I Have A Secret I Cant Tell

I have a secret I cant tell. Not even on here. It runs so deep I want to cry. I was sworn to never tell. Something taken from me that I was subconsciously aware of yet never knew. A family secret. A secret I must take to my grave. A dear, beautiful, deep, and dark. I long to meet this deep and dark secret but I know I never will. This poor secret that watches over me and loves me dearly. I would cry to hear him speak my name and to say its okay. For him to meet me halfway.

21 April 2017, 01:58 AM
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Lonely and Depraved of Love

Lately Ive been feeling a sense of utter loneliness... Wanting that wamth and comfort of someone hugging you close. Nothing that is resemblance of a mother or father, but rather something much more. Im in love with love. The idea that someone can change you inside out. Making you float away with just a word, or the butterflies that race as you anticipate their hold amd comfort. Hearing them call your name and caress your hair in their hands or feeling their arms holding you tight in embrace, ...

24 August 2016, 06:40 AM
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Divorce

So to get to know me. Im currently 19. Im looking forward to attending an art college, hopefully in either an animation or comic book class. I was always an artsy kid as well as a book smart kid. I would ask for books for Christmas and I would draw all the time. I was a shy and kind, sweet little tyke. Anyways, now to more depressing details of me. My parents divorced when I was 7 years old. My dad is still a jobless bum and my mom has taken care of me all my life. My mom was 21 when she g...

01 August 2016, 05:53 AM
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Hello!

So this is it. A new diary. Ive never cared much to write any. Id give up after maybe 4 days but I hope to keep this one. Here I can share out loud my emotional woes and hope I can connect to anyone out there.

01 August 2016, 04:42 AM
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