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It hurts...again.

Oh sh*t, i think i'm depressed again, you know, its painful, emptiness is painful, living is painful, and specially, loneliness is really really painful, i really need someone by my side right now, now that everything feels so heavy, and every movement is tiring, i really need someone to cheer me up, get me out of this maze, save me from the distant pain, i dont have any confidence in myself, yet when i'm not alone i feel so strong, like nothing is ever going to reach me. I really need someo...

18 June 2014, 09:56 PM
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Lost

Hey, i'm about to give up already, i don't know what to do anymore, i just want to find my place, my talent, my escape from this crappy reality,i love drawing, and i'm not "horrible" at it, but i'm not good either, no matter how hard i try i feels like i'm going nowhere, like i'm not moving forward at all, i know it's selfish, greedy jealous, but when ever i see these real artists, my age or younger than my, but a zillion time better, i just feel like crying, like my little world crumbles app...

04 June 2014, 08:49 PM
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Memories,ouch.

Remembering is so painful, whenever i remember these people i used to love, that i still love and about how faraway they are right now, it hurts, it makes me feel like crying, i miss my old frien, i love the new once so much but i still miss the old once, these who are far away right now, but what hurts me more is the fact that i can't cry, i don't know why, but my tears refuse to fall, so instead of letting it out, it remains inside, bottled up untill the day i explode. but it's ok i'll jus...

10 May 2014, 06:19 PM
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someone understands!!

Everybody, YES everyone have those moments, some more than the others, feeling like no one unerstand, like no one will ever understand, like we're all alone and no one cares, we are just lost, lost in the middle of nowhere, lost in our own minds,I know this feeling, you too, right? if you're reading this then its because you need it. I understand, I know this feeling, feeling of losing, of drawnings, in a dark deep ocean that never end, it hurt, it really hurts, but we can't scream, call out ...

10 March 2014, 10:21 PM
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The simple yet complicated me

hello! well since it's my first time writing in this blog/diary, and i don't thing i'll be able to write more soon, i guess i should say a little about myself. well i am a girl ( its pretty obvious) a very complicated one, that pretty much impossible to figure out. i have really big dreams, or so others think, i kinda disagree with them; 'cause my ambitions are just "normal" it's them that are too pessimste. i'm a very wierd girl, with a very complicated mind, if anyone is reading this, i bet...

10 March 2014, 09:52 PM
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