Happiness 4.30.14

Dear R- Happiness is something that everyone has to experience in there life. It is something that once you feel you will never want to leave. *i already wrote this and it got deleted, not feeling so happy right now.* I always thought that i was happy. With my friends, and going to parties but now that i have experienced really happiness, i feel as though those things dont matter any more. I use to be a different person i guess until i found myself and left the people that didnt appreciate me...

01 May 2014, 02:22 AM
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Disappointment 4.24.14

Dear R- Disappointment, disappointed, to disappoint. One's biggest fear, besides reptiles and insects of course. Disappointing others can be one of the scariest things, in your life. You want everything to be perfect, for those certain people, so they accept you and are proud of you. Disappointing your parents, in your grades, school, action, sports; all a child does is look for that affection. When we do something right we long for the praise and approval or our parents and of course others....

25 April 2014, 03:25 AM
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Is Life Really Unfair? 4.22.14

Dear R- Is life really unfair? Well i dont know what do you think? Ive probably said the word unfair so many times that it comes out naturally. Were we chosen to be tortured, is it just me? Is it just you? Well that i can say, no. There are people in the world that are going through something similar to you. Once again you are never alone. Life can be unfair, but you have to roll with the punches. Sometimes life sends you test, and you cant back down, fight them with flying colors. Dont actua...

23 April 2014, 04:06 AM
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Being Alone 4.21.14

Dear R- Being alone is A ok! I was always fearful of being alone, not even in the sense of relationships but without friendships. Why Is This? Because the feeling that you need people in your life to feel reassured that everything is going to be alright? Because loneliness is looked down upon? Because you want to feel cool? I dont know, i always felt that i needed to set certain standards in my life to feel like someone. I've now realized that being alone, is better than having fake friends, ...

22 April 2014, 01:47 AM
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2 Steps Forward 1 Step Back 4.20.14

Dear R- It always feels as though your improving, making steps in life, to the positive side, where you want to be. Then a depressed sky comes along on your 2 steps forward and makes you take a step backwards. Thats exactly what this day has felt like. I felt like i was making strides and my stride turned into a trip and fall, straight on my face, and it hurt, badly. I sometimes wish for normal, but i dont know what normal feels like. Then i think what if the "normal" people wish for interes...

21 April 2014, 02:00 AM
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Change 4.19.14

Dear R- Dont change yourself for people, change yourself only for something that will better yourself. This is something i have learned. Over the past months to years, i have change myself for other people to like me, to "fit in" with the group, to be cool but what does it lead to? Nothing... it leads to a fake life with fake friends and no one that truly loves you for you. Is it worth it? I ask myself that question, was it worth it. After a long period of time, i thought that that person was...

20 April 2014, 01:21 AM
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My First Post 4.18.14

Dear R- Sometimes in life you have to stop and look at where you are and where you were. Looking back, i thought that my life was great, I had the perfect "best" friend and i felt great but this year ive come to realize that i was never truly happy. I thought that i had to get rid of the problems in my life, so that best friend that i had became a friend no longer, and i hurt her without even knowing it. After fixing things, she still would rather ignore me and still avoid me and i just dont ...

18 April 2014, 09:41 PM
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