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A lot has changed.

Hey guys, sorry I haven't wrote in forever. You prob's don't really care though lol my life isn't fascinating! But I have been seeing this guy Chris for three months and nine days! Our four months will be March 16th. Were just starting to get back to being okay after what happened. OH wait! I haven't told you! Well I'll start from the very beginning! I was born on... Wait to far maybe not the very beginning lol! So as you may know my dad treats me like I don't exists. That stress put with my ...

26 February 2015, 11:53 PM
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It All Went To Hell

Everything was starting to get better! But once again everything gets ruined some how! I'm losing all my friends and the only one i can really trust is Simon. I can trust Hannah but i feel like I'm just second best because of Tashyra. I can never go over to Hannah's anymore because i screwed that up. Maybe I'll always be a screw up. I ruined my friendship with my best friend.. He asked me out and i said yes only because i didn't want to reject him because he would feel bad. I broke up with hi...

07 May 2014, 02:24 PM
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Who Have I Become?

I don't know why I did what I did! But i did it, and i regret it so much. My mom and sisters probably think i'm a slut, no they definitely think i'm a slut. No i didn't have sex! But what I did do is not good. He messaged me out of no where. I didn't know who it was, he just found my number i guess. I just felt so alone so I talked to him. He told me his name and his age, and i should have said goodbye right away. He was 26 and his name was Jim. How old am I? Well i'm only 16. Yeah i know wha...

19 April 2014, 01:55 AM
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Scared to fall

I promised myself i would never let myself fall for someone ever again. Turns out i cant keep that promise! I started talking to this guy named Koda just as friends. We kept talking and he made me laugh and smile all the time. I woke up every day to a good morning message from him telling me to have a good day and how he cant wait to see me! Turns out i falling for him and hard, and I'm terrified to fall for someone again! The last time wasn't good as you can see what happen with me a Doug ...

13 February 2014, 11:57 PM
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