I stayed home today. I don't think any1 knows what its like to feel ugly every day. iv been told it before. every morning before school I always get bad anxiety were all of the words iv been called come back and beat me back down. when Im getting ready I just feel fake like im trying to hard...

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in gym I got weighed today... 119 lbs! im fat. I was hoping I at least maintained the same weight but no! I gained 7 lbs! that's not healthy. ima try to lose it and take note of that but im not going to eat for the rest of the day...

SONG QUOTES

"I KISSED THE SCARS ON HER SKIN... I STILL THINK YOUR BEUTIFUL AND I DONT EVER WANA LOSE MY BEST FRIEND...." "I CANT DROWN MY DEMOND THEY KNOW HOW TO SWIM..." " AND I DONT WANT THE WORLD TO SEE ME.. CUZ I DONT THINK THAT THEY WILL UNDERSTAND..."

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