I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY TOO!
I need to stop trying to pleasing everyone & start pleasing myself.
I did nothing to you, So please take your attitude else where.
What is friends?
Is this all in my head or is it real life?
People say when your sad it only last for less than half an hour, But I've been sad for years now.
I feel so excluded from everything. I don't wanna be the person who invites theirselves.
Ever since I was nine I've been putting on this mask. A mask that hides everything I'm really feeling.
I feel so alone. Like not just physical, But emotional & mental.
I remember when everyone thought that 2014 was gonna be a really good year, But all we have is bad news after another.
Cause I didn't know you, I feel so irrelevant. I feel like if I say something someone is going to say "That's fake, You didn't even know him" when I'm only trying to pay my respects.
We weren't friends, I never talked to you, But we were hanging out with the same people before the incident happened. Now your gone..? I don't know why but it really does hurt to know I will never get the chance to be your friend. RIP