Giving up

So the more and more days go by the more and more I'm giving up on him. I seriously don't care anymore. I'm tired of waiting for him because it has been two months...I'm wasting my time. I can't even do this anymore. I'm sorry to say this but I give up

13 November 2014, 09:15 PM
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Boredom...

So reasons why I don't go on here a lot is because my life is boring. I don't have anything to look forward to because my life isn't interesting at all but I might as well right now. In class I was just over hearing a conversation that really pissed me off. These guys were talking about how they got a free membership and employee card to fitness one because they are friends with the person that works there. That is fucking ridiculous! I've already payed $40 for a two month membership while th...

12 November 2014, 07:31 PM
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Why?????

That's always the question that i can never get answered. Like why is this happening to me? Why do i feel this way? why do i get mad for no reason? it sucks! And all because of a guy! I guess this is why i never like to have feelings for somebody. I'll probably talk about how it all started the next time i write...probably tonight at like 3 in the morning. I just want to be alone but then again i don't. it also sucks that i have a short temper. I just cant seem to be happy for too long. My li...

09 November 2014, 01:39 AM
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Insecurities

I have been insecure ever since I got to high school. I have how my body looks and all I want to do is starve myself but i cant. I see food and i just go at it because I'm a failure. I was doing good today until i got home which is when the guilt began to happen. I have tried purging twice and i almost had it but not quite so i quit. I always see these skinny people and those types of people are my motivation. I want to be beautiful and skinny like them but, by the way i am eating, that isn't...

07 November 2014, 06:38 AM
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Why So Complicated???

Life is a mystery. Its a complex that just does its own thing unless if you are those type of people that knows exactly how you wanna live it. Me...I have no idea. I am a senior in high school for gods sake and i have no clue on what i am going to do. My mind is just filled with useless info but that's the only info that'll stay in my head which sucks. I'm not your average girl. I'm one of those girls that doesn't really care about anything. I haven't dated a single person in my life, never h...

06 November 2014, 05:39 AM
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