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Steeping Stone

Maybe I'll take some sleeping pills tonight. Maybe I'll over dose and wont see the next mornings light. In the end who would care? In my family I was a MISTAKE. My friends lie through there teeth every day. I'm the steeping stone the one that lifts every one higher. I'm the one that reaches and climbs and when I'm almost there... I drop... Like rocks... Back to the bottom... Because I'm the stone that needs to be there for the others to get to the top. So maybe if I fall asleep and dream of a...

21 August 2013, 11:11 PM
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Runaway By Pink

Climb out the window All the pictures and pain I left behind All the freedom and fame I've gotta find And I wonder How long it'll take them to notice that I'm gone ~Runaway By Pink

21 August 2013, 10:34 PM
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Runaway By Pink

I'm too young to be Taken seriously But I'm too old to believe All this hypocrisy And I wonder How long it'll take them to see my bed is made And I wonder If I was a mistake ~Runaway By Pink

21 August 2013, 10:29 PM
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I wanna tell you. But I can't

You think you know me. You don't. You think I tell you everything. I don't. You don't know how much I love you. You don't. I wanna tell you how I feel. I can't. loving is a hard thing for me to do. I've been beaten and scared by the people that should love me the most. So how do you think I can love you. But yet I do. I love you so much. I'm afraid to trust. I'm afraid your going to tell everyone about the side of me that is weak. I wanna tell you this but I'm afraid. Love it's pain and heart...

21 August 2013, 03:55 AM
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The unknown

I feel the blood pumping though my veins, as I slow my heart beat to a steadied but uneven pace. Take a deep breath then let it go. Fallow the footsteps through the snow. There’s a cliff a drop into the unknown. I feel you beside me and I don’t know. Should I stay and live with you or should I jump in to? The snow crunches under your step. You grab my hand and pull me back. I stay planted right where I am. I have to pick you deserve to know should I come live a long happy life with you, marri...

20 August 2013, 03:20 AM
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Tired

We all have our excuses. What we tell the rest of the world when were sad or depressed. Normally we would play it off and say were ok or were just tired. But in reality were falling apart inside out. so yea when u ask me next time whats wrong or seem concerned just remember reading this.... "I'm ok just tired thats all nothing more."

19 August 2013, 11:34 PM
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Afraid??

Trust is a tricky thing. If ur not careful u can get played. For every person I trust with things I always second guess my self after I tell them what I told them. I always have a plan in case they tell everyone what I told them. I fake my way through a lot of things. And sometimes I hear the words "I Love You" so much I don't no if I can believe it any more? All the people that said they love me have left or hurt me were I don't no if I can believe anyone that say it anymore. I wanna be able...

19 August 2013, 08:49 PM
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Who I am

I sit and think would my life be the same if all things were different. I took paths and some how I ended up where I am now. If I went the wrong way would I make my way back to the right path? Am I the way I am for a reason? I don't understand the things I do I can't help myself even when I try. I want to fly away from everything hope to be who I wanna be. I wright the word wings on my wrist to always remind myself I WILL fly some day!

19 August 2013, 06:47 PM
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Angel

My wings are broke and I can’t fly. How am I to get home? My home in the sky. Cause I once was an angel. But I crashed and burned, strong and proud, hard as stone, Could live without a sound. But I’m no long that girl somehow I fought the whole world And here I am without my wings. They were torn from my back what a painful thing. Cause I once was an angel. Hard and wouldn’t think twice. I was a perfect creation. Kind and nice. I'm falling from the sky and the feathers are whipping by. The ju...

19 August 2013, 05:01 PM
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Stronger

I hate being strong. But I can always pull though. I hate emotions they always give too much away. I hate the smile that I always keep upon my face. I was never enough. I was never happy. It all changed the day I walked away. I did will and can take anything life can though in my face. I’ve done it before and can do it again. And the light in my eyes isn’t fake. Like that smile that I had to always keep on my face. I’m stronger now but I’m not that strong. I’m smart enough to just get by. But...

19 August 2013, 08:34 AM
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Him <3

I love you. I love your hair, I love your eyes, I love your smile, I love the way you look at me, I love your voice, I go weak when you touch me, I laugh at your jokes when they're not funny, I take every chance I can get to talk to you, I could stare at you forever & I could be with you forever. Yeah, time you took notice how much you mean to me.

19 August 2013, 08:22 AM
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Labeling

I have tattoos, so I'm a trouble maker. I have curves, so I'm fat. If I wear makeup, I'm fake. If I say what I think, I'm a bitch. If I cry some times, I'm a drama queen. If I have guy friends, I'm a slut. If I stand up for myself, I'm mouthy. Seems like you can't do anything now a days without being labeled. So what, go ahead and label me, see if I give a crap.

19 August 2013, 08:18 AM
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The player game

I heard you're a player so let's play a game. Lets sweet talk and play fight. Lets talk 24/7 and tell each other good morning and goodnight everyday. Lets take walks together. Lets give each other nicknames. Let's hangout with each others friends. Lets go out on dates. Lets talk on the phone all night long. Lets hold each other and hug and kiss. And whoever falls in love first? LOSES.

19 August 2013, 08:02 AM
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Smile :-)

I smile and act like nothing is wrong sometimes, it’s called dealing with shit and staying strong. ~ Unknown

19 August 2013, 07:45 AM
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Raven Black

The fog settles once again in the darkness. As a girl with raven black hair runs though the dark cemetery at the stroke of midnight. The girl’s hair falls over her deadly pale white shoulders as she runs. Her metallic blue eyes darting around as she runs trying not to hit any of the grave stones. Her lips now stained a permanent blood red from all the blood that was in her mouth. Runs from the evil. Her thin body moving and sliding in and out of sharp corners and small wedges in the graves. M...

19 August 2013, 07:36 AM
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CRAZY

Where’s my life? Honestly I don’t. What’s my name? I wouldn’t be able to tell you. What’s my story? It a mess. Can I tell you anything about my life? Yea I can tell you a lot. But why would I? My life is crazy, along with crazy people, crazy thought, crazy ideas, and me.

19 August 2013, 07:27 AM
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Ballerina girl

Ballerina girl with grace dancing your figure 8 the red washing away the pain the red will take you away

19 August 2013, 03:41 AM
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Wonder????

I wonder does any one else have tho days were ur just sad? But when some one asks u y ur sad u cant say? Its not that u dont wanna talk about it, u do. U just dont no y ur sad and u cant explain it so when u tell the person that they think ur crazy. Its not ur fault u think to urself. all u wanna do is scream and cry that ur normal but if u do that ur gonna seem crazyer than what u already seem so u dont. U walk the normal way u do ur normal things and u act normal. But guess what ur not norm...

19 August 2013, 12:16 AM
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I'm from

One place to the other Rochester is the one I love From school to school I stay here From lost family to the ones I know And I don't want to meet From the lost days to now I stay far away From the time I was loved To the time I don't know or care I'm from the place I don't know where I'm from From the place I don't know where I might die from being scared I will never brake I'm from the family to never show I'm from the family to never cry or die I'm from the place to keep it all insi...

16 August 2013, 04:02 AM
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