lifes been good

well its been so good here lately. almost to dam good lol but fuck it i cant complain. My boyfriend is home and doing good now and i also went and got medicated for my mental health problems so hopefully things continue to go good and be the way they are beacause while yes things could always be better i must remember at least it isnt as bad as it once once. I could still be stuckk in a loveless relationship with an abusive asshole but no i have the greatest man ever. He treats me good and...

21 February 2014, 08:03 PM
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Life Is Not Easy

Well I spent all night at the hospital on Thurs. Its was not fun and was quite heartbreaking. Yall know of the things I have been talking about with my S/O and its been a long hard journey. I ended up taken him to the hospital for help because I felt as if I could not give him the help that he needed. Its was hard because he went through a lot of pain that night! He tried to run and they ended up having to restrain him to the bed and that was one of the most heartbreaking things that I have...

25 January 2014, 02:15 PM
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ANGER!!!!!

I am so pissed right now I am sitting here calm outside yet flaming fucking pissed inside!!! WTF could be so GD bad that you feel the urge to push and run away like seriously grow the fuck up and move on!!! you are doing so good with yourself got a job and can get into any school you so choice to go to yet you wanna act like a GD child n run away like wow snap back to fucking reality before u end up where u really don't wanna be like omg I am so pissed idek wtf to say to you!! I have been ni...

23 January 2014, 09:15 PM
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Writing is Helpful

There are things that we can not say out loud and sometimes we just feel the urge to write to get things off our chest this is the feeling I have today. If you have read my other entry you kinda know what I am going through but you really and truly have no idea how I feel. Do you know what it feels like to have someone love you so intently and show them all of themselves and then just completely shut you off. that's a horrible feeling and it makes you feel unloved and unwanted when you love...

23 January 2014, 08:58 PM
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omg

Seriously? This can not be happening!! I need some advise. How do you make someone who has shut down open themselves back up? My bf has regressed into being terrified of something and I don't know how to help him

23 January 2014, 06:07 PM
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