Today was pretty good. Living with my future in laws is getting better and better. We are keeping the peace. No arguments at all today, no tension what so ever. I guess it is normal for all of us to argue because we are a family but things have been very good. I love the energy in the house right now. This is an environment I would love Rosilina to be in. I can just hear her laughter and giggles in this house right now in this very moment. I really hope things stay this way. She will be bless...
Mommy and daddy are patiently waiting for your arrival. Don't keep us waiting to long though. I know you will be the perfect daughter. Beautiful, Smart, Responsible, and Respectful. I know this because your parents are two amazing people that will shower you with love. I love you so much Rosie and it will do anything to protect you and make sure you're okay. mommy loves you.
hello, Konichiwa, Hola!!! I haven't posted in forever. a lot has happened since June 21. I've meet the most amazing man ever. His name is Roman and soon I will have his last name. I fucking love him so much, I feel like God put him in my life for the simple fact that I need him. He makes me feel so good. I didn't think it was possible to be this happy and love someone so much ❤️ I mean we have our petty pointless arguments but what couple doesn't? The difference between most couples and us is...
Nothing in life really holds value unless you've worked hard for it. the value of that object increase or decrease by how much or how little you have done to obtain it.
well today has been quiet. I've really just been listening to music all day, working out and watching cartoons. I was supposed to go in for work today but I didn't know I had to pick up two schedules. I go back to work on Wednesday which is cool because I get to chill for three more days. I'm ready to go back though so I can make my money.
So tomorrow is the big day. My first day of work. ugh I'm so nervous! I'm ready though...well technically I'm not prepared because tomorrow is my first day of training but I got this.
Haven't posted in awhile because of the power outage but I have a lot to talk about. Soooo I finally got a job. No, not at urban outfitters! Instead I got a job at Children's Place, which is good because now I don't have to be around those annoying ass hipsters haha. On another note I've been in a good place pretty much enjoying life and trying not to worry so much. If there's one thing that I've learned it's that once you start to worry, you get stressed, once you're stressed you lose sleep....
A Random Thought:
So many things I want to give up on but the minute I lose hope, is the minute it will all start to fall apart!
sometimes I feel like I want to go home, even when I'm at home. It just feels like I don't belong on this planet. I don't know what that means but that's exactly how I feel. I feel like the people that I know, I won't know them forever, that they'll disappear eventually. I'm not really sad or mad about it, I'm really just waiting for that moment to come. Yea...that's how I feel .
idk, today was boring as hell. I miss my sister, it would be less boring if she was here. I still talk to her but it feels hella weird not seeing her everyday. Ugh I can't wait until I move out. You know your ready to move out when everything your parents do annoy the hell out of you. I'm pretty much reaching that point and its time to get out of here!
Welp I haven't posted in a while. I just wasn't feeling it but now I have something to say. I am now...coming to terms with the fact that there is no such thing as a perfect friend. I don't know why the fuck I put my friends on a pedestal. I expect so much from them, like I felt like they were a different species, they're supposed to treat you better than ordinary people treat you. Which is true.. to some extent. No one is perfect everyone fucks up, but the difference between a random person ...
so the interview was yesterday, I don't think I did that great at the interview but I did the best I could. Hopefully they seen something in me that they liked. I just wish it could have been a one on one interview instead of a group interview. I mean I was SO nervous. Maybe I should have just asked for the one on one. But hey I was myself so if they don't like me for the job, somebody else will...right?
Happy belated birthday to me. It was cool because mothers day fell on the same day. I have no complaints. I woke up feeling good, and got to see my mom celebrate another mothers day. What more could I really ask for?
Earl Sweatshirt- Whoa
Got a new job interview next Tuesday, I am so excited and its at a very cool place. Urban Outfitters, this is like a dream job because its in the mall. Hope I get it!!
I just want to have fun today. I'm thinking mall!