Why I write

I wrote all this not because I really wanted to write this. In fact I actually hate writting. It's jsut that I had to share that feeling with someone, what I know with someone. I'm going to explode if I don't. Whether you like to read it or not is your choice, it's just here to tell everyone what I am inside. Thanks for reading :)

23 August 2013, 08:28 AM
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Tagged

In the Tagged website, please stop asking me to go out and meet me in person, ask for my phone number, or even for my picture. I"m Fate Celandine here. I just want to make friends online, not meet you in real person.

23 August 2013, 08:22 AM
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The Key is....

The key to the space inside us is.... God I somehow knew HIM by only talking to HIM everyday in my head inside my room, As I slowly continue all the talking, I'm starting to change. I didn't realize it until a very long time after. I was still depressed about a lot of things, I didn't realize HE was actually there, I only knew because of the things that happen around me. The sudden variety of food and drinks that I like inside the fridge when I got home, which made me feel so enco...

22 August 2013, 04:20 AM
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Keeping it in no more

Will try to speak up and so what I’m supposed to do, I will not regret it anymore. I’m sharing the secret with everyone. Anyone has the right to know, regardless whether it is allowed or not. I can do it. I won’t hold back anymore.

10 August 2013, 04:40 AM
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Posts

My posts are not consistent. I post things every now and then. When I’ve really got something to write then it’s on a everyday basis. Assignments are taking up my time. When it’s not, books and many other stuff fills up my time. I know I’m giving excuses and all. Honestly I’m not the super social techkie and all. You can say that I’m only starting to get involve in posting my things online. Would welcome any tips or guide in running a blog or some fan page. (Not that I’m very co...

10 August 2013, 04:10 AM
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Secret to the empty space within

My regret is that I didn’t hint out anything to my friends, I didn’t dare even to say it ou, to reveal what I found...the secret that fills me, that fills the empty space within me. She was empty within, laden with all of life’s problems, I knew how it was within her, how it’s all buried under the cheerful person she always is. How I wish I had the courage to tell her, either then or now. I somehow just couldn’t tell directly the secret to making life a lot better. I’m such a coward.

08 August 2013, 07:52 AM
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I Hate You PRIDE! (T0T)

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you so much! Why do you have to make me even worse than hat I am already? I know I might be one of the best in class, nobody likes a proud person (even me). I don’t want to think that nobody can beat me, that I’m better than everyone else. You just make me feel good and then let me fall to the ground , making me so depressed and unconfident of myself again. HE hates the proud, the main reason why I don’t want to be proud. That’s why I said I’ll fall to the...

15 July 2013, 05:00 PM
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For the Weaks (including me =3=”)

I admit I’m weak. I can’t speak well, feel like a failure when I can’t do something or fail at it. I used to just sight or feel bad for days To become useful, I trained a lot on my weaknesses, read any topics I felt I would need in the future, improve whatever I already can do, and trying to learn many more things from the internet or books. I finally reached a point where I felt I had known a lot more things than everyone else, I can do things better than them and got super confident. ...

15 July 2013, 04:36 PM
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About me

My name is Fate Celandine. I like to write a lot, especially about my life, myself, what I'm going through and many other stuff. There's a little mystery behind all the writting, the surface look and meaning of it all. Good luck in understanding them all =D

16 June 2013, 07:21 AM
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Final Chapter:

This is all that I would share this time, hope you find the person I was talking about (Really HE isn’t that hard to find). The main reason I want to share this with someone, is to tell everybody that HE IS other than what most people think of HIM. That it’s meant to be that way, not the way you think HE might be. That’s it for now, hope this will be a help to you. By: Fate Celandine

18 April 2013, 06:45 AM
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Chapter 5: Influences of a Friend

I would look like it at took place within months or even days from my description, but it actually was a process of getting to know HIM, like getting to know someone as a stranger and then slowly knowing them as a good friend. It took me about 2 years or so. Along the way, when you get to know your friend more and more, and you hang out together more often, you get influenced by them or they’ll get influenced by you, little by little, you mirror each other. You start to like what they l...

08 April 2013, 06:28 AM
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Chapter 4: HE Responds

I didn’t gain the ability to directly hear HIM immediately. At first, I wasn’t able to hear, I only got the message from situations around me, and sometimes I would understand through dreams. Slowly, I started to be able to hear through many other ways. Every night, I would lie on my stomach and read the Bible. I would think and talk like normal about the day. And then one night, talking as usual, a loud click sounded. It was from the air-conditioner. It was loud enough to frighten m...

06 April 2013, 05:43 AM
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Chapter 3: The Start of it All

When I thought of it, I realize that I don’t remember how I got into the place I am now. I tried a little harder to remember. I think this is how it all started… I took my Bible out and flipped it, I did this every once in a super long time throughout my life, thinking maybe I should start reading it because everyone say you should read the Bible every day. But yeah…I never did read more than a few sentences before I got tired of reading and put it away. This time was almost the same, bu...

05 April 2013, 04:23 AM
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Chapter 2: Someone There in My Life

What would you feel if you had someone to talk with most of the time, be there with you through everything in life, whether sad or happy? Who makes life worth living? When I was having a hard time in school, and was really REALLY down. I came back home and opened the fridge to get some water, the fridge was full of the food and drinks that I liked. This made me feel a lot better, a little more comforted, and a bit more encouraged. I felt that HE cared when I was really low in spirit goin...

04 April 2013, 04:44 AM
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My Story: Chapter 1: My Miserable Life

I’m not a religious person. This is just the story of my life. Something I want to share with everybody, something I want someone else to know too. Remember, this is just my life, my story, and… I’m going to start now. I was like any other child growing up in a Christian family, unlike many other kids from a Christian family, I actually didn’t like reading the bible or praying. I still go to church, but I sort of see it as a kind of routine. But like any other “Christian” kids (mean...

03 April 2013, 07:20 AM
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