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8/10/2014 TRUST

I know I ask out of The Lord a lot but I think if I felt in love with a nice old mature man that would be wonderful if it was Jamie S. Old man that knows what he want and is ready for a good woman like me but I was so scared cus what about if I couldn't give him a he need but with a lot of faith in The Lord it would be perfect I just need a chance and I do the rest plus I know all and all his family I would be the best partner to join my life with. I love all his family and I sure they love...

11 August 2014, 04:56 AM
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7/31/2014 REGAT

I don't get how life can be fair when my life suck and my evil sister living my life and she took everything from me. Oh why she still gets to be happy. Like they say what goes around comes around. But nothing yet it been 15 years since she back stab me and nothing life's unfair to me. Boo hoo I hope I can be happy for once...

01 August 2014, 05:24 AM
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I'm ready 07/13/2014

Last night I had a wonderful dream I was going on a road trip. And my husband was there in that trip and he was driving and I had to have a kiss from him and damn he is my love and I will alway want to be with him: I just wake up and it's a lie I wanted to come true and I'll never give up????

14 July 2014, 03:56 AM
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6/29/2014. HURT

I don't feel or trust even though my heart tells me to never give up. I feel like I'm cursed and I will not be happy. I've had prayed ever since I was 10 years old since the first time. I saw the man of my dreams in my dreams. Now I'm almost 30 and I still pray for some thing close to him but nothing. Happens or come even close to be happy be let down so many times that I've even given up and still no happiness. In not going to lie but GOD IS TO BLAME!!!!! Everyone else around me get a great ...

30 June 2014, 05:47 AM
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5/7/2014 thank you god

First of all I want to say that I'm sorry for being angry at you when if I don't let you walk by my side and push you away how am I suppose to be happy. Now I know that if I praise you and have you in my heart who else will I love then everything will fix its self. I do love you very much thank you god for all your lesson and your love back to me.

08 May 2014, 03:12 AM
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God forgive me 5/2/2014

I don't understand how other people that don't deserve the life that they have kids, love,husband, everything. I WANT THAT LIFE. And I just found out that my sister is getting married that bull shit how can that be. She hurt me 13 yrs and ever time I see her she laughs in my face. I will for reallys kill my self I'm tired of waiting for something if it doesn't happens this year or months it's over for me :(

03 May 2014, 12:12 AM
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3/21/2014

I don't know why people always thanks god I am so sick and tired of hearing that I mostly hate it cus god has not done nothing good for me I'm alone no money no kids no good job. I am a very good person I help everyone in need not wanting any thing back and all I get is more fucked up shit over and over again but this is my life unless I ended but not right now I'm still waiting on forgiveness or if not death it's self.

21 March 2014, 11:50 PM
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3/9/14 9:09

Last night of had a dream of a that I was hang out with my sister Brenda. And for some reason I had to go out of town with her. But before I left had to go home and get some stuff then I saw you tall sexy short hair man I ever seen. And right when I was leaving you said you'll miss me and will be here waiting for me to come back then you kiss me and wow those kisses can take a breathe away suck passion they felt real. I'm not gna lie I wish my dream came to life. Tired of being alone in a re...

10 March 2014, 02:01 AM
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3/7/2014 HOPE

I'm sitting out side a movie theater wanted to see SON OF GOD movie and there is no available showing until and hour. I do trust in his good faith that at the end I will be happy with the man that I love and the life I live with his family there are close not like my family all we do is fight talk bad about every thing stupid I keep doing I'm not perfect and they are not either but there more calm. I do trust in god but I'm old and all I want is to be happy I've never had true happiness.

07 March 2014, 07:45 PM
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3/5/2014

Dear god, I would like to start on saying that please for give me for all the stupid mistakes I've done. I want to change my worst luck to great good luck: please I want to man of my dreams, kids and money to get rid of my debt. That's all.

06 March 2014, 04:02 AM
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3/3/14. Give up

I can't go on any longer I'm stuck and I'm trying the best to get out 1st my file for income almost 2,000 gone due to I owe for school now how am gna get out of here. Now I know I never going to be with you so I got to give up on you my love. ILOVEU ALWAYS 8•

04 March 2014, 05:43 AM
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02/16/2014

I know I have done a lot of shitty thing in my life. I've hurt a lot of people in my pass. I just want to start being happy I see a lot of people that have everything handed to them and still they get everything love kids great husband and life.

16 February 2014, 05:37 PM
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I feel like my life is standing still and I can't escape. If I could only turn back time and never choose this life I have now. WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE ALL THAT BAD STUFF HAPPEN TO ME. I 3 cars my money borrow 5,000 from my uncle that I haven't payed yet. I just want to change my life for good fine the love of my life, live happily.

13 February 2014, 08:23 PM
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6/19/13 I been with angel for 4 years and I am at the end of my rope he doesn't love me and I know I could never have a life with him.i once had a dream of a man that I was married to and have my children with him and it felt so real that I want it to come true I am waiting to have another did about tour life I hope I comes true and that is the only person I want to spend the rest of my life with .

19 June 2013, 11:59 AM
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