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I Love My Best Friend

I have this best friend! He's amazing , we're together all the time, we have so many memories and he always knows how to make me smile. We stick together through thick and thin! We got drunk the other night. We ended up in bed together, I took his virginity and we fell asleep together. Now I'm scared about seeing him again, I don't wanna lose what we had, I love him so much, and I don't know where I'd be without him. I've cried so much for him and I just really want a cuddle and for him to sa...

22 June 2014, 10:07 AM
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Diary Entry - Happy Now

I'm happy now, you've been gone for about 3 weeks and I feel free, I never realised how horrible you were! I have my friends and I've got a lot closer with them! Were like peas in a pod ;) they'll never leave me!! Love them!! :*

04 May 2014, 10:08 AM
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Diary Entry - Do I love or Hate You!?

I really don't get it will you, you split me into 2 people. You bring out the good in me, the happy side, The one where I love you loads and loads, but you bring out the side that makes me so angry and just wants to jump in front of a bus!!! I don't get it any more, you split me in 2, I don't know if the happy out ways the sad, I don't know if the love is stronger than the hate! I don't know :(

17 March 2014, 12:14 AM
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Diary Entry - Fantasy

I love him so much!! Its soo pathetic!! I cant handle it anymore!! I wanna just float away on a beautiful day, in a little boat on my own, not having to worry bout anything in the world, noone would miss me and I would be gone.

10 March 2014, 06:51 PM
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Diary Entry - Empty

I feel like you don't want this - or you're just deciding to not show any feelings, its like you want me to do everything to prove I've changed, but really you're the one that needs to change the most, I'm getting all the blame, and having to try so hard just to get your attention, you don't even notice me, I'm just there, like a little fly! You make me feel so empty and worthless, I don't know how much I want this now; I wish I didn't love you

10 March 2014, 06:36 PM
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Diary Entry - Happily Ever After

So we met! He said he didn't want me back, and he did until he got there, I didn't know what to do, my life, all our memories just flashed before my eyes and my whole body went numb, I don't think I've ever loved anyone this much, I broke down, he put his arms around me. "Look at me" he said, I looked up, "this is your last chance" I hugged him, I was so happy, we spent the rest of the day together till it was getting dark, sitting on the green watching the sun go down, it was beautiful, one ...

09 March 2014, 08:54 PM
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Diary Entry - Is There Hope!?

We've arranged to meet, to see if we think there's a chance we could ever restore what we had! We were a great match and I don't wanna let that slip away - but does he?

09 March 2014, 12:18 PM
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Diary Entry - When I Walked Away

I sat there, in the mirror, begging myself to stop; tears rushing down my face - Blood dripping down my arms. I'd left you, sitting in our cage on you're own, the door was open, you could have followed, but you remained there, alone, without me.

08 March 2014, 11:35 AM
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Hello

Hi guys!! Heres my new page, is going to be all about me an my depression, life/relationship quotes, hair designs, and some beautiful scenery!! Please follow me!! :*

07 March 2014, 11:30 PM
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