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HELLO, AGAIN

I don't know if someone is still reading my posts. It's been a long time since the last time I've written something over here, and a lot of things have changed since then. I'm no longer in school, I've gotten into my dream univeristy, changed cities, broken up with my longtime boyfriend, started dating one of my closests friends (didn't work), started smoking more than i would like to admit, met awesome people, dyed my hair pink, purple, black, red, ginger, blonde, brown... and still managed ...

28 January 2017, 04:30 AM
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Yeah I know, it's been a while since I posted here, but life is messy and life sometimes can be a bitch. Anyway, how am I supposed to do something when I'm way too busy. Anyway, yay! Valentine's Day. Hope all of you are having fun today

14 February 2014, 08:09 PM
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A couple of days ago I asked myself: "Will I ever have my happy ending?" and now I can easily say: YES! You know, I'm a hopelessly romantic girl, it's hard to admit it, but yes. I never felt like my happiness depended on someone, but having 'that' someone is ... pretty awesome. I met someone, and for the first time in my life I'm afraid, afraid that everything falls apart, but in some way I'm sure that if things doesnt work, I'll still be happy, cuz I don't need someone to be happy, apart fro...

29 October 2013, 04:06 AM
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I was thinking about some shit that happened to me long time ago and how did I react. I don't know what the heck was I thinking back then, the truth is that I wans't thinking, I just wanted all the pain to go away, I wanted to screw the whole galaxy and end with everything, end with the pain, end with my dreams, my hopes, my goals, my life... me, but thanks that I realized that life was beautiful, life is beautiful and yeah, shit happens, but it all happens for some good reason, for our perso...

20 October 2013, 01:17 AM
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So, I broke my "love" finger and my "provoke" finger. I won't be wearing my ring and I won't be insulting people till them heal. Anyway, today we commemorate the departure of Cory two months ago. I believe that the moment I fell from the swing he tried to catch me, and he did, but he couldn't help my hand to slip away. Also, yesterday I participated in a singing contest and I couldn't help but to cry, cuz I dedicated to him. The lesson of the day is: Don't trust in swings.

14 September 2013, 04:58 AM
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Hello there. I haven't had the chance to say thanks to you, the ones that coment, love and follow me and my stupid ramblings. It really makes me feel so freaking special. I'm so grateful of all of you. It's like for the first time in my life I've been accepted by people I don't even know, you guys are awesome and I couldn't be more happy to have you around here. I'm just an awkward girl with big dreams and a huge imagination. I always tried to hide behind my dreams, my big mouth, my outrageou...

24 August 2013, 03:46 AM
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I guess it took me so long to realize that I just have to forget about everything and live in the moment, enjoy life, smile, even if I'm not okay, love with my soul, heart and mind, just live in the moment. I may be young, I may have committed mistakes, but it's cuz I'm still young, it's part of learning about life. I'm not perfect, nobody is. Stop worrying about mistakes from your past, enjoy what you have and don't worry about the future cuz it's still to come.

15 August 2013, 04:38 AM
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Oh Boy! It's been a freakin month. We really miss you Cory, but I know that you're up in there, smiling at all of us and taking care of Lea. You will always be in our hearts.

14 August 2013, 01:58 AM
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You know you've been such an idiot when you've lost the love you love the most. Well, this is my case. I'm such an idiot, cuz all I had to do was take care of him, but now he's gone and I guess this is the best for both of us, but sometimes his memory crosses my mind and all I can do is regret everything I didn't do when I had the chance.

12 August 2013, 05:41 AM
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TAKE IT

Here guys. Take what you need. You know, something that is missing. Don't be afraid. I'm taking "Faith" on my dreams, "Freedom" on my life, "Strength" to conquer the world, "Inspiration" to my life and last but not least "Love" in my soul, heart and mind.

05 August 2013, 12:08 AM
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Well you know, I'm kinda broken hearted. Or, well, I was. But you know something? It's hard to forget someone. It takes six months to "forget". Let's see, it's been three months, so I'm half way to recover myself. Yaaay for me! Anyway, when I think I'm reaching the end, there's always a fuckin' reminder of him! Why God?! Why?! If we were not meant to be, then why the heck everybody keeps reminding me of him. Just, stop! Please, our relationship is over, so there's no reason why you all keep r...

04 August 2013, 11:56 PM
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Don't worry my lovely ones, all you have to do is wait and see how it all will come to you unexpectedly. Don't get stuck in only one person, or one thing, live your life, don't worry about the past, cuz the present is here and now.

21 July 2013, 06:12 AM
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THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW

Oh Rocky Horror! How I love you so. The very first time I watched this movie I was a little kid, and since the begining I loved it! Every character for me it's special, it has something that makes it different from the rest of the movies. Maybe it's Frank N Furter, with his/her flamboyant persona, or Magenta with her sexiness that only a woman like her could have, or Brad and his adorable silliness, or Riff Raff with a weirdness that I find hot, or Janet and her love to only one man (or thre...

21 July 2013, 06:07 AM
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He didn't die. He took the midnight train going anywhere. #CandlesForCory

17 July 2013, 12:48 AM
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I still can't get over the fact that he's gone. I miss him so badly. Cory you will always be my hero, no matter what they say, you're one in a kind.

17 July 2013, 12:39 AM
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GOODBYE CORY

Now, you're up in the sky, being one more shining star. We miss you here, but I guess that it was your time to fly. #RipCoryMonteith

14 July 2013, 07:50 PM
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I FOUND A BOY

But I found a boy who I love more, than I ever did you before, so stand beside the river I cried, and lay yourself down. Look how you want me now that I don't need you.

12 July 2013, 03:23 AM
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Maybe this week didn't start the way I wanted it, but I have a feeling that is going to end so freakin' awesome.

12 July 2013, 03:06 AM
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SWEET DREAMS

I dreamed of you, I don't know why, but I dreamed of you and it couldn't be better. How one person can change your mood so easily? I feel more relaxed, happy, idk, I feel better and that's why I wanna thank you, even though you don't know that I dreamed of you.

11 July 2013, 03:23 AM
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ME, MYSELF AND I

Let's stop walking by and think about ourselves, shall we? Today is one of those days when all I want to do is just lay down, relax and thing about what I've done and what I haven't done, yet. Or just forget about everything and everyone. Sometimes being a lonely person is good, you realize what is better for you, some others you feel like you are not welcome anywhere. For me, it's a good thing, I enjoy being alone, with my own thoughts, it gives me the strenght that I need to face troubles,...

11 July 2013, 01:01 AM
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