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UNSAID: Because You Choose Your Vocation Over other Possibilities, including me.

It's damn obvious, really. My feelings for you, that is. I was surprised when you called because I don't remember giving you my number since you're a stranger. As I examine the incoming call from that unregistered number, I picked it up and answered, "Hello?" I asked, perhaps with my best melodious voice. It has been a habit of mine to answer in such manner, perhaps to create a nice first impression even on phone. You told me about the rehearsals, that I should be there since I am one of the ...

23 June 2014, 05:34 PM
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Because you are my teacher.

It all started as a joke. A silly joke that brought me into trouble. You assigned our group to be the first to report and we have no choice but to comply. During reports, you always sit at the most back part of the class, either in the middle or in the left wing of the room nearest to the windows to see how well we do in reports. You could have seated on the teacher's table on the front as we discuss, but you didn't. And perhaps you never will. You always like to be a part of an audience who ...

22 June 2014, 03:36 PM
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Last night was fun. I get to be his partner again because the debutante had her grand entourage with her brother, which is suppose to be my partner in the entrance. I will never forget his ivory skin and ebony eyes. He is just beautiful. But just like Cinderella, he disappeared before midnight. I was left in my bed grinning like a fool.

01 June 2014, 03:52 AM
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Masquerade Pt. 5: New Partner

Unlike my previous partner, I didn't have any hard time adjusting to my new partner since he is my younger brother's classmate and the debutante's younger brother as well. I knew him, he knew me. Not that much awkwardness unlike the first one. So I was typically dancing with someone one and a half younger than me. Basically, men are supposed to be the one carrying the frame in the dance. Frame is a term for proper posture in dancing particularly in couples. In that frame, the guy's right han...

30 May 2014, 05:19 PM
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Masquerade Pt. 4: Questions

All of a sudden, as if sensing the awkwardness, our ever loving and genius choreographer popped out his bloody brilliant idea. "Look at your partner" he said. No scratch that. He ordered. "It's cuter that way and more sweet..." he added. Being the ever obedient dancers we are, we had no choice but to comply to orders. Ugh. Bow down to the king. "He said look at your partner." Does he want me to looked at him? I never did, anyway. He lack the courage to. Instead, I told him, "Is it my fa...

30 May 2014, 04:51 PM
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Masquerade Pt. 3: Parting

It's like an unspoken agreement between us. Never look at each other's eyes. Unexpectedly after few practice sessions we worked well. It was almost perfect, as if every step, every spin and every turn acted out of impulse and of instinct. There was chemistry. Then again, we never looked at each other. Just then, the choreographer made the debutante switch partners with me for the reason that my ex-partner is too good-looking to not become an escort. My soon-to-be ex-partner tried to oppose, ...

30 May 2014, 04:40 PM
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Masquerade Pt. 1

I am recently working on a new story and I am really giving my best for a good first impression. The highlight of my first chapter is a scenario in a Masquerade where the two main characters meet. The idea came to me during one of our practice. It was my classmate's 18th birthday so I was invited to be a part of the 9 pair of dancers in her Cotillion. It is like a Viennese Waltz that has been a tradition in our country whenever a girl turns 18. We are partnered to someone we barely know and ...

30 May 2014, 04:35 PM
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Masquerade Pt. 2: The Stranger

He is fair and tall. His skin is like porcelain, just simply flawless. He is not muscular, yet his shoulders are strong and firm. I can tell as I rest my left hand in his shoulders. I payed attention to his hands for I knew that a man's hands tell everything and would never tell a lie. His are tough yet he handles me gently with care. His hands are also big and warm, yet they surprisingly fit on mine and enveloped me with his warmth. Something inside me stirred as I examine this stranger. It ...

30 May 2014, 04:35 PM
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Unsaid

Some things are better left unsaid because there is nothing more left to say.

30 May 2014, 04:25 PM
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Thought for the Day 05.29.14

"I don't fucking care if I look like your ex-lover. If you are thinking of me as her replacement, you're wrong because I know that I am much better than your bitches."

30 May 2014, 04:23 PM
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Enrollment Day

05.30.14 I'm totally screwed today. If the Fates got bored and decided to play with mine, I swear to God above and Satan below that I don't like every bits of it. I'm late for our meeting time and probably will also be late for the enrollment. OMGGEEE. I just hope my pub adviser and EIC will not gut my throat and skin me alive or else I'll be deader than dead. What's up with my luck lately, huh? I'm running out of it. I still have tons of assignments and essays to finish and tomorrow's the b...

30 May 2014, 04:13 PM
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