and cared a lot for that event. They've been so into it and they started fighting and made a new problem! I don't wanna get involved but they always drag me into it! It's so damn annoying and the truth is, I don't even wanna attend that wedding in the first place! I wanna hide somewhere or be invisible! It's just so troublesome...
this is perfect for my aunts, uncle, cousin and brother...x___x
I haven't been eating well lately. I skip meals, I don't get hungry fast and I don't crave for the foods that I love. I also feel like puking when I try to eat more. What's happening to me?! This is really weird!!u_u