If I figure it out and it's not something good, then we are sooo over!
You accepted the way I am and understood my complicated personality, I am grateful for that but I feel bad at the same time. I don't think I deserve someone like you. I'll just end up hurting you, we already know things between us won't be easy. I want you to be the one to let go coz I just can't let you go. I really don't wanna hurt you!T^T But I guess we'll just have to enjoy the moment and accept our fate in the end.
I'm so happy with my life right now, and I'm very thankful to my family, friends, colleagues, and of course our dear God. #blessed
I thought I was over him but then there he is, still making me smile, laugh, and feel special. How could I get over him when he still worries about me, still comforts me when I'm tired and cares for me when I'm sick?!T^T I'm starting to think of him again, the numbness is slowly fading away. Why?!T^T I don't want this! I think staying friends with him was not a good decision. Huhuhu!>_<
There's this one guy who's energy is too much! I hope he'll just tell me what's up, instead of staring at me intently every single time coz it's starting to feel creepy.O_O
So things ended the way we didn't want to, but at least we're still friends and not strangers. 行かせていただきありがとうございます。
Am I a bad person?
He used to prioritize me, he used to think of me every minute of every day, he used to make me smile...but now...sadly, it's not like that anymore. I miss the old times, but I'm tired. I wanted to leave him but he won't let me go, though obviously we don't long for each other anymore like the way we used to. I stayed but I'm bored. My heart feels numb.