A prayer.

This entry isn't for me, but I was thinking. We spend our daily lives, living, going through life problems with a chance to live and well, others? People in the Ukraine at the moment, people across seas in wars and riots, there number 1 problem at the moment is trying to stay alive. To me that says it all, really. I feel selfish to even begin to think of how 'upset' I've been but for me, I have chance after chance to fix it and for them, they might not even get their 1st chance. I dedicat...

29 July 2014, 11:18 PM
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I thought wrong

I'm sorry I haven't wrote for a while or what seemed to be a while which isn't long at all but I've had a downpour of feelings again. I'm feeling crushed in a cocoon of loneliness, I can't escape it and it's pulling me apart. I sit here on social networks talking to people across the world because I'm too scared to go out and talk to people anymore. People look at me and call me lazy, assume that I do everything I do for the fun of it but they're incorrect. Of course, what I want to do i...

15 July 2014, 09:32 PM
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Everything is going to be alright.

04 July 2014, 09:12 PM
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A good deed done.

I did something good today. It made me feel good inside, it made me smile knowing I may of helped someone. I know it sounds silly, but I wrote a letter to an inmate. The feeling of being able to get someone on the right path from doing this really boosted my spirits and I hope once they get it, it'll boost theres too.

30 June 2014, 11:50 AM
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Stop

Stop doing this to me. Just stop. You think I find it easy giving you a second chance? Do you? Well, I don't. It hurts me. You think that when you keep telling me I need to diet, that I feel any better about myself? You think telling me I look pale everyday is going to make me love me more? Do you really believe that telling me to wear makeup to look more femenine will make me a better person? And lastly, do you generally understand how much it hurts when you compare me to other girls my ag...

29 June 2014, 10:47 PM
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Being human

If you have something that is not to be seen as beautiful, then you're immediately casted out. I wish they could just pop in my head for a day and experience it all, everything but you can't and that's something that's really hard to live with sometimes, because the people who pushed me to this point, they don't know they did it and they won't.

29 June 2014, 01:09 AM
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