heartache
It was like drugs, knowing how harmful it is for your soul, knowing that in a near future you'll have to let it go, knowing that it is a dead end, but you do it anyway, and you enjoy it, because you're sensing how it ironically completes you, how it makes you unwillingly feel your natural self.. but eventually, the inevitable takes place, and you realize it is high time you should consider it as past whether you are truly capable of doing it or not, it is going to happen, and you are going to...