How can I possibly gala for such a super duper rainy weather + a rolling thunder & flashing lightning... I'm all dressed up & ready to go but how can I gooooooooo :D ??????
"Paano ba ang magmahal kailangan bang nasasaktan" this one line of a song reminds me on how I sometimes love someone that can no longer be mine because of some reasons that I have. The person that means so much to me a year ago and now is just a friend that says "kumusta ka?" who used to say "I love you". I don't know why I'm writing this. I just read awhile ago my previous post on this site but it just made my mind change for certain part of my thought. It's just that when it comes to the as...
I just thought that it'll be it.. But unfortunately I'm wrong again, but I will never stop until it happens.. PROMISE! IT WILL HAPPEN!
I know one day I'll be soo happy.. Can't wait for that moment.. No more Louie that always barge in along the way..
Let it be... Just don't mind him for 3 consecutive months, best advice for myself, then after that if he insist then go if not, much better.. November 10, 2014 up to February 10, 2015. That span of time naman siguro maki-clear na isip nya and at the same time kahit papano nakakarecover na sya. Kasi almost 8mos.lang naman naglast yung fooling relationship kaya I think 3mos. is enough.. :) Aba wala ata talaga ako laban sa Rich Kid na yun HaHa! Pero "ata" lang naman eh :) kasi the Good Hearted w...
November 11-12, 2014
I'm really a soft-hearted person, kasi kahit gano kasama ng ginawa nya sa'kin I still helped him overcome what he's goin' thru right now.. I wasn't supposed to be doing him any favor but you know it's hard to neglect someone who became almost half of your being. I cannot hide that I still want him to be with me, that I can still love him (not minding his past) and I wanna tell him that we can start again or continue either the good relationship that we started to build then but you know I ha...
Oh my! How could this be possible? Grabe, I can't believe this! "tell me how to unlove you" is this your answer to that question of mine? It's just a couple of days since I moved on, tapos eto?? Hala..... :| ang hirap naman... One click lang oh ayan ka nanaman.. Hmm... I really don't know now what to do.....
After the super duper melo-dramatic moments, it's time to wake up again in reality! Energized. Realized! It's over.. If he can be happy, why can't I :) Moving on.......... *Busy mode
It Still Hurts :(
L****, please tell me how to unlove you.... PLEASE T-T ansakit na.... sobra! I still can't get over it.... :(
I Really Just Can't T-T
:( Sobrang daya mo talaga, ang unfair-unfair mo... Ikaw ang bilis mo lang nakaget-over samantalang ako, heto pa rin nagiisip kung paano ko sisimulan magmove on. Nakakainis lang talagang aminin na Mahal pa rin kita, Gusto pa rin kita pero alam ko hanggang dito na lang 'to. By chance man na mabasa mo 'to siguro dito mo lang malalaman na yung taong iniwan mo eh grabe pa pala yung sugat na naiwan sakanya. Kung pwede nga lang sana nung araw na iniwan mo ako dinala mo na lang sana lahat ng sakit at...
Put away the pictures. Put away the memories. I put over and over Through my tears I've held them till I'm blind They kept my hope alive As if somehow that I'd keep you here Once you believed in a love forever more? How do you leave it in a drawer? Now here it comes, the hardest part of all Unchain my heart that's holding on How do I start to live my life alone? Guess I'm just learning, Learning the art of letting go. Try to say it's over Say the word goodbye. But each time ...
I kinda feel useless :(
...for a Younger Sister
If you just know how I am deeply hurt everytime you disrespect me, you yell at me and most of the time, the usual thing you do... disobeying me. I cannot blame you for being so rebellious but at least please learn how to respect the people around you. You don't even know how much I've sacrificed just to give what you want and what you need. I know how different our childhood was but it's not the reason to act that way. You're already a grown up, you already know what to choose, you already kn...
Just Yesterday 10-23-14
The long wait is over, in 7 months time it did happen! Sadly, I'm not interested anymore. After all that he did, MYGEE! how come he can do such thing.. How annoying but I'm curious to what will gonna happen next... >:] *RESTRICTED MODE
People who suddenly remembers you but that sudden moment is just when they need something from you. What the crap! Are they really that shit???!!! It's too obvious, can't they do it perfectly, without being noticed?? HaHaHa! How pathetic...
Oo. Siguro. Hindi.
The Come Back
:) Its a nice feeling that no matter how long you didn't show up to them still they see you the way it was before. No judgements. I'm really blessed with this God given opportunity, to meet people like them and work with them.....
It's funny how I found myself writing again. And it seems that I have to break a promise to myself once more :)