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Suicide of a Transexual.

I'd rather kill myself than remain living as a girl. Born a girl, I have a death wish. Due to depression most likely caused by my eating disorder and wanting to be a boy while knowing that I'll never be one. Not only because I can't afford it, but because I'll be dead before I can even have any money of my own. FTM costs nearly $70,000. I am 16 fucking years old and my desision is made. How the hell am I supposed to make that much money without over-stressing myself. I cry just thinking about...

03 November 2013, 03:34 AM
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I'm so perverted.

PENIS HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ha.

25 October 2013, 09:28 PM
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I'm a seamstress!

I've made everything from mittens, to beanies, to shirts, all the way to dresses. I made my homecoming dress from this year and I will be making my version of this dress for Christmas but instead of pearls I'll probably go with silver studs or spikes.

25 October 2013, 07:58 PM
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I'm a Fashionista

I really like nail art and fashion because it's a better way to express myself and put work into rather than the negatives parts of life.

25 October 2013, 05:36 PM
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I Rarely Eat

I don't like my body, and I want to be skinnier. I will do anything to reach my goal weight, even if it means starving myself for hours on end. It hurts, but then again I'm masochistic. The pain lets me know that it's working.

25 October 2013, 12:02 AM
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Andy Biersack

Not only am I in love with this man, but he is one of my biggest heros.

24 October 2013, 06:36 PM
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I Cut Myself

That's right; I self harm. Cutting, burning, pinching, hair pulling, scratching, etc. I don't know why I like it, but it gives me control over my emotions.

24 October 2013, 06:29 PM
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Train Wreck of Emotions

I get extremely overwhelmed when it comes to public school. The massive crowds, the bullies, the judgement, everything. Sometimes I don't even know what I'm feeling, I just know that I feel sick to my stomach and I start shaking.

24 October 2013, 05:49 PM
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