It's a state where one isn't happy nor sad, or one is happy yet at the same time sad. Quite confusing right? But that's how our emotions work, it is wondrously frightening. If I were to choose my emotions, I would never settle for okay. I'd rather be sad than okay, at least I am certain about how I really feel. Being okay is like being in a limbo, you actually don't know where you really are, what you are, and if it does really exist. Sometimes being okay is just the same as being blank, and ...
I'm so happy it's been fixed! Got so much to post! ^___^
I DID IT!
STOP overthinking! STOP comparing yourself to others! STOP saying you can't! START counting your blessings! START loving yourself more! START following your heart! It was hard but I managed, I hope others can do it too!:)
We had a close proximity earlier and I was able to touch his hand a bit. I just found out that he's got an enormous mole on his face or maybe it was a skin infection, no wonder he's always been wearing that mask lately even if it's not necessary!Lol.. He's still handsome for me though.^_^ #mymedtechcrush
Behind those mask is a handsome young man, but I didn't like him because of that... I liked him when I saw how dorky he is and for making me laugh!:3 Thank you for energizing my sleepless night at work! I'm hoping to know you better...
Note to self:
I am allowed to cry. I am allowed to scream. But, I am not allowed to give up. It will get done somehow. Just breath.
It has only been my 4th day at work and I feel so tired already! I do like what I'm doing, it's very fulfilling but my body and brain can't comprehend with my heart! I get so confused at times, maybe it's just natural since I'm just starting, I do ask questions but since the workplace is too busy, I couldn't get the explanation that I really need from my seniors!*sigh* There's only one more week for me to stay in this area and I'll be in a new place to train again, but before that happens I j...
My Effin Skin
I have this fair, sensitive skin that really gives me trouble at times. With just some dust around, I automatically get these hives all over my body and when I scratch some itchy spots, my skin breaks! As a result, there goes some scars! I couldn't even wear my clothes with their tags still on, I have to cut it out or else I'll be very uncomfortable and feel itchy all day! And then here's my fair skin, adding insult to injury! When I have some blemishes, it's like being magnified!!! I hate it...
(this is the english lyrics) Same day, same moon 24/7 every moment repeats My life is in between Jobless twenty-somethings are afraid of tomorrow It’s funny, you think anything is possible when you’re a kid When you feel how hard it is to get through a day Keep feeling like the “Control” beat, keep downloading it Every single day is a repetition of ctrl+c, ctrl+v I have a long way to go but why am I running in place? I scream out of frustration but the empty air echoes I hope tomorrow will ...
Girl Crush #2: Nathalie Emmanuel
Aww that beauty! Isn't she lovely?:) No matter how stunning Daenerys Targaryen is, I can't help but notice Missandei!xD Yep, I first saw her on Game of Thrones and was so glad to see her in Furious 7, she had this different feel in there, though, but she's still beautiful as always!^^ I just found out that she'll be starring in the film Maze Runner: The Scorch Trials, so I'm looking forward to it!*____*
Feeling down is part of life, all normal people go through it. I can feel that I'm not totally broken and I only need a little repair, over here and over there. I can still laugh, chat comfortably with the people around me and still have the energy to go for a walk and get some fresh air. I believe that I'll be back to my optimistic self in no time. I just need a FRESH START and a heart full of COMMITMENT!