yeah... so i decided to do so but probably i won't be able to .... it's complicated.
when ever i feel i'm loosing it.. i shut down all my connections .
Don't fool around with me..i've had it.
if only i can sleep for the rest of my life ...........
How am i suppose to handle all this!!!!!
GOD DAMMIT !!!!!!!!
Trying to heal myself by myself
i need to smile from the inside
where are those who call themselves family when you need them!!!
"Somebody make me feel alive and shatter me."
everyone knows the attitude everyone got through it and they have it as a fact..but why am i refusing it! sure the attitude bothers me..-sometimes a lot- but i can't hate it! i can't stay mad about it !...it's like it's an ugly monster that when i look at it all i see is a very beautiful creature .
i see beauty in a monster !
it's hard to treat others like how they treat you ..to me it's a torture
"Come and save me from this enchanted room."
Special yet weird ..
When you're not sure..you try to avoid it .
Don't get it wrong..i'm just trying to be a really great friend to you.. :)
" You are yourself when you're with him/her! maybe he/she is the one ! ."
"Things get messy when i'm with you."