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Sometimes..

I just realized how much time has passed since I last sat down and felt free to express my thoughts, and just write. I'm going to be honest, I sat down a couple of times and started this post, but somehow I always ended up with insignificant details and they just didn't seem to fit together. Maybe it felt like it because there is so much going on right now, I'm graduating from high school just in a couple of months and really need to focus on studying to ace those exams, I work really hard on...

16 April 2017, 06:23 PM
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Who do you want to be?

This simple question kept me thinking. And I want to be someone inspiring, kind, understanding, giving, someone who leaves a mark in everyone's heart. I want to be able to heal people's hearts, whether through music, that's my biggest dream and I aspire to be a great musician someday, or through acts of kindness. I want to be a great person, humble and kind, but who stands out for herself if needed. Someone who inspires and understands people. I want to only carry good values with me and spre...

31 January 2017, 11:35 AM
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Pieces of me

Is it too bad that I enjoy spending the night awake with a book in my hand,getting lost in a whole another universe? That have a spark in my eyes and get excited whenever I am truly passionate about something?  That I enjoy talking about everything and I'm much more open-minded than I appear to be? That I can wish only good for even those who hurt me or are making a fool of me? Or is it inappropriate for me to wish for someone whose love doesn't even need to be questioned? To wish for someone...

09 January 2017, 01:40 PM
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Wanderlust

So here it is! A new beginning. I have to say my year ended in an unexpected way and I came to the conclusion that I am different from what society makes teenagers look like. And it doesn't bother me. Besides, the biggest lesson I've learned this past year is that not everything turns out as expected and sometimes things just have to be a certain way, even if they are not how we supposed. But I still keep wondering on the 'what if's' .. and my strongest concern is what if I had been braver? m...

04 January 2017, 10:49 PM
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A letter to YOU

I know your life has changed, but that's okay, mine has changed too. And let me tell you, this past year was one of the best ones and you had your role in making it like this. I'm not going to say I wanted you to stay because you probably already know that. I think maybe I just wasn't ready yet, but I'm so sorry I couldn't open up and know you better. Still to this day, I believe it could have been more than that, I know I am so much more than I could show you and you are much more than you t...

02 January 2017, 07:16 PM
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Somehow it doesn't feel like Christmas.. even if it looks exactly as if it is, the tree is decorated in all its glory, my room is full of fairy lights and Christmasy touches, the smell of gingerbread and cinnamon radiates from the kitchen, the whole family is here, movies are being played , but still I don't feel it this year. I just don't .. I focused on making everyone happy around me and I noticed I've just given. I thoughtfully bought everyone a small gift and sent out best wishes for th...

25 December 2016, 04:56 PM
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Believe..

I'm starting to believe I'm on the right path..and I say this because when I think of the last few days, I'm nothing but thankful and purely happy. Yes, I said it. In these last days, I found out I nailed my English exam and I sang on the stage for the first time apart from school performances. It was amazing! I didn't even know I could do it! But it went so great. All of the most important people were there and I swear I felt so much joy when I looked around and saw everyone who came to supp...

18 December 2016, 06:59 PM
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Maybe..

I'm starting to realize maybe everything happens for a reason.Maybe some things were simply meant to be and some just needed to pass by. We never know just then if the choices we made were the right ones because we can only see life from our perspective,listen to that inner-voice and hope we were right. And I'm also starting to believe .. believe that I'm exactly where I supposed to be,that I haven't even lived the best moments of my life yet,that I have something better and bigger ahead of m...

12 December 2016, 09:43 PM
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