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14 September 2013, 11:46 AM
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Been full of a cold since getting back off holidays. Fun of being in a very hot country and coming back to the cold and rain. What a beautiful holiday though, I didn't want to come back home :(

14 September 2013, 11:40 AM
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Holiday Time

On our holidays for a week and it is gorgeous :) Loving the hot weather and being away from all the stresses ...

03 September 2013, 05:31 PM
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Time for a Change

After talking to my fella tonight and laying my cards totally on the table of how bad I am feeling we have discussed things I kept saying would never happen. It is definitely good though. Once we are back off holiday we are looking in to new housing, moving in together. Never thought I would but am now looking forward to it. Tomorrow I am cancelling my phone and from then on is starting a new life. Since I am no longer wanted in my old one it is time for a new one. Can't believe I have been m...

30 August 2013, 10:30 PM
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I love watching these old movies, I lose myself in them.

30 August 2013, 02:58 PM
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Another Day

Still feeling down. Everything piling up on me is fetching me down. I am just depressed and feel so bloody poorly, keeping door shut all time and blinds down 'cos I can't handle the world. Hopefully one day soon I'll put up a nice journal entry about how good I feel and my life is on track!?! Right now I just regret ever moving back here, I want to be anywhere but here. I like this place because no one knows who I am, I don't like to let people in to my thoughts, I always keep a mask on, m...

30 August 2013, 02:40 PM
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Oh la la

Have no idea what to do. Am feeling somewhat confused, emotional, nervous. Quite a few different emotions going on. When I moved back home some years ago it was after a bad break up, one minute he was in my face screaming at me the next minute I was at the police station having my face photographed for a court case against him. The way I lived after that was in fear for quite a lot of months. My friend would knock at my front door and would have to wait whilst I unbolted and unlocked the de...

29 August 2013, 04:51 PM
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G'day

Here I am on a diary website. How is everybody? Life here is about the same as ever. Same shit different day kind of thing. Been a good day today actually, couple new dresses and a new top and a couple of blingy new accessories, what more could a girl ask for :)

20 August 2013, 01:10 AM
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