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Confusion

It has only been my 4th day at work and I feel so tired already! I do like what I'm doing, it's very fulfilling but my body and brain can't comprehend with my heart! I get so confused at times, maybe it's just natural since I'm just starting, I do ask questions but since the workplace is too busy, I couldn't get the explanation that I really need from my seniors!*sigh* There's only one more week for me to stay in this area and I'll be in a new place to train again, but before that happens I j...

20 August 2015, 04:20 PM
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Always choose the latter!

FACE EVERYTHING AND RISE

12 August 2015, 08:13 AM
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Nepotism

"It's not what you know but who you know." ~this makes me sad..:(

04 August 2015, 12:03 PM
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My Effin Skin

I have this fair, sensitive skin that really gives me trouble at times. With just some dust around, I automatically get these hives all over my body and when I scratch some itchy spots, my skin breaks! As a result, there goes some scars! I couldn't even wear my clothes with their tags still on, I have to cut it out or else I'll be very uncomfortable and feel itchy all day! And then here's my fair skin, adding insult to injury! When I have some blemishes, it's like being magnified!!! I hate it...

03 August 2015, 03:42 PM
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https://soundcloud.com/pabo-namja/bts-bangtan-boys-tomorrow

(this is the english lyrics) Same day, same moon 24/7 every moment repeats My life is in between Jobless twenty-somethings are afraid of tomorrow It’s funny, you think anything is possible when you’re a kid When you feel how hard it is to get through a day Keep feeling like the “Control” beat, keep downloading it Every single day is a repetition of ctrl+c, ctrl+v I have a long way to go but why am I running in place? I scream out of frustration but the empty air echoes I hope tomorrow will ...

02 August 2015, 09:43 AM
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Girl Crush #2: Nathalie Emmanuel

Aww that beauty! Isn't she lovely?:) No matter how stunning Daenerys Targaryen is, I can't help but notice Missandei!xD Yep, I first saw her on Game of Thrones and was so glad to see her in Furious 7, she had this different feel in there, though, but she's still beautiful as always!^^ I just found out that she'll be starring in the film Maze Runner: The Scorch Trials, so I'm looking forward to it!*____*

31 July 2015, 03:32 PM
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Gotta keep this in mind because it's so TRUE!

28 July 2015, 10:51 AM
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FOOD FOR THOUGHT

28 July 2015, 10:50 AM
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*deep sigh* yeah that's right.. at least i'm doing something.. hmmm.. slowly but surely..

13 July 2015, 02:39 PM
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Feeling down is part of life, all normal people go through it. I can feel that I'm not totally broken and I only need a little repair, over here and over there. I can still laugh, chat comfortably with the people around me and still have the energy to go for a walk and get some fresh air. I believe that I'll be back to my optimistic self in no time. I just need a FRESH START and a heart full of COMMITMENT!

12 July 2015, 03:35 PM
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Ikr!

06 July 2015, 03:12 AM
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CRAP !@#$%

One thing that I hate doing the most is WAITING, and yesterday I gathered all my patience and kept my calm even though it was really hard! I wasted my time... or let's say my fucking life for nothing!

04 July 2015, 01:32 AM
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Insecure and Depressed

Tomorrow will be a crucial day, I'm either going to live my life in a normal way again or fall into depression even further. All I can do now is hope for the best. Thy will be done!

02 July 2015, 02:04 PM
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-_-'

-_-'

22 June 2015, 05:21 AM
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I've been denying this for a very long time, but now I just can't take it anymore! The depression I've hidden inside is bursting and it's hard to control! I just want to scream, cry, and be alone right now! I guess that's the only way to make me feel better, but I don't think I can ever do those things so I'll just keep breathing and slowly rot in here...

17 June 2015, 01:51 PM
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Hwaiting!!!

I had a semi-serious conversation with two of my friends a few days ago and they unexpectedly gave me some words of wisdom, one of them told me that life is meant to be lived forward and the other one said that we should strive hard so that we can fend for ourselves. Although I still ponder about the path I will take, those words really did lift up my spirits and I'll forever thank them for it!^^

04 June 2015, 10:08 AM
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31 May 2015, 02:06 PM
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Oh Beans!

I really love gummy and jelly candies, they make me happy!(♥ω♥*) Luckily, this ain't Bertie Bott's Every Flavour Beans, so no vomit nor earwax flavor for me!lol..

28 May 2015, 01:59 AM
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BTS (Bangtan Boys/Bangtan Sonyeondan)

After hearing their song Boy In Luv, I couldn't help but fall in love!xD I've been fond of K-pop recently and I listen to a lot of songs from different groups, mainly boy groups since most girl groups have that cutesy style which I don't really find entertaining. I've listened to older K-pop groups before like Super Junior and others, but after several years I decided to take a peek on the newer one's, so there's Infinite, at first their songs didn't really have an impact to me but the more I...

05 May 2015, 05:30 PM
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피노키오

I watched this drama after watching Running Man wherein the guest was Lee Jong-suk, I can see a really good leading man potential on him that's why I decided to try watching his drama. I didn't expect something spectacular since Park Shin-hye was his partner, and I'm used to seeing her doing a cutesy kind of role. I was so surprised this time because she's really tough in here and her acting was really great! And Jong-suk, damn this guy, every time his tears flow, my tears flow as well! Actua...

05 May 2015, 04:48 PM
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