Am I a terrible person?

There is a girl I used to be best friends with. She dated this guy for a while but she sent out nudes to other guys during their relationship so when he found out, they broke up and he ignored her. He wanted nothing to do with her which is understandable. It has been almost a year since all that went down. A few months ago, the girl spread rumors about me and turned multiple people against me so we are no longer close. I just kind of tolerate her now. Well, the other day the guy initiated con...

19 March 2015, 05:22 PM
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365 Days of Change.

It's crazy to come on this website after a year and see all the things that have changed. This time lat year, I was still self harming and have terrible anxiety attacks. I still wanted to die and I still kept a stash of pills and razors by my bed. This time last year, I was determined to make things with Jacob work and when they didn't, I was devastated. Now, I hardly ever experience serious anxiety attacks, I threw my whole stash away and hardly even think about hurting myself anymore. I've...

10 February 2015, 06:45 PM
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I want this kind of relationship.

I want to be able to sit anywhere with you and just laugh and have a good time no matter what we're doing. I don't care if we are out somewhere or if we are just sitting in bed. I want someone that will be fun. In all honesty, I know exactly who I want. He is everything I just described and my family loves him. I want that.

30 January 2014, 08:15 PM
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I woke up with major anxiety this morning. I reached into my nightstand to get my razors. It was really odd not hearing the razors clank around in the mirror compact I hid them in but I thought nothing of it. I opened it and I saw nothing but my own horrified face. Freaking out, I reached back into my nightstand looking for the little box i keep my stash of pills in. I shook it; nothing. I opened it; nothing. I have no idea how someone found out about them but they are gone and I am freaking ...

29 January 2014, 08:12 PM
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This was probably one of the best weekends ever.

I spent the weekend on Coronado Island. We stayed Hotel Del. It's so beautiful and it's also where Marilyn Monroe shot my favorite move, Some Like it Hot. It's right on the beach and the weather was amazing.

28 January 2014, 11:49 PM
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