Mommy...

So my mother came to town for 3 days ago, thats why i was not on my diary. It is so good to see her again. She always bring good vibe with her. I just missed her. I love you mamacita.

22 July 2014, 11:28 PM
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Girls are just girls.

So my husband is staying at his brothers house, because a friend of mine or friends of mine, is coming to town today. So I wont be as much as I am used to, on diary.com but i will try to make some time. I am just happy. Have fun everyone. -Onetwo_action.

18 July 2014, 03:40 PM
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GIRLS! AND BOYS!

Girls fall in love with what they hear. Boys fall in love with what they see. That's why girls wear make up and boys lie. -Onetwo_action.

17 July 2014, 09:37 PM
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Followers.

So I looked around the diary.com And I saw some interesting dairies. I am very inspired. And then I looked at their followers, and wow, some of them have a lot, I only have 1 follower by the way thank you, and I follow 5 person. Some day Some of you all will read my dairy, and think hey it is very interesting. i WONT GIVE UP ON YOU! -Ontwo_action.

17 July 2014, 09:31 PM
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My secret is out...

So I told my husband, that I have a diary on online. Because I cant hide my Computer every time he walks at me. He is my husband and he have right to know. Either that or he thinks I hide very bad things from him. I felt bad for him. They first thing I said to him before I show him, was that he must not laugh at me. I dont know why I felt that, but it toke me 10 min before I got the strength to show him. Because my dairy is quit personal. But he did not laugh he said you are an amazing person...

17 July 2014, 09:14 PM
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Empty.

Even tho everything seems good, and I am kinda of happy. It doesn't feel like that. Even tho I am surrounded by people all the time, I feel lonely. I feel empty. This picture describe how I feel these weeks. Priside Blue and Yellow is my favorite color.

17 July 2014, 09:01 PM
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The beauty of India.

Amazing.. She is a Rani in english ( Queen) Beautiful. -Onetwo_action.

17 July 2014, 05:50 PM
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Breaking Amish.

So i never heard about amish people. They first time in my 19 years I first Heard of it about 5 months ago. I feel stupid special when I am married, to a 25 years old man. I saw it first on my favorite tv program TLC. it sounds like it was made up, the hole tv show. I could not imagine, to leave my family.. The fame will fade away. They can not trust the program. It is just a game for us. But anyways I love my family. -Onetwo_action.

17 July 2014, 05:44 PM
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Moving... 17 days.

So my husband and I are moving, after 1 month in this house. We are moving to a bigger and better place. The funny part is, when we got to see the our new house. The first think we though about was, does the house have a kitchen stove, because the house we are living in now, doesn't have. But thank god, it have everything.. The best part is the dishwasher. We are moving about 17 days. I look forward. And it going to be so beautiful. Our house team color is Black,Grey,whit, and purple. -Onetw...

17 July 2014, 05:34 PM
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Forgivness.

I forgive you, not for you but for myself. Listen A you have hurt me. I thought You had my back, after i moved to your city. I feel you let me down. But I am over it, and I want to be happy again. I Forgive you. But things will never be the same again trust me. It flies in the face of all your pride It moves away the mad inside It’s always anger’s own worst enemy Even when the jury and the judge Say you gotta right to hold a grudge It’s the whisper in your ear saying ‘Set It Free’ Forgivenes...

17 July 2014, 05:26 PM
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Broke my foot.

Yesterday was not a good day for me tho. Omg I broke my foot. While my husband and I played for fun. He fall down on my foot. It hurt so bad that I cried. -Onetwo_action.

17 July 2014, 01:20 PM
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Art.

I found another one! I am in love with this one. It screams art. Just beautiful. We african queen do not have big hair for fun... we have a lot in our minds, thats why our hair is always big and thick. Proud moment. africa. -Onetwo_action.

16 July 2014, 06:12 PM
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Beautiful.

I dont know, but there is something beautiful about this picture. It's just amazing. This is Art. -Onetwo_action.

16 July 2014, 06:01 PM
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Smoke...

After I got married,I stop smoking.. but yesterday when everything fall apart, I went to the store, and brought a cigar. And I said to myself, After yesterday I am not going to smoke another one, but when my husband, left the house to day I did. I feel soooo guilty. I feel like a criminal.I know it is not healty and I should stop, but i could not stop myself. I feel so bad God help me. -Onetwo_action.

16 July 2014, 05:45 PM
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Okay..hmm.

Okay she replied.. and she was kinda of sweet. I should never have doubt our friendship, but she got new friends so i though she will drop me. But we clashed and we are good. I have an amazing friend,who will never give up on me no matter what. The reason I was, the way I was.. is because my sister in-law do not treat me good, as a sister in-law should. A these two are friends. I will just take my part away from her. -Onetwo_action.

16 July 2014, 02:28 PM
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A blessing.

I love my husband. He is the ony person in this world, who always going to be there. He is my everything. I would give up everything just for him. My husband is my hero. As long as I have you, I don't need no other friends. I love you boo I am blessed to have you. May the mercy of god always shine on your way. -Onetwo_action.

16 July 2014, 12:58 PM
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waiting...

I am waiting for an answer.. I text the friend, I was talking about. I text and I am waiting for an answer. My body can not handle the waiting. ! I am feeling sick.. I feel it is a bad text, she will send to me. I know you should always think good or dont think at all. But i feel something bad is going to happen. I feel I am for real going to lose her. I just pray something good happens, and GOD is with me. -Onetwo_action.

16 July 2014, 12:52 PM
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The big city life.

I just want to be happy. Why is it so hard. I dont have friends, the only person I have is my husband, sister and mother. I need friends. After i moved from my childhood city, and moved to the big city everything changed. I have to start all over again. And I dont know how too get friends... I cant remember. -Onetwo_action.

16 July 2014, 10:42 AM
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Just read...

As I am sitting here... I wonder? Why is life so hard? why does love hurt? why do friendships end? why are I am crying? is something wrong with me? or is it normal? Sometime I wonder what if, I was a different person? will it change everything? sometime in my head I am asking god.. why did you do this to me? why are I am hurting? Please tell me... But I know god has a better plan. You should never ask why? because he is your creator. He created you. He is bigger then YOU. You are his creation...

15 July 2014, 06:23 PM
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Respect yourself.

You need to respect yourself.. no one is going to do that for you. I am tired of people putting me down. No that dosen't work anymore. I am my own person, I do what makes me happy, and if you don't make me happy, well i respect myself too much to laugh with you. I aint fake... I rather be true and let you hate me, then be fake and love me. I am not happy with you anymore, I need to follow other things, I need to go. You do not grow me anymore. Sorry, But I am done with you. Take a note. -One...

15 July 2014, 06:04 PM
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