Owh No!

I'm a really really shy person and I have a CRUSH. If you're like me you'd know how "just talk to her" isn't as easy as it sounds like. I've always been bad at the whole crush thing which led me into having relationship I don't want to be a part of and being stupid enough to ruin one I want to be in. She asked me if I was single but never really said anything else and she's in a relationship but I know the girl doesn't deserve her she's sweet but her gf is mean and pretty sure she's the defin...

27 July 2016, 01:16 AM
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Runaway.

I ran away. I ran away from home, from people, from anything human. I don't know how I did it. I just took my car and ran away. I didn't know where to go at first but then I knew I wanted to be alone so I went up the mountain. It was the most beautiful thing. Me alone with no service and no people just me, my car, my jacket and silence. I stayed the night on top of my car(bad idea I know)and it was a good thing that I always have a pillow and blanket in the car just in case and boy did they c...

09 July 2016, 08:02 AM
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This is not my life.

I'm not myself anymore. My life is changing, my dreams are changing. I thought that I'm supposed to be controlling my life, but instead everything around me is controlling me. I was the happy, active girl that loved art, dancing, sewing, and loved LIFE. Now I'm just that girl that sits in her room all day watching movies and contemplating about her miserable life. No good friends, a family that is always in a fight, siblings that never appreciate and no personality. I'm just the dumb girl tha...

02 July 2016, 01:51 AM
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