If not to heaven, then hand in hand to hell.

I'd forgotten. Forgotten what it was like to be here. Forgotten what happiness could really be like. Forgotten what it was like to breathe with the sun on your face and the wind at your back. I keep seeing it. Feeling down? Smoke this. Feeling sad? Drink this. On and on, until everyone is a network of pitiful machinery, dancing together in an endless cycle that just keeps repeating, until one day they drank too much, and ended up in the ditch, limbs detached from torso and glass eyes pleadin...

13 April 2015, 03:09 AM
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Lemony Snicket.

Best fictional author ever. Enough said.

03 March 2014, 09:54 PM
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ѕтιℓℓ ѕєαя¢нιиg fσя му αfтєямαи...

She gave her heart to a falling star... When news filtered through of his tragedy, all the walls went up. Around a world she declines... As the tears from her eyes fall... No one understands, and no one will, All she has lost... If he's not here, then where? If he's not here, then where? If he's not here then where? If he's not here then where? When she found it there in the cold, blue glare... The words distressed and unfamiliar where the feelings seared. An emptiness had hung, an...

21 November 2013, 10:00 PM
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YAY

Thanksgiving break is coming up. Finally, time to be spent solely on family, friends and pets. I will be able to give thanks for just living, thankful for things both good and bad. Why? Because these things are what make me a better person as days pass by.<3

20 November 2013, 05:40 PM
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"While you were sleeping..."

No one had a good day yesterday. Carpathia is having trouble with his ex-wife, and apparently owes the lighting company a fuck ton of money because she refuses to pay the bills, calling him a deadbeat. Mind her, Carpathia is in college, trying to get a degree so he can make more money. It doesn't really matter now though because he's dropping out in favor of an apprenticeship somewhere in Cali, I think. I hope the best for him, albeit his sexual comments are something I could so without. No o...

10 October 2013, 04:58 PM
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The Black Rainbow

You were all that we needed... To believe in our doubt, The hurt we allowed. We had sworn to believe them... And scattered across our memories found. You were all that we needed... To believe in our doubt, The worst I'm afraid... The hurt we allowed. We defined the lines and crossed, Into a great unknown to read all... The words we left out. In all, we all, are truly afraid... In all, we are, of the one thing we can't be. In all, we all, are truly afraid... Wishing one day... we could be st...

10 October 2013, 04:10 AM
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Hm. I don't know how to begin the perils that went on today, simply because I am merely bitching about how painful my day was, when in reality it could have been a hell of a lot worse. I could be missing an arm, after all, like that surfer chick on that movie whose title escapes me at the moment. I mean, there are obvious differences between us, I've never surfed, for one. I wonder what that would be like; a soft breeze offering an embrace of the briny air, riding the wave with a carefree exp...

05 October 2013, 10:31 PM
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Hate

An ego state that wishes to destroy the source of its unhappiness. That is probably the best description I have ever heard of the word hate; none come closer to an accurate description, in my opinion anyway.

05 October 2013, 04:49 AM
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My God. Physics is a subject that beckons to my rational mind, wanting to know the theories that all human life is based on is so... appealing. Makes me wonder about the controversies regarding time. And yet... Another part of me wants to shun all these ideas. Is there really such a thing as fate? I have no idea. Maybe there are trillions of possible timelines and universes out there, just waiting for you to make a decision. And when that decision is made, you are thrown into a brand new tim...

04 October 2013, 11:52 PM
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Resplendent Defiance

I wear this defiance with a grin. For all of you who bother to read this, I am my own beacon of light in this dark world. Words are my fuel, and I will use them with a passion, an urgency, a vehemency. I will be polite to you all, regardless of your ethnic background or race. My name is constantly chewed up and spit back in several odd and depressing ways, so type it, I will not. Here, I will go by Inveterate Coalescence, simply because it's a force of habit to come together, especially in ...

03 October 2013, 05:57 PM
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Run-of-the-Mill Douchebag

I feel like the stupidest girl on Earth. To have let that... that... RUN-OF-THE-MILL douchebag touch me? I have a filth clinging around the edges of my very soul, and no amount of feverish cleansing or scalding showers will help remove the disgusting miasma that permeates my inner chest cavity. Sure the words I'm using may come as a little harsh, but I swear this is the truth. I am appalled, both at myself, and the situation. I am to blame. Regardless, I will continue to use the light fragran...

03 October 2013, 05:35 PM
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