My dilemma(part2)

Maybe.. But the only problem with you, is that I don't know if I'd get to see you too often, while the other two I'd see all the time. But you make me happier than both of them.. I don't even know if you're interested in a relationship with me, but if you are I need to choose. And this is actually a really hard descision..

11 November 2013, 10:44 PM
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My dilemma

So this is a first. Recently I've been joining this group of friends and meeting a bunch of new girls. Well I started liking one, and recently started liking another one. Today I found out that both of them like me back. So I have those two that I have to make a descision about. And on top of that, I still love you. I have really strong feelings for you. Everytime I'm with you I'm completely happy. And I've had feelings for you for such a long time. And now I know I might hav a chance with yo...

11 November 2013, 10:42 PM
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Destiny(part2)

Or for some reason that is bigger than you can even imagine right now? Do you think that sometimes there are signs that tell us what path we should take? Do you think that sometimes when were lost, something can happen to lead you the right way Or do you just think it's all a coincidence? Sometimes when I don't know what to do, things happen and I figure out what's the right choice, and after I choose, I realize that it was definitely the right choice. sometimes I wonder about that.

07 November 2013, 10:43 PM
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Destiny

Do you believe that every person was born with their destiny planned out? That everything is going to happen and there's nothing we can do to change how it's going to be? Or do you believe that we make our own? That we pick which path we want to take, and fill it in as we go along? Or what about fate? Do you believe that things happen for a reason? Or that they just happen? Do you think that some people are put in your life for some reason that will completely change your life?

07 November 2013, 10:42 PM
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I had 30 minutes with just you. It wasn't long, but it was definitely the bst part of the night. Just getting to talk to you was amazing. You were right by my side, and I know that's where you'll always be. I was happy. Completely happy. The time I have with you, I wouldn't trade for anything. You really make me happy. You have no idea..

20 October 2013, 09:46 PM
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Every day is the same for me. It sucks. Each day brings me down. I do the same thing over and over and I'm tired of it. It had been over 2 months since I last saw you, and I can't do that again. It's hard never being able to hear your voice. And never actually seeing you. You have no idea what it's like for me when I do finally see you. I get feelings that I don't get any other way. I can't go another 2 months without seeing you. I just can't.

20 October 2013, 09:38 PM
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Something Else(part2)

You're the first one who's ever found something special about me. Last night, you said something that has stuck in my mind. "You're something else." I've thought about that, and you really are the only one who thinks I'm special. And that means a lot.

20 October 2013, 09:22 PM
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Something Else

I've never thought highly of myself. I've always thought I was this unsmart, unskilled, nerdy, annoying, kid. People never thought much of me. I was never really cared about. No one, including myself, has ever seen anything really "special" about me. And then I found you. You care about me. You care if I'm happy or not. You want to spend time with me. You know who I am. You see more in me than anyone sees. You believe in Me more than I do. You're really the first thing I've ever truly cared a...

20 October 2013, 09:21 PM
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I used to look at this quote. And it would give me the inspiration to not give up on you cause I thought someday it would pay off. Well tonight I discovered miracles do happen.. And I'm so glad I didn't give up on you.

20 October 2013, 05:42 AM
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Oh. My. God..

20 October 2013, 05:00 AM
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You make me so happy. I can't even explain it. You have made me happier than anything has ever made me. I've been thinking about it tonight, and I think I'm happy. When you told me that you truly love me, well I guess that just changed my view on life. It gave me hope. And ow you're saying you want to kiss me. Hah I have been dreaming about a kiss from you since I first met you. And now you want to kiss me. I can't tell you how happy that makes me. I love you. You truly are the best thing to me.

17 October 2013, 04:07 AM
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From best to worst.(part2)

way they were. Back then I knew who I was. I wasn't confused. I do know why things changed. And I know why they haven't changed back. I hope that I can have another turning point soon, and maybe things will get better again.

14 October 2013, 03:56 AM
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From best to worst.

Months ago, I was having the best time of my life. I was so happy every day. I wasn't scared of what the next day was going to bring. I wouldn't try to stay up late because I didn't want tomorrow to come. I would smile all the time. Things were going so great. I had never been in a happier time In life. Then it changed. It went from the best time in my life to the worst time. I haven't been happy for a whole day in months. I haven't been able to smile and actually mean it. I want things to be...

14 October 2013, 03:54 AM
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Don't worry too much.

You're getting too upset about all this. I understand that you don't want to be in love, but you are. Just accept that because it's the truth. You have to accept it. Don't worry about all this. Being in love isn't going to hurt you right now. Yes it will most likely, but it's not yet. I don't like that your in love either. I know it's not going to turn out well, but just enjoy it while you can and don't worry about the future.

28 September 2013, 10:39 PM
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What would I do?(part2)

heart. And every other time, it will bring almost morse pain than you can bare.

26 September 2013, 10:20 PM
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What would I do?

What would I do if I knew love wouldn't last? Well if it were me, I wouldn't care. I'd enjoy the time I have right now while I love that person. Even if I knew it would end badly for me. I'd enjoy every second because you only fall in love with people who are very special to you. But I know to not fall in love again. I enjoyed being in love. But I sure don't want to make the mistake of falling in love again, because there's only one person that you will fall in love with who will not break your

26 September 2013, 10:19 PM
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I really don't know how I feel right now. About her, about life.. About you.. Things got better, but that was just an illusion. They got bad again. Once again I'm lost and confused. I need to find something to save me again.

23 September 2013, 03:09 AM
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I can't really say you're my friend. You're not.. You're more than that. To me, you're above a friend. But i dont know what that would be. You do more for me than a friend would. I care more about you than I would a friend. You're more special to me than a friend is. You're above a friend. Which I never thought I could meet someone who's like that to me.

18 September 2013, 03:54 AM
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Why can't people just leave me alone? I wanted to keep this on the down low, and now my "friend" betrays me and decide to tell everyone. Now no one will leave me alone about this. You took this too far. You don't even realize it. And now everything is different with me and her. I couldn't even talk to her tonight cause everyone was just waiting for me to just to make fun of me. I trusted you, and you couldn't keep your mouth shut. This is why I don't trust people..

14 September 2013, 02:36 AM
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You're being driven by fear. You're scared of the unknown, and what's to come. Fear is controlling you. But you can change that. You need to take the wheel, and YOU need to control what goes on in your life. Not friends, or family.. You. Make yourself take whatever tomorrow throws at you. Don't be affected by what happens. Just kick your feet up and laugh at it. You're stronger than what life is throwing at you. You just gotta conquer the fear, and control what's going to happen.

13 September 2013, 12:29 AM
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