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In My Arms Instead...

You've been on my mind I wish you were here beside me tonight laying in this bed cuz I'm just not the same I walk down these streets I swear I hear your name but its just in my head I wish you were in my arm instead I have to find a way thats just how it is I'm stuck here in this place!

16 May 2014, 04:15 AM
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Sober Loneliness

Working hard not to think or feel too much today I am drenched in sweat and every muscle in my body aches I just needed some positive to keep the negative at bay Alcohol has crossed my mind especially at night when I miss you and think of you the most. Maybe its the silence or maybe its when I'm the loneliest but I just can't bring myself to have any knowing very well how I feel sober I want to feel good not worse!

15 May 2014, 06:48 PM
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How quickly a happy moment becomes a sad one when I realize that I cannot share it with you...

15 May 2014, 07:42 AM
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The Worst Thing...

The worst thing to ever have to do is sit around and wait. Your mind racing Your stomach in knots Your palms shaking and sweating But what more can I do? Is there something I can do? Please tell me if there is! I am not too afraid I am not too proud I am not too late

15 May 2014, 07:37 AM
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Can't Sleep

Consumed with so many thoughts Overwhelmed with so many feelings God please help me God please hear me God please speak to me God please forgive me God please love me

15 May 2014, 07:35 AM
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Desperately, I long to feel your touch But you left me all alone in love And now I Shake the sleep from my head And try to crawl out of bed Today is just another day I make the coffee for one I turn the radio on Pretend that everything's ok Know there's no reason to smile It's gonna take me awhile 'Cause I still love you desperately

15 May 2014, 06:15 AM
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