Faith

Belief in the unseen, the hoped for, it doesn't make much sense but it is coming together for my good. God help me to trust your plan and your covering. Help me to know that where I am meant to be you will lead me and I will know what I am to do.

08 June 2015, 07:49 PM
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WE DID IT!

This entire diary was about the bar and my feelings on failing and awaiting the moment when I could say it was all over and I passed. Finally May 1, 2015 I received my letter and I passed. I will be sworn in on June 16. :-) Thank you God!

14 May 2015, 06:16 PM
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A cycle...

I just read these previous post. It is crazy to think that one year ago I was in the exact same place. Waiting on bar results, waiting on a job to appear, waiting on God to move. I keep trying to hold on to my faith that even though I cannot see it, there are powers working for my good and my future is secure. I just pray that my prayers have not been in vain. I hope that I will go on to appreciate this time in life. Amen

09 April 2015, 02:59 PM
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This is It

I'm not going to dwell on it this time. In 2 weeks I will know if I passed this time. I have prayed and there is nothing left to do ... If this is the plan for my life it will come to be. Amen

20 October 2014, 04:53 PM
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God, I give it to you

We talked,I thought and you heard, I cried and you saw, I prayed and I need you to move in my life. I cannot imagine enduring this exam again. Lord please hear me and align my will with yours. See the desires of my heart and help me to reach my goals. No more worrying... you've already decided my future before I ever existed. I thank you for this life. Amen.

31 July 2014, 04:46 PM
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Fasting for answers this time. Last week I think I received the answers I was searching. THIS week is testing me. I am pushing through. I keep telling myself to not give up. There is clearly no reason to not stay faithful.

10 July 2014, 02:23 PM
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Prayer for Peace and Protection

Dear God, I know I have messed up and at this moment I need you to provide your protection. I need you to cover me and to help me. I am faithful that you will see me through in this matter. In Jesus name I pray Amen.

02 July 2014, 04:34 PM
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That Feeling...

Have you ever had that feeling that you were destined for greatness. There is something in me that is bigger than me. I know it. I just need God to reveal it. I am meant to change the world, and I will some how, some way, some day. He has set me up to do his will. God teach me to walk with you, to follow you, to accept your direction, to move when you say move, to be still when you say sit still, to live, breathe, and have my existence in you. I cannot fail with your hand on my life. ...

30 June 2014, 04:48 PM
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I love my friends

Instead of searching for romantic love I will start appreciating the love I do have. I am loved. Thank you

28 June 2014, 02:06 PM
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Today has been a rough day, but thank you

I am having one of those days that makes no sense. I am struggling to understand why I am not being sworn in today. God I truly believed this was my time and you would allow me to pass this test. I believed that in my heart. And when it didnt happen I just felt so let down and alone like you werent listening to me. I need you to show me exactly what it is that I need to see, learn, understand from this experience. Amen

17 June 2014, 04:26 PM
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Frustration

Dating= frustration Men=frustration Studying=frustration Working= frustration Seriously, I'd like one area of life to work out. That would be great... But for now I will just keep swimming just keep swimming

11 June 2014, 05:36 PM
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Patience

I signed up for OKC, we'll see how this goes. I hope to meet a few nice people and to at least practice my dating skills. I'm a little nervous, but I keep putting things off, I may as well see whats out there.

15 May 2014, 07:08 PM
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My friends keep telling me to date. I don't know if I am scared, picky, or if the idea I have in my head is an unrealistic expectation. But I promised I would try. So I am going to use these 3 weeks before I start studying again to wrap my mind around: (1) God's timing and plan for my love life. (2)What makes a healthy love life, dating life, relationship, and marriage (3) My assets and admirable qualities. My flaws and areas of improvement (4) The traits that I'd like in the person I ...

09 May 2014, 02:00 PM
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The Most Important Commandment

36 “Teacher, which is the most important commandment in the law of Moses?” 37 Jesus replied, “‘You must love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your soul, and all your mind.38 This is the first and greatest commandment. 39 A second is equally important: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ Today I feel really loving although I am having a rough morning. I'm excited about the success of my friends and thankful for minor set backs in my life. It is making me appreciate all of my bless...

09 May 2014, 01:41 PM
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2 Kings-Chapter 6: Eyes wide open, NOT seeing is really Believing

Its not what you see with your naked eye... Don't react to what has happened on the surface-God will let stuff hurt you so he can separate you and take you to the next level. The only way to believe what you cannot see... 1. He is who he says he is: you have to give up and say I don't understand what you're doing but I know you're working for my good. 2. Fear Not: Don't fear the Opposition:do not be fixated on what is in front of you. You cannot live in fear, and expect faith to kick in. ...

05 May 2014, 01:26 AM
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God is faithful...

I my spirit right now. I keep thinking the word fail is going to turn into pass and in my heart I know it isn't. I just can't believe it. I thought everything was in order and I was prepared. God please just heal my heart and remind me of all of your blessings on my life.

02 May 2014, 09:32 PM
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Today is the BIG Day!

At 4:30 I will be one step closer to B J G, Esq. YAY! But God is faithful and he provides. I have a job and no worries at this moment. Thank you God for everything. I truly appreciate my life and every moment of struggle and lesson. Amen

02 May 2014, 02:35 PM
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OMG...

I think it is starting to get to me that on Friday I will know. However, I am so tempted to not look and just wait! BUT I know I want to know. Deep down inside this time I believe I passed. I pray that God's will and my will are aligned.

30 April 2014, 08:34 PM
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Jesus Be A Fence

Seriously this day has been rough. It is only 12:00 but I am thankful for life and the ability to endure. Forgive me for complaining and show me how to be successful even when I feel defeated.

30 April 2014, 04:43 PM
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Things that make me smile

As I get older, I realize how important it is to choose a mate and choose him wisely. He could become my husband, the father of my children, my support system, prayer partner, best friend, protector, etc. It is crazy to think how careless I've been with my heart. But :-) pictures like this put it into perspective. Choose wisely.

29 April 2014, 08:36 PM
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