Suicide notes.

Maybe my ability to take my own life, knowing how much pain it will cause, shows that I am a monster who doesn't deserve to live. All I know is that I can't deal with this pain any longer and I'm am truly sorry I couldn't wait until my family and everyone I knew died so this could be done without hurting anyone. For years I've wished that I'd be hit by a bus or die while saving a baby from drowning so my death might be more acceptable, but I was never so lucky.

17 March 2017, 05:17 PM
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Their church was always more important than the members of their family and they happily sacrificed whatever was necessary in order to satisfy their contrived beliefs about who they should be.

17 March 2017, 05:15 PM
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I'm prepared for death. I'm prepared for the pain and I am ready to no longer exist. My only fear at this point is messing something up and surviving.

17 March 2017, 05:13 PM
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People say suicide is selfish. I think it's selfish to ask people to continue living painful and miserable lives, just so you possibly won't feel sad for a week or two. Suicide may be a permanent solution to a temporary problem, but it's also a permanent solution to a ~23 year-old problem that grows more intense and overwhelming every day.

17 March 2017, 05:11 PM
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So I've realized I will never escape the darkness or misery associated with it and I have a responsibility to stop myself from physically harming others.

17 March 2017, 05:07 PM
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