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day 8? sushi

I had sushi today! I paid. but that's ok. I am broke now. I really need to find a job. But it's so hard to work when you're always in pain.

04 July 2014, 02:50 AM
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Day 8 hummus

Today was pretty good. Had a popsical 60 cals and some hummus with mushrooms 70 cals. Still haven't been able to get my ass up and work out. Did take the dog out for a bit. We went for a little walk. I couldn't make it too far though.

25 June 2014, 10:59 PM
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Day 7 chillies

I didn't want to go out and eat. but mom and brother wanted to. So we went to chillies. Was going to just get a salad. But ended up getting some kind of rice bowl with salad and black beans and avacodo and chicken. Doesn't sound bad right, and the fact that i only took a few bites is even better. But then brother ordered a dip and chips and I ate all of that. I feel so sick right now. Then after we ate, We dropped brother off back at work and went to winn-dixie. There mom bought me more f...

24 June 2014, 08:22 PM
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Day 6 soup

I over slept again and it was raining so again I didn't get much of a work out. I did run around with Arthas some. As for food I had a bowl of soup. ramen actually. 380 calories. more then I wanted to consume. and still I have no idea how much I weigh. I really need to get that battery for my scale.

24 June 2014, 12:34 AM
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Day 5 sleep

I have slept all day. I mean really all day! but I didn't eat ^^ So that's good. I had some miso soup for dinner. 30 calories. It started raining so there was no outside working out today. I hope to get out tomorrow. need to move my body more.

23 June 2014, 12:24 AM
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It's me!

Not a full body pic. I'll get one of those soon though. But here is my chubby face.

22 June 2014, 02:00 AM
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Day 4 birthday!

It was my mom's birthday today. my brother and I had lunch with her. It was nice. I didn't eat much and had water. but again, it was more then I had wanted to eat. I got Arthas a toy and new food bowels. I also got a book on random facts around the world. I have lost some more weight. I put on my size 24s and they are very big on me. So i'm happy about that.

22 June 2014, 01:56 AM
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day 3 pigs!

I have made a pig of myself today. like, diet? what diet? I ate a lot. started good, then went down hill. I'm so fat and gross. Tomorrow is my mom's birthday which means more food. ugh! I'll have to start over sunday. you know starting over sucks. and I wouldn't have to do it if I would stop...stopping!

21 June 2014, 02:53 AM
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Day 2 pulled pork!

Day 2 of the diet went well I think. Not as good as it could have been. but well. Had a very small amount of hummus and small crackers. Then had udon soup for lunch. and a small plate of pork and mac and cheese. Maybe the mac and cheese I could have done without. and I'm trying to get away from meat, so I didn't have near as much as I would have in the past. So yeah, I didn't binge, but it was still more then I had planed on eating. tomorrow is another day!

20 June 2014, 01:45 AM
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Me in a nutshell

I wasn't going to do a whole intro entry. But I see other people doing it and I guess it's good to see what my diary is going to be about. So no this isn't my first entry but it is my intro. So! My name is Toxic. It's what my friends call me online and even at home. there is a story behind the name, one day I might tell it. I'm 32. and from what I have seen on here there is a lot of teens. No That doesn't make me feel old or too old. I think it's great that people of all ages have a place ...

19 June 2014, 02:05 AM
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Day 1

Today was good. The sun was shinning brightly and my dog, Arthas, got over his sickness. My mother woke me up to go to the store with her. I didn't want to go but I went, figured it would be some form of workout. Working out...Uh. That's something I need to work on. I need to move more. Got home and took Arthas out for a walk. It was a painful walk. my back and legs hurt. I've had 600 calories today. Not bad, but not good either. I don't know what my starting weight is yet because I d...

19 June 2014, 01:43 AM
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