August 17, 2014

Karma (my foster dog) and I slept until 830 this morning and I was awoken by her sloppy kisses...hehehe I don't mind, she's a sweetheart. We spent a couple of hours at the park and walked, watched people and just enjoyed the weather. It was a good day by most accounts. But I'm feeling miserable again. I'm missing my kids who are with their dad, I'm missing my boyfriend and even though I have this sweet creature with me, I'm feeling alone. Robert's divorce was finally finalized last week...

18 August 2014, 12:17 AM
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August 16, 2014

Today was a better day. I woke up this morning not wanting to get out of bed. I had hit the snooze several times before I finally got up. Robert called me a few minutes after I got up and that made me feel a little better knowing he was thinking of me. I had something more important than myself today....I had my rescue transport and picking up my foster dog. The transport went well. We had about 30 dogs (adult and lots of puppies) as well as a handful of cats. The babies were sooooo swe...

17 August 2014, 01:52 AM
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I'm reading some of the entries in here and I see so many young people who are battling and I feel like such an idiot that I'm a grown woman and I'm sitting here crying and not sure why I'm crying. I'm not sure why my heart hurts like it does. I'm alone, my kids are with their dad, my boyfriend has to work and take care of things so I won't see him this weekend and it's just me and the gerbil. My mind is going everywhere and it's nowhere good. I just want to jump in my car and run away.

16 August 2014, 12:33 AM
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Trying this online diary thing and hoping that either I can help someone or they can help me. I've been battling depression real bad the past few weeks and on verge of tears all the time. It sucks. Thing is, I should be happy as a clam. But I'm not. Almost 45 years old, divorced twice, two kids, job, boyfriend, active with dog rescues and I still feel lost. Don't know who I am. Do you?

16 August 2014, 12:09 AM
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