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....The Letdown 웃

I took a chance and now I'm paying the consequence, this is why I'm writing. I tried to be helpful and be the person someone can rely on but when I did that it was thrown in my face. People that I was on good terms with are now mad at me for wanting to help but I guess they weren't really "friends" if something as little as helping others out causes a rift between us. I don't enjoy the feeling of feeling as if I'm surrounded by people who have ulterior motives. I know my family loves me and i...

22 December 2013, 06:08 AM
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Say Something⁈....✌

You're the one that I love && I'm saying Goodbye. This is one of THE WORST feelings I could ever feel in the pit of my stomach. It's almost as if all the air in the room has been tampered with and I'm gasping but the one person I thought would be there is the one sabotaging me. I hate feeling as if I could give more but it will go unnoticed. I don't want to feel like I'm walking away from it all but if that person was long gone than what am I fretting about? Here's where I'm supposed to say I...

01 December 2013, 03:06 AM
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Written in the Stars ✮✭

Stars Can't Shine Without Darkness....

26 November 2013, 08:45 AM
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✿ ✿Bonfire Heart ✿✿

Today is the BIG day where I go camping with the second fam bam! I know I should be excited for the quad riding, jeep off roading mud slinging events that are about to happen but I honestly can't keep my mind off of the bonfire moments we will have spending quality time. I miss the shit out of my crazy but bad ass family and in my ordinary normal life they bring in the excitement to spice it up. I will admit I'm nervous because sometimes there can be drama but if I don't seek it, it shouldn't...

26 November 2013, 08:35 AM
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The Listening ♥

Where to start? I have so many things to say yet I can't seem to manage them into an organized thought. Funny, isn't it? We spend so much time over thinking what we feel that we don't notice we censor ourselves. Instead we give out a sugar coated version or we lie. Then to make matters worse that lie turns into a web and eventually spirals out of control that in the end we are left in the same position we started off. That also only leaves us with wanting to spill our guts like word vomit and...

25 November 2013, 06:18 AM
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