I tried to hold on to you once but you'll never see me doing it again coz I'm not the type of girl to chase guys, never have been and never will be.
That "me" time, the "alone" time. That moment when I just don't care about the world and I'll just stay in my room, put my mobile phone in silent, listen to some good music, lay in my bed and stare at the ceiling for hours, browse whatever's on the internet or watch something random. I am having that moment right now, and it's one of the most wonderful feelings in the world.^_^
I really am a true INFJ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
So that's why when you've hurt me too much and I don't bother getting angry anymore, be afraid, be very afraid coz when I say it's over, it's really over, and there's no turning back.
I'm !@#$% TIRED!
Work was so exhausting today, my hand and feet hurts! But I don't feel bad though, I'm just tired..x____x
So...it's been what? Almost 8 months since I reached for that very thin thread...hmmm...there are moments where I still can't believe that I'm living this way right now. It feels like a dream sometimes. We definitely do have the strength within ourselves, it's just up to us if we'll use it or put it to waste. Let's all bear in mind that giving up is not an option!;)
I'm sorry for always doubting you.T^T Just like I told you earlier, I don't want you to change, so please don't ever change and don't get tired of me.T^T I'm amazed how you can feel my worries without me telling you, you're one of a kind, and I'm so lucky to have you. You always tell me not to leave you, and although I don't say it, I don't want you to leave me either.T^T ILY!♥
Lately I feel like I'm the one who gives too much effort for us. I hate this and it makes me miss you so bad, but I guess you got tired of me coz I know I'm really hard to deal with. Maybe I should treat you like before again, maybe you want that way better. From now on I won't give my all anymore, I'll just be here, so please just tell me if we can still be the same again.:(
Dafuq I didn't even know there's this thing called DUDEZONED o.0, so now I realized why he got so annoyed when I called him dude last time! Lol!
The strongest drug that exists for a human is another human being.
I want this...but you're so far from me right now...T^T I'm addicted to you! Hooked on your love, Like a powerful drug I can't get enough of, Lost in your eyes, Drowning in blue Out of control, What can I do? I'm addicted to you!
Turns out you were just waiting. I'm glad I decided to reach out. Ugh, I'm sorry for making you worry again. Now I know that you were just giving me space coz I've been so stressed out lately and I take it all out on you (although you did do something stupid as well..xD) T~T. Anyways, I'm just glad right now and yeah overthinking sucks!^^'
So I couldn't help it, I messaged him.T^T If he replies and tells me what's up between us then good, but if he doesn't respond then I'll accept it and move on for good.T^T