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I'm afraid to forget his face, i know it won't be long until my memories fade away. How can i even forget someone i fell in love with so fast.. I guess that's how it should be, i would have liked it, if he had judged usefull to stay in touch with me. But i know that reality would have rung us back if things had turned out like this so ... a farewell it must be what we call it.
Il faut que j'étudie un peu plus, j'ai tendance à ne rien faire en dehors des cours. J'ai quelques lacunes en Espagnol, alors que je suis en LEA je ferais mieux d'y remédier, parfois j’envie tellement les erasmus venu d'Espagne ou d'autres îles qui parlent Espagnol comme s'ils buvaient de l'eau, je sais que j'ai un bon niveau en anglais, mais je les envie quand même pour leur langue maternelle. Il y a même une fille qui parle français, anglais et espagnol.
Il est arrivé comme un cheveux sur la soupe, je ne m'attendais vraiment pas à rencontrer quelqu'un qui me fasse autant rire, et me rende aussi heureuse, même si je refuse de l'admettre devant lui. C'est quelque chose de nouveau, c'est tellement différent de toutes les autres personnes avant lui, parfois je me demande si c'est normal que quelqu'un me comprenne autant. Bon il parle énormément pour un garçon mais il y a tellement d'autres choses intéressantes à son sujet alors je peux bien i...
I had a dream about him yesterday it was really nice
Cher journal, je suis si fatigué... je vais dormir, bonne nuit :3
There is this special person i've known for a long time now, we met on a video game and we stayed in touch for 7 years almost ( if i'm not mistaking) it's 7 or 6 but i know him since a long time for sure, i would never thought that i could meet one of my best friends online, Let's call him "Kill". Someday i will meet him i hope. The funny thing is that he wasn't always the kind of guy i could understand easily or with who i got along well. I've always been intimidated by him even though he ...
It must be a something supernatural to make people lose their mind like this... Wish i could know that feeling though..*sigh*
Dawn
Dear Island of my, i love you... but people... sometimes.... *pouting*
I so love this thing you can't imagine! This truly is the thing i could eat as a dessert everyday
Today i was thinking that kids are really awesome, when i was a kid i did not realize how strong i was, because i was busy dealing with all my "personal problems" Now that i'm all grown up i would say..... it was kinda cool to be a kid, i always thought that i would never regret that time and it's partly true, i don't miss school from primary school to middle school even highschool i'm happy that i'm done with it, .... i could sum up like this : too many bad memories for too little good ones...
I'm Happy that you exist guys, if you can breath and use your eyes, please look at the sky from times to times it really feels good and cheers you up :3 Even if nothing seems to be alright for you, smile at least once a day too, you can do it in front of a mirror or if you don't do it for others, then do it for yourself! This bright smile of yours! on your own face, i'm sure that a lot of people would like to see it too, did you know ? a random smile in the street can make someone's day even ...
It's been really hot lately, and like always the weather is changing a lot, it rains, then it's fine then it rains again then it's fine again it's truly tiring you never know when you will be caught in the rain so you have to walk with your umbrella everywhere or at least keep it in your car ( if you have one). It's like yesterday when i was on the beach there were those creepy grey clouds saying : " hi i'm coming to ruin your day! ahahaha" Finally, the sun kept shining. I never got in the w...
I never told him that i liked him and now my phone is broken... so there's no chance for me to contact him before his departure... i don't know how to find him either i no longer have his phone number..
Bad moments never last forever Things are going to get better because he told me so! i believe his words, even if i can't believe other people it does not matter at least i can trust him. Because he is not a human he doesn't lie he doesn't betray me, never, i even wonder why he still looks at me when i don't even talk to him much. he is so loyal, i think he is the best thing which could have happened to me up until now.
I can't let anything get me down... it's not the right time, so ... i might have to ignore it for now...
I feel like listenning to the opening of Tokyo Goul for some reasons this song has been running through my head for 1 week already, i should listen to it maybe? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uMeR2W19wT0 give it a try :)
night 1 The best i was able to do today was thinking about him, it feels like i'm tormenting myself on purpose. It's hopeless, it's like a narrow street corner in which i'm burying myself not to be seen by anyone and still from where i can stare at everyone passing by. I feel like that, it doesn't make much sense maybe but i guess the whole situation doesn't make sense neither.. Why do i think about someone who won't even remember my name in a close futur, ah.... *sigh*
I would rather date someone who has no feelings at all for me than someone who truly loves me... This way i would be sure i'm not hurting anyone, or maybe i'm wrong ? I hate to play with fragil hearts, dealing with me is quite difficult and i'm aware of it, so i'm better off alone for my and everyone's sake.
